chapter 19 - I Cant Handle This, i wanna have some fun

i told michael ''im just going to not be on the rest of the tour ill see you in a month mike'' ''are you sure baby'' ''yeah'' then i run to my car and i drive home. i walk into me and michael's house and i start crying and i got pills and i tried to kill myself but janet walks in and catches me. she says ''what on earth are you doing?!?!'' i start crying and i say ''my father showed up, he gaged me and undressed me, he put his manhood inside of me, IN FRONT OF MICHAEL'' ''come here'' janet holds me and i say ''does he hate me or what'' ''he just jas problems girl'' then my vision starts getting blurry and i say '' janet i dont feel so we- then i fainted. janet starts to panic and she calls michael ''michael!'' ''what janet?'' ''you need to help me'' ''whats wrong?'' ''i came to the house and scarlett was trying to take an overdose on drugs of yours, and she said he sexually abused her at the place, and she just collapsed michael'' ''oh my god did she take the drug'' ''i dont know i dont think let me try to wake her up'' i wake up saying ''what happened'' ''you fainted'' ''michael were alright now'' then janet hung up.

Janet point of view:

i pick up scarlett and i walk her to the couch and i say ''scarlett what happened'' ''um.. he told me not to dress sexual and i did on the dirty diana but you know you have to right... and then on i just cant stop loving you i just wore the gold swimsuit with black shorts but michael would opull up my shorts and i would laugh, and  um maybe on black or white i wore a white sports bra and i had black pants with these gold and silver boots and i would stick my middle finger up at my dad'' i sigh saying ''scarlett dont do that pr he will ok sweetie'' ''ok, i think im going to go back can i just say bye to my babies'' ''yes sure lets go''

scarletts point of view:

i just said by to the twins but i still feel drunk. so im driving and i keep on closing my eyes and i dont know why because i didnt take the medication so what happened. then it came to my head when he gaged me i must still have the side affects. so i finally arrive to the place michael was and he was about to start bad. i got in my bad quickly and i got on the top entarence part and i jump in the middle of the stage and michael smiles and he mouthes ''are you ok'' ''yeah i have the side affects where he gagged me'' then michael smiles.  i see my dad and i just stay calm and i sing actually calmer. then michaels first time doing street walker. i got in a sparkley gray dress and i got my hair curled and michael would talk to me as i walked. he would sing. then my dad starts to smile. then after the tour i say a speech

''i did tell you all on one of my tours my dad abused me, but he did it because my mother died because MY stepfather killed her'' then michael looks at me and i start singing michael song 'gone too soon' michael starts crying as i cry and i said ''im sorry i cant handle this let me be free'' then i get the pills that i had in my pocket and i put them in my mouth nearly and michael jumps on me and he grabs the pills and he says ''you know better than this'' ''michael i cant handle this anymore, my father raped me eariler before the tours show'' michael looks at me and i hold him and he says ''dont kill your self your not a slut or any of the stuff he said'' me and michael walk back stage and i sit in his dressing room and michael says ''im going to the bathroom, you coming'' ''no thanks'' i smile then my dad shows up and he says ''i told you not to tell anyone you saw'' ''your not my boss'' ''i just abuse you because i never liked you, i wanted you to be a boy but no i did this tuff to your mother thats why she died'' i sigh saying ''well still you dont rape your dauther or gag her'' then he unbuckles hi pants and he hits me on the thigh with a belt and i scream saying ''STOP! im tired of you! just leave me alone'' then that was a big mistake i did i got the pills and i put them on the table and i say '' i will dad i dont care, you dont need to keep doing this'' ''fine do it'' i almost do it then my moms angel appears and she says honey dont you do this your too young. i stop myself and i say ''you know what id rather get hit by the belt'' then he hits me with the belt rapidly repeatdly. michael finally heard me scream. and i say ''fine! dad im going to kill my self if you dont st-- then my uncle tom cuts me off saying ''poor girl you want to die! i think you should nobody loves you'' ''SHUT THE HELL UP!'' then i whimper ''please stop or else'' ''or else what'' i run under there legs and i spin michaels spin and i take out my foot and one of each takes my arm and they pull me and i say fastly ''mommy mommy mommy present the past and bring back my old life back i hate these people except michael and his family and my children save me save MEH!'' then thats when i hear '' I TOLD YOU MOTHERFUCKERS TO LEAVE HER ALONE'' it was michael. i run to him and i kiss him everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! saying ''you came for me'' ''of course i heard you screaming and saying you were going to kill yourself im not eltting you do that'' i smile.

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