I've been trapped in this stoopid room for about a week now and I have not seen anyone for that whole time. I think they're afraid of me and they should be. I'm no longer strapped to the bed but I can not leave the room. I have not seen or heard any but I know there are guards right outside my door just incase and video cameras watching. Blake and my mother are probably so worried.

"I have got to get out of here." I mumble to myself as I pace the room.

I can't take the guards outside the door not without some kind of weapon. I can't try to climb out the window the cameras would catch me. Ugh this is impossible!

My head snapped up at the sound of the door opening and someone walking in. It's Destin. I glare at him as he stares down at the square object covered with a drape that he holds in his hands.

"I... uh... made these for you. Maybe they can help you remember." He says awkwardly.

He pulls the drape off of the objects to reveal intricate hand made paintings. There are five of them each depicting a different sean each involving me and destin.

The first one is a picture of me and Destin flying without wings in a large room covered with weapons. Seeing it sent a splash of pain to my body. Can I fly? Or more importantly Where is that room?

The next is of me in Destins arms talking to a overly happy Tacia in front of a cute comfy cottage. Ow! That one stung.

The third picture has Blake and Destin hanging in mid air and me holding my hands as if controlling them. They are both smirking and I look terrified the love in both eyes is evident. Ow Ow Ow Ow OW!

The fourth depicts me blake Destin what must be his parents and a girl around my age. I am hugging the girl closely grinning like an idiot. I whimper a little at this one as pain cuts through me.

The last one hurts the worst and I actually gasp and let a tear escape. Init Destin is holding me close in this room our lips are locked together is a sweet passionate kiss.

"Wh-What are these?" I ask my voice laced with pain.

Dang it I thought I got a hold of showing pain!

"These are some memories I have of you that I thought might help bring my Rana back." He says quietly.

That's It! I think I just found my ticket out of this place. I play the role of stupid love sick weak "Rana" and gain trust. Then once I'm off of this annoying palace I'll kill Destin and get back to my real life with my real mother and the man who actually loves me. Blake.

Okay time to test my acting skills I think as I say "Oh my God Destin that is so sweat! Is it okay to give you a hug I know I tried to kill you but I promise I could never do that again."

He looks at me with surprise and hope a smile spreads across his face as he nods his head. Wow that was easier than expected. I thought my arms around his neck and he pulls me close to him breathing in deeply and lets out a shaky breath. Oh Wow this burns like hell! I push it down and pull the most convincing smile I can muster before pulling back.

"I-I think I remember somethings now. Not all of them but some. I know that Malo did something to me, I know that I don't love Blake, I know Tacia is my real mom," I take a deep breath feeling like I'm drowning in the lies pouring off my tongue "and I know that I love you Destin."

I really do. Wait. Where did that come from?! I don't love him I hate his guts! How could I not being around him is pure agony.

I'm so focused on my thoughts that I don't notice Destin leaning in until his lips crash on to mine. The feeling of being stabbed repeatedly is back but I push through it and kiss him back. It's just because I need to pretend to love him to get out of here. I reason with myself. When he pulls away I pull up a love sick grin to match his big boyish one.

"Could we maybe go for a walk in the garden?" I ask him sweetly.

He grabs my hand and starts leading me out the door as he says "Definitely."

Wow this was way easier than expected he is so gullible.

He wants to believe because he loves you.

He doesn't love you he want to kill you don't trust him.

Great now I'm arguing with myself. I realize we are already at the garden it's breathtaking. No keep your head in the game find an exit. I look around the walls surrounding us and see a gate leading to the forest outside the castle. I can easily escape thought that I just have to get rid of Destin. I tug on his hand indicating I want to go look at a thicket of trees near the gate. Perfect place to kill him no one will see us and no one will find him for awayal. It will also have excess space I'll need that to get a running start for attacking he's too strong otherwise.

We walk behind the trees and let go of each other's hands as I walk over to the flower bush farther away. He stays standing where I left him smiling at me as I pretend to be fascinated by the small blue blossom.

"There called forget me nots." Destin says from behind me.

I stand turning to him with a smile this is almost too easy. I start to run at him as though to give him a hug but when I get to him I take him to the ground and start to strangle him. His eyes widen in surprise and it takes him a second to start fighting back. Slowly his struggle becomes weaker and he just stares at me with pleading eyes betrayal shining from the depths of them. It hurts to know I'm causing it but it's a different type of pain then the usual.

I can't do this. I can not kill this man I'm supposed to hate but I also can't get caught.

I growl and lift his head of the ground before harshly slamming it back down again. His eyes close and as I take my hands off his neck his breath is even. I stand up and climb over the gate running as fast as I can through the forest not looking back once.