Period and anxiety at the VMAs
This is so random
Imagine you are Shawn's singer girlfriend and you both have been nominated for VMAs so you are going together.
Your POV
Shawn and I are going to the VMAs tonight.
But there's a slight issue.
I chose an outfit a few days ago. And because I'm partially working tonight as I'm a model for Sherri Hill, I couldn't change it.
I started my period yesterday. I was supposed to start tomorrow but I was early. I was feeling insecure because my dress is light, and on top of that I had cramps. To make matters worse, Shawn had been having bad anxiety due to his performance so I had to keep him calm. We were keeping each other calm. (I feel like Shawn would be chill about periods and not get grossed out like some guys do)
"Y/N stop worrying. If anything happens I'll give you my jacket and we will leave." He puts his hand on my leg and rests his head on my shoulder. I play with his hair to try to ease his nerves. I was more worried about him than me to be fair.
"Mmm" I get a bad cramp as the car pulls over.
"Are you okay princess?" He asks worryingly.
"Yeah. Just a cramp." I say. Shawn gets out of the car first and then reaches for my hand to help me out.
"This way." The bodyguard tells us. I'm wearing low heels as I knew I'd have to get up to change my pad/tampon (I hate tampons I hate the idea of shoving something inside of me imo lol but I know people who hate pads so you decide what you're using here haha) and I also wanted to be comfy due to cramps as I get back pain.
Shawn's arm goes around my lower back and we take pictures.
"Shawn keep your hand there" its cheeky of me to ask him to keep his hand on my derrière but I was self conscious.
"You're okay don't worry." He reassures me and I grab his face with my hands and kiss his cheek.
"Let's go." Shawn usheres me to walk ahead of him and we take our seats. My cramps are getting worse but I don't want to stress Shawn out as he looked pretty anxious.
"Are you in pain?" He asks me and I nod, we knew each other very well so I couldn't lie. "Come closer to me." I could see that he wanted comfort so I swung my legs over his knee so they were between his legs and rest my head on his shoulder. His *very long* arm goes around my shoulder and his hand plays with the hem of my dress.
"Deep breath." I tell him.
A while later a stage director comes up to us.
"Shawn you're on next. Time to get changed."
"Good luck sweetie." I say to him, kissing his cheek.
After his performance
"Shawn" I go into his dressing room and sit next to Shawn, putting my arm around him.
"That was terrible." He says, proceeding to sit on my lap. I knew he was upset and I didn't want him to suffer so I hold him in my lap, gently rocking him.
"Mmm" I get another cramp. "Sorry Shawn get off me for a sec"
"Can we skip the afterparty and go home?" He suggests.
"That sounds like a good idea." We get up and hold hands as we walk to the car.
We get back to the hotel and I let Shawn shower first as I'd be taking ages, and he was tired.
I get into my shorts and crop top, and Shawn was in his boxers as it was hot outside. We get into bed.
"Are you okay sweetie?" I ask Shawn, stroking his cheek.
"Not really. I just want to sleep...I'm exhausted." He says.
"Come closer hun." Shawn rests his head in the crook of my neck and I'm sure he falls asleep instantly, and I fall asleep soon after.
Hope you liked it xx
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