"Then You woke me up." I say finishing my story.

I don't even realize that I am crying until mom says "Oh Rana don't cry," she gives me a hug "Now tell me do you still love them both?"

"I don't know. I love Destin I think and everytime he's around my heart goes crazy and every time we kiss it's like energy is pumping through my body. Blake... " I train off trying to think of why I love Blake.

"I think you have your answer." Mom says with a soft smile.

"But mom what if he does not love me and he's just saying that because we are 'Betrothed'?" I ask my heart hurting at the thought of it.

"You need to trust him and yourself." She says with a smile.

"Okay. I'll tell them today. Befor I get to scared," I say walking over to the closet and grab some clothing. "do you know why either of them are?"

"Destin is in the training room I believe but I don't know where Blake is." She says as I change in the bathroom.

Before I walk back out the door I take a deep breath and look at myself in the mirror. I have on black stretchy pants and a mint green tank top. I plan on training after I tell them. I'm going to go to Blake's room and tell him befor I tell Dustin. I pull on some knee high black leather boots and put my hair up in a high ponytail. I walk back out into my room and give mom a hug.

"Thank you." I say

"Of course sweetheart." she says.

"Can we do this again soon I had not seen you for 16 years since a few weeks ago. I need to see you more often." I say.

"You will be seeing a lot more then me now because I will be living here for now." She said with a smile.

"Why are you moving her?" I ask her.

"I will be helping to train the troops for the impending war." She says losing her smile.

"I'm going to fight besides you with the training of Destin." I say to her.

"Okay now go tell the boys," I give her a kiss on the cheek and start to leave as she says "Good luck!"

"Blake?" I call as I open the door.

"Lila It's good to see you!" Blake says walking up to me and wraps his hands around my waist.

He leans in to kiss me but I stop him.

"Lila what's wrong?" Blake asks.

"I love Destin." I say quietly.

"What?" He says stiffening.

"I love you like a brother but I love Destin like actually love." I say louder this time.

"No Lila please tell me you're joking." Blake asks kind of hysterically.

"I'm sorry Blake but I love Destin not you." I say.

I turn and leave giving him time to calm down. When I close the door I hear screaming and crashes from his room. I start to tear up as I walk away to go find Destin.

"Rana... Rana what's wrong?" Destin asks as I walk into the training room.

"Actually nothings wrong infact I think I'm doing the right thing hear," I say as I give Destin a hug. "I just came from talking to Blake about it and-"

"You chose him didn't you?" He says taking a step away from me.

"What? No! I chose you Destin I love you." I say

"Really you're not tricking me are you?" he asks me obviously hoping beyond all hope but afraid to believe.

Instead of answering him I lean forward wrap my hands around his neck and give him a kiss. He lifts me up and spins me around I brake the kiss as I start to laugh. He gives me a tight hug and kisses me again.

"Okay! Okay! Can we train now I want to be big and strong so I can survive the war." I say

"Fine but one more kiss." Destin says leaning down.

He kisses me and then we start to train.

I can get used to this.