Ugh. Ok so I'm sorry if you hate me after this chapter but I decided to go with what I did because this is how I saw best fit to achieve the plot line I want. Enjoy the beginning of this chapter cause by the end, some things are going to fall apart.

Also this is kind of a smut chapter, but I didn't put smut warning because well you'll see why at the end. Sorry to anyone reading that doesn't like/ doesn't feel comfortable reading the smut; you're gonna have to read it this time to get the story, but I promise this is the only time that will happen. Well, here yah goes:

Cameron's P.O.V.
I look out the window of the car as Shawn and I are riding to his hotel. I'm sitting in the right back seat and Shawn's sitting in the middle. We're holding hands and his head is resting on my shoulder. I've missed this so much. Shawn and I aren't even talking; we don't need to talk. We can just sit here and hold onto each other and it's enough. That's one of the reasons why I love him so much. "So what's your favorite thing about tour been so far?" I ask him, whispering over his head.

"Well about 2 hours ago this amazing guy showed up at my concert."

"Oh tell me all about him." I whisper laugh, playing along with him.

"Well he had this chestnut brown hair, and these golden brown eyes. He kind of has a lopsided face."

"I do not have a lopsided face." I say nudging him.

"Hey if I have a lazy eye than you have a lopsided face."

"The perfect couple." I say laughing. I rest my chin on his head. I can't tell what it is yet but something is definitely off with Shawn. I'll find out soon enough; I always do.

"Babe I'm so happy to be in your arms again. I literally can't believe we went 81 days without each other." He snuggles closer into me.

"Are you buckled Shawn?" I ask seriously. Ever since the car accident I was kinda a freak about making sure Shawn was buckled.

"Yes babe." He says showing me the buckle strap.

"Good." I say calming down.

"You know I forgot how warm you were." Shawn says smiling. I rub my fingers around on his hand.

"You looked so cute tonight." He laughs at my statement. "Well you did. I missed that sexy ass of yours."

"'My sexy ass huh?" he says laughing.

"Yah. I haven't been able to see your whole body in soooooo long." I say laughing.

"I haven't got to see you either." he says. He let's go of my hand, putting his hand on my thigh. I wrap my arm around his cute little body. He feels so much smaller than he actually is in my arms.

"Babe. Right here?" I ask sexily.

"It's been so long." He says even sexier. I just laugh. I move my hand down his side to his thigh. I grab it and he laughs.

"You know I noticed you got taller while I was gone. I wander if something else got 'taller' too." I say in his ear. After that I kiss his ear and I here him giggle. I have literally missed this more than anything in my entire life.

"I'm sure you're still bigger." he says fake sounding sadly.

"Are we gonna have to compare them again?" I say cutely. He just blushes and I kiss his cheek. "I don't mind." I whisper right in front of his face. "That's what we did the very first time I saw you naked."

"I remember that." he says smiling.

"Yah, I was so damn horny. It was the first time I ever touched you." I slide my hand on the inside of his thigh. I pinch, not hardly, and get closer and closer to his package.

"We're here." The driver yells from the front, rolling down the darkened black window between us.We were riding in a car that had a divide between the front and back seats. Shawn's management had already payed him to drive to and from the arena. We get out of the car and I grab his hand helping him out. The driver gets my luggage out of the back and we head inside of the hotel. It reminded me of the hotel we stayed at when I confessed my feelings for Shawn. Shawn walks into the elevator first, turning around to face me. I walk on, staring him in the eyes, and pushing him back against the wall, connecting our lips, and rubbing my package on his. He clicks the button. My hands slide down his body to his ass. I get two large handfuls of it. The elevator door opens behind me and Shawn pulls away from the kiss. He looks behind me and I nod my head smiling. He grabs my hand leading us to the room. He slides the key card into the door slot and we walk in. I immediately turn him around and start kissing him again, shutting the door behind us.

"It has been so long." Shawn moans out as I start kissing his neck. I laugh.

"I know baby boy. I'm almost already as hard as a rock." I say. His eyes widen as he looks down at my jeans. He cups his hands to my package. I kiss him again and we start walking towards the bed. We begin to pull our clothes off very fast, kissing whenever we got the chance. One sleeve off, kiss. Other sleeve off, kiss again. Before I knew it I was standing in just my underwear and so was Shawn. I missed his hot ass bulge so much. I cup my hand on it as I kiss him. I move my hands to the top of his underwear, sliding them back into the back. I've missed the feeling of his sweet ass in my hands. I squeeze both cheeks with my hands and he let's out a moan.

"I've missed that." he says smiling. It has been nearly three whole months since I last fucked him. It's time I make up for everything he's been missing out on. I throw him on the bed and start kissing down his chest. I lick his left nipple, gaining a laugh from him, and continuing on to his v-line. I lick the two lines, all the way to the underwear. I slide my hands in them, pulling them away to reveal Shawn. Hot damn have I missed his huge dick. I bask in how truly large it is. I smile when I remember the conversation we had in the car. I bring my lower half up, taking down my underwear. I move over, laying down beside Shawn.

"See look, I can already tell. You're bigger than me."

"Shut up." he says jokingly. We move our hips closer together, till we were touching right against each other. Sure enough his tip passed over mine just a little. And mine used to be longer than his!

"Oh my God I was right!" I say laughing. His face is just blushing.

"Babe I-" I shush him by connecting our lips. I crawl on top of him, straddling him below me. I move closer down to his cock again, this time bringing my face right to it.

"I've missed you baby." I say. He smiles and I attach my mouth to his cock. I slowly start sucking up and down, taking all of Shawn down my throat. He looks so sexy biting his lip, his back starting to arch. I feel a liquid start to fill my mouth.

"Oh my God...... I'm cumming baby!" he yells, releasing in my mouth. I don't think I've ever seen Shawn cum this fast. "Babe I am so sorry. I didn't know I was gonna go so..... fast." He looked genuinely shocked. I lick the cum off my lips.

"It's ok Shawny. Remember, it's been 81 long days since you've last been touched by another person." His face blushes. Why does he have that face on? It almost looks like he's lying.

"What?" he asks.

"Why'd you make that face?"

"What face?"

"That face! There it is again! You're keeping a secret from me!" He swallows the lump in his throat, looking at the wall. I'm quickly being turned off by his lying.

"What are you talking about?" he says. Shawn couldn't have actually cheated on me, could he?

"Shawn tell me what's going on."

"I don't know what you mean."

"Something happened and you're lying to me."

"Cameron listen..." he's actually trying to explain him cheating?

"You're lying." I say mortified. For the first time in my life I'm looking at Shawn and I don't see the man I fell in love with; I don't see the man I married.

"Lying?" he asks. I see a small spark of fear appear on his face. He's been with someone else. Oh my God. Shawn's been with someone else. I back away from him. "Cameron, now Cameron just stop." I start putting my clothes back on. I cant even look at him right now. "Cameron what are you doing?"

"You cheated on me Shawn." I yell. I button my jeans.

"Why do you think that Cameron?" he asks, clearly defeated. "Babe..."

"Honestly Shawn, look me in the eyes right now and say you weren't with someone else." Shawn awkwardly looks up into my eyes. Nevada! "It was that whore Nevada wasn't it?" I see him look down and away. I honestly can't believe this. I truly believe I'm about to go into shock.

"Cameron I honestly...... don't know if I did or not." he says not looking at me. Oh my lord. I pick up my shirt putting it on. I was not about to give him time to explain. He doesn't know if he had sex with Nevada? What's that even mean? How do you not know if you had sex with someone? Either yah did or yah didn't; it's not rocket science. I grab my phone walking to the door. Shawn is now standing up off the bed and grabs my wrist. "Cameron just stop and listen." I throw his hand off me, very hard.

"Stop Shawn. I can't even look at you right now. You've actually cheated on me. Out of all the horrible things you could have done, you did this." I feel a horrible pain in my chest. My breathing is very heavy. I think this is what someone would call having a mental breakdown.

"Please let me explain Cameron."

"Shawn....." I say, tears coming out of my eyes. "You betrayed me. Oh my god I have to go." More tears start pouring out of my eyes. I can't look at Shawn right now. I can't be with him right now. I can't talk to him right now. I have no idea how to even analyze this situation. What the fuck honestly just happened?
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Hey guys. I told you at the top of this chapter that it would get a little rough. I know you're probably at least a little confused, but you will find the clarity in what you are looking for in the next chapter. It's finally happening😒: The big, horrible, stupid plan I've had since the beginning is actually starting to happen. Shit's about to get real guys. Buckle up and enjoy as Cameron and Shawn's worlds come crumbling to the ground. I still love you all and hopefully the events that have begun to take place, and that will take place, have no effect on how you enjoy this book or myself as I writer. Best of luck to everyone out there who's been reading since the first chapter of the first book.❤️🙏😐 Like I said earlier: Shit's about to get real.