Chapter 7: First Fight

Shawn's P.O.V:
"Come back to bed babe. I miss you already." I say trying to rush him. He continues to click and I see his smile start to just turn to his normal face. "Babe come on."

"Hold on Shawn. I'm just reading these messages."

"Babe stop it!" I yell.

"Why are you getting so defensive Shawn?"

"I'm not. Can you just mind my personal space and not go through my text messages?"

"We've always been able to read each other's messages Shawn. Mostly because it's never been a problem."

"Do you don't trust me?" I say. I just don't want him to get mad.

"Babe I do trust you. I just know you looked really nervous today at lunch after being on your phone and now your getting all defensive when I say I'm going to read your messages."

"Why's it any of your business who I'm texting?" My heart is starting to race. I don't want him to know my plans about MAGCON, at least not yet.

"Shawn it's my business because a few days ago I vowed in front of God and all of my family and friends saying that I would have your back through thick and thin; that there would be no secrets between us because the only thing between us is trust. If you can look me in the eyes right now and tell me your not hiding anything from me then I won't read your messages." I noticed his voice getting louder the more he talked. Why is he being so difficult? I can't lie to him. That's going to far. "Come on Shawn. Tell me you're not keeping something. Go on." I feel tears in my eyes. He's nearly yelling now.

"Cameron I'm not keeping a sec-" I can't lie. I look away. "Cameron I was going to tell you after our honeymoon."

"Tell me what?" He goes back through scrolling through my messages. I walk over to him.

"Just stop Cameron. Come on." I try to grab my phone away from him. "Just stop." I see he's got tears in his eyes too.

"No Shawn you stop. I can't believe you right now. I love you Shawn, and you have the nerve to do this. Why couldn't you just come out and tell me?"

"What do you think I did Cameron?"He looks so mad and hurt. And tears are falling down his face. I've never seen all of these emotions at once on someone's face.

"You're cheating on me Shawn." He swallows the lump in his throat, turning his back to me looking for messages. He thinks I'm cheating on him, aww.

"Cameron, baby I'm not cheating on you." he turns around and looks up into my eyes. "Babe I promise on that. I would never cheat on you."

"Why should I believe you?" he says. His faces now showed signs of hope.

"Babe. Seriously. I love you way to much to be with anyone else." I walk closer to him and pull him into a hug.

"Really?" he's laying on my shoulder. He pushes away quickly. "What are you keeping from me then?" He starts scrolling through my phone again.

"Cameron look at me. I'm not cheating on you I promise." I sit him down on the bed. I think he believes me. "Babe the messages I was keeping secret were between me and Tara."

"What are you keeping secret from me?" I knew I should have listened to her but I'm not. He's my husband and I have to tell him the truth. It's felt weird keeping a secret too.

"Babe I've been talking to Tara about my plans for the future, and the resigning of my contract." He looks down at my phone again reading my messages. I guess I should just let him read the messages. "I wanted to wait till after our honeymoon to tell you Cameron." Cameron looks up at me. Another look I've never seen on his face. Disappointment, I think. He sets my phone down and walks away to the window. Looking outside with his back to me. Why isn't he saying anything?! I walk over, standing about 2 feet away from him. "Cameron?" I ask. He doesn't turn around. "Talk to me." I say. I walk over resting my hand on his shoulder. He moves his shoulder away from hand. "Cameron?" I ask, my voice cracking. "Look I'm sorry." I begin apologizing. "I don't want to leave MAGCON, I just might have to." Still he won't turn around. "Cameron look at me." He stands just looking out the window. "Cameron!" I yell. "Look at me!"
He finally turns around.

"Shawn I'm not mad that you may or may not have to leave MAGCON." I take a step closer to him and he takes a step away from me. Ouch, that hurt my heart.

"Why are you mad then?"

"Shawn I'm mad because we haven't even been married a week and already you're keeping secrets from me. You'd rather listen to your manager and not tell me something then to be open and honest about it. Yah it sucks that you might have to leave MAGCON and yah I'm a CEO of the company, but I love you Shawn. If music is more important than this, then I would rather you choose music. And I know everyone else would agree. It's just the fact that you didn't trust me enough to talk to me about it and instead lied to me." I felt tears in my eyes.

"I never lied to you Cameron. I never have and never will. I kept one secret from you because Tara convinced me I needed to."

"See that's the thing Shawn, you let someone come in between us. You chose to not tell me something and you should have." He walks over to the closet and starts to get clothes out. "For the first time you actually didn't trust me."

"Cameron what are you doing?" He keeps taking shirts out of the closet. "Cameron!?" He finally stops, throwing the shirt in his hands on the bed.

"I'm leaving Shawn. I'm packing up my stuff and going."

"Cameron stop. You're not going anywhere. We're sitting down and talking about this."

"Why Shawn, how do I know that anything you say is going to be true, that you're not gonna keep more secrets from me?"

"Cameron you taught me to never leave in an argument, to sit down and always talk it out because we love each other enough to do that; that we owe each other enough love to do that." Cameron sits down defeated by his own words.

"I'm listening." he says defeated.

"Cameron I didn't mean to betray your trust. I wanted our honeymoon to be perfect. I didn't want what's happening right now to happen. I swear to the moon and back that I was just waiting till our honeymoon was over to tell you, that way if you got mad it wouldn't ruin this. I was only trying to spare your feelings Cameron, I had no intention of lying to you. I promise." Cameron stands up not saying a word. I feel myself wanna cry again. "Fine then Cameron." I can't believe he doesn't want to work things out right now. "Get everything that's important to you and just leave." I say. I turn around to leave the room. He stops what he's doing, and I here footsteps behind me. I feel his arms wrap around me, picking me up. He begins to walk out of the room, onto the back patio looking at the lake.
"What are you doing Cameron?" I ask defeated. I feel horrible now; like a total piece of shit for what I did.

"You told me to pick up what was important to me and leave. So that's what I did." I lay my head down on his chest smiling at his adorable romantic gesture.

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