Cameron's P.O.V.
I'm standing 10 feet away from Shawn. He brings his hands up to his face, crying into them. He takes his guitar off as I start to get closer. After removing his guitar he runs towards me, closing the gap between us. His arms wrap around my body and I hold on to him. He jumps onto me, also wrapping his legs around my torso. He smells so good; just like Shawn always has; good like a musty, cologne, sweat kind of smell. Everything around us is inaudible to me, the only thing I care about in this moment is Shawn. I assume the crowd is cheering for us now. I haven't even kissed him yet. He's literally just crying into my right shoulder. I like it though; I'm comforting him. I try to let go of the hug and he some how manages to pull me even closer. Aww. I whisper in his ear. "I've missed you baby boy." He pulls away from the hug looking at me and smiling, tears still coming out of his eyes. I don't know what it is, but something is definitely bothering him inside. I can usually read his emotions pretty well. I'll talk to him about it later though. He leans his forehead on mine and pushes are lips together. It wasn't the most passionate kiss, but it was the most amazing thing I've had in the past 3 months. His lips feel so warm and wet against mine; a feeling I've missed more than how dog misses its owner. His tongue is inside my mouth, but like i said it's not our most organized kiss; it's very sloppy, wet, and our lips are kind of moving in sync but not completely. I rest my forehead on his, breaking the kiss. "How's your day been Shawny?" I ask smiling, still having him wrapped around my body.

"It's been so horrible without you here." he manages out through his tears, wrapping his arms back around me and resting his head in between my neck and shoulder. "I'm not letting you go." he says laughing and crying.

"You have to finish performing baby." I tell him.

"I don't want to Cameron. I just wanna hold you. I just wanna touch you. I just wanna be close to your body."

"Babe it's gonna be fine. I'm gonna be over there watching. I was excited to come and hear you sing for me." He pulls back and smiles.

"You want me to sing for you?"

"Well duh Shawn. I love your singing voice." He smiles his adorable goofy smile and gives me one more small kiss. I help him unwrap his legs from around me, gently letting him stand back on his feet. He's just smiling.

"How did you get here? Why didn't you tell me you were coming?" He asks these questions confused, but very happy.

"I'll tell you all about it tonight. And I wanted to surprise you. I love seeing you this happy." He blushes. I've missed his adorable blushing. I raise my hands up to his face, holding him in my hands.

"I've missed this adorable blushing of yours too." I say smiling. He smiles even bigger, putting his hands against mine, on his face. He pulls them down, holding my hands, and walks me over to the mic. I can really hear the crowd cheering now. I can't believe I didn't hear this a minute ago. He goes to say something but can't through his crying. He just laughs and looks at me. I grab the mic and start talking.

"Hey guys." I wait for them to get quiet. "As many of you know, Shawn and I have been apart for 81 whole days now. 81 days! He's been on this world tour of his, and I've been filming my first movie." I give them time to cheer because like most crowds loud cheering is enviable. "And we finished filming early so I flew out here to surprise Shawny. Would you guys say it worked?" Everyone starts chanting yes. "Ok so now I'm gonna apologize for making this small interruption, but I'm gonna be standing back stage watching Shawn. And I better hear all of you cheering as loud as you possibly can for him; because he deserves the world and more." Everyone starts cheering. "I love you Shawn." I say into the microphone.

"I love you too Cameron." he says smiling through tears.

"Now who's ready to here Shawn!?" I scream. This really sparks up the crowd. I go to walk away and Shawn grabs my hand. I turn around, facing him. He just stares me in the eyes smiling. "I love you." I say again.

"I love you too." He finally lets go of my hand and I walk back to the side of the stage.

"Dude I don't think that could have gone any better." Nash says smiling.

"I loved that. Did you see his face?"

"Yes I saw his face! I recorded the whole thing." Nash says laughing. He goes to say something else but I shush him because Shawn is at the mic.

"Ok guys, this next song goes out to my amazing husband. I can't believe that I've know this man for almost 8 years and that we've only been together for 1 of those 8. I wrote this song when I thought I'd never have a chance with him; when I thought I'd have to live the rest of my life in sadness because I didn't have the one I truly loved. Well here it goes."

(Ok so I didn't know if I should actually write out the song lyrics or just say the name of the song, I'm gonna go ahead and write them out but comment if you think I should keep them or just have the name of the song.)

His guitar starts playing a soft beat. I think I know exactly what song is about to play. I remember the day he first performed this at one of the MAGCON events. I still remember how shocked I was to hear these words. These words I'd never heard before:

Oh his eyes (His eyes)
How I love his eyes (Yes I do)
Oh his smile
How I want his smile (His smile)

I just laugh. Looking at my Shawny sing about me.

