Jimin's POV~
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We were sitting in the living room after jungkook left followed by taehyung who's went to check out on him.
Tbh I was feeling very nervous.
Will jungkook speak to me again?
Will he still love me?
But it was an accident right?
I didn't mean to...

It was almost an hour after taehyung left to check out on jungkook.
He still didn't come back.
Is everything all right?
They should come back by now.
It's almost dinner time.
Taehyung promised me that he will treat me chocolate sundae after dinner. :-\
Did he forget his promise?

And what about kookie?
Isn't he hungry?
Won't he have his dinner?

He can't miss his meals just because of me...same goes for tae...even he can't miss his meals just because of the mess that I have created.

I need to check out on them.

"Hey guys! it's almost 9 pm don't you think we should go and get some food?... it's almost late...but I'm hungry" , Suga hyung spoke up all of a sudden, probably his small nap was over.

All of them agreed with his decision.

This is my chance.
I can make this excuse and check out on jungkook.

"Y'all go I'll go and call jungkook and taehyung