Kira's POV

I can't sleep at night nor can I communicate with other people without hearing negative voices. Telling me to kill her or him. Its constantly happening over and over again making it hard for me to do anything good for myself. Which is so unfair I mean I can't talk people or have any friends due to the fact of me not being unstable.

(A/N - what i mean by saying
unstable is being extra psycho.)

Sometimes I would let the darkness take over me and do the unthinkable only to wake up with blood all over myself from the person I just killed.
I don't why my life can't just be normal like other girls that have friends to hang out with and have a boyfriend that makes you feel loved.

Why can't I ever have anything?

Because your a bad person who doesn't deserve happiness.

No not the voices again!

Your wrong!

There is someone out there for me.

Keep on dreaming you'll never be happy.

Nobody will ever love a killer like you.

They will hate you.

That's not true I its not.

Your Hiroshi's daughter so the killing instinct is apart of you.

Shut up! Shut up!

Shut up ! Shut the fuck up!

You don't know me!

I do and I know you won't change.

You'll be alone for the rest of your life until you die.

Nobody will ever miss you because I'll be gone.

Stop it !

Damn it seems like the harder I try to live normal, I just can't do it without hearing those negative thoughts.
Sometimes I wish I was never born in the first place that way things could been better. Then again my mother would still be alive now instead of dead. I hope one day I will find that one guy that's for me because I can't keep baring this pain in my heart anymore. Thanks to my father for ruining my life and killing my mother's family members.That's why I will never find true happiness.

Every since I abandoned my mission to assassinate a boy name Max who happens to be my cousin on my mother's side of the family. I've been given a second chance to live as a teenage should, but I'm struggling so bad to live a normal life. Not only that I've been on the run from my father just to live for my own sake.That would be 2 years to exact.

After the death of my mother I've been devastated to do good things to help benefit myself,but its not going so well for at the moment. I'll get my chance to be Happy I hope because that all I need is to be Happy.

Ha! Don't make me laugh.

Shut up voice.

Why?

Are you afraid of not being loved.

You were better off staying with daddy killing.

No your wrong about that their are people in world this that do care.

My father made my life a living hell !

So why the fuck would I ever go back to him!

Tell me!

Tell me!

I hate you !

I hate you!

Aw! No ones going to feel sorry for you.

No one will ever care about you!

Your weak and pathetic.

Go die in a ditch somewhere!

Shut up shut up!!!!!!

Shut up!!!!!

Shut the fuck up!!

Go away!!!

Stop please!

GU hahaha hahahaha!

I know this chapter is short but there's a big surprise on its way.
So stay tune readers because things are going to get interesting.

it's so sad that the voices are tormenting kira by the second with these hateful words.

I hope she can find peace and happiness with someone in her life.