His hair (His hair)
So voluptuous (Voluptuous)
I just want him no-o-ow
'Cause he's

Here it goes. I laugh again, watching Shawny and really taking in the words; watching as he sings Cameron Dallas Is My Boyfriend.

Cameron Dallas
Is my boyfriend
Oh I love him sooo

And you can't have him (You can't have him)
'Cause he's all mine (He's all his)
I'll never let him gooo (Don't touch him)
Cameron Dallas

Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend
(And he loves him so)
Cameron Dallas is my boyfriend
And I love him sooo
Cameron Dallas

He looks over, smiling at me as the song ends and the crowd starts cheering. He's so damn beautiful. He wrote this song for me at a time when he didn't even know he was gay. All he knew was that he had feelings for me and I think that that is truly amazing. I watch as he switches guitars, prepping for the next song. I look at the set list and see he's only got about 6 or 7 more songs left. I honestly can't believe I've gone 81 days without my baby boy. When I was out there holding him, everything just felt so right. It's as if the last 81 days I've been missing a part of myself; a part I only have when I'm with Shawn. I'm a little horny, but I would much rather hold him right now than have sex. I just miss being so close to him; him cuddling up in my arms every time we go to sleep.; drinking coffee on our terrace as the sun rises, and Shawn just smiles because he knows I hate waking up in the morning, but my love for him overdoes any type of hate I could possibly have. I record a small bit of him singing to post on my Instagram. As he finishes the last song the crowd goes wild. "Thank you guys so much Nashville! You've been the best crowd I've ever had! I just wanna say I love you all and have a safe trip going home. I'm so glad to see so many of you out here supporting me. Thank you and goodnight everybody!" he yells into the mic. Everyone starts cheering and he instantly just runs to me. He wraps his strong arms around me again, encompassing me in one of his loving hugs.

"Shawn I've missed you so much baby."

"I've missed you too Cameron." I tighten my arms around him.

"We have so much to catch up on!" I say laughing.

"I know. I can't wait to hear all about New Zealand."

"Yah, after we talk about this tour. You looked like you were having so much fun tonight." I say smiling. He just pulls me into another hug.

"It's because I had you here tonight. You have no idea what's been going on inside my head without you here. I honestly thought I was gonna go crazy."

"Well you sounded so good tonight. I've missed that sexy voice of yours." I say smiling.

"Honestly Cam everyone tells me they think I sound good, but it really only matters or counts coming from you." he says smiling. "I'm so happy you love my singing."

"I love anything that makes you happy Shawn." I say smiling.

"I'm glad you said that actually Cameron. There's someone I'd like you to meet."

"Nevada?" I ask genuinely curious.

"Yah how'd you know thats who I was talking about?"

"Well Tara's kinda been keeping me updated with you."

"What do you mean?"

"Well she was just worried about you and she was just keeping me up to date with how you were doing."

"So I bet you think I'm crazy then." he says turning around.

"Baby no." I say grabbing his wrist. He stands still not looking at me, just looking away and up. We're standing on the side stage, so the nighttime sky is in full view now because most of the lights are turning off. The sky twinkles with stars, a nearly perfect full moon illuminating everywhere. I turn Shawn around to face me.

"I would never think you're crazy. You're logic always makes sense to me." I say smiling. He just looks at my shoes now, unconvinced.

"I don't think you're crazy Shawn. I would know. I'm the only other person, besides yourself, that can read  or sense your emotions." Here i go. I smile at him. "I can always tell if you are happy because two adorable dimples will appear right here." I softly poke his face where his dimples would be. "When you're sad your whole face kind of droops down just a little, your adorable lazy becoming more visible." I rub my finger under his lazy eye. "And I'm sure I'd be able to tell if you were crazy, because something on you would show me. I promise Shawn, nothing is wrong with." He just looks at the ground slightly smiling.

"You really don't think I'm crazy?"

"No! Why would I? Although" I put my hands on his hips walking closer to him "I think I may have gone crazy being away from you for this long." He smiled, looking up and I slowly lean in for a soft kiss. At first he doesn't kiss back, but soon gives in. "So in the off chance you are crazy, we can be crazy together." I just smile at him.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you babe." He says wrapping his arms around me.

"You have no idea how much I've missed you too baby boy." I say, holding him in my arms.

If only I could have know that this was going to be the beginning of the end. This would ultimately be the place where everything seemed ok in my life, but then suddenly my whole world started to go to shit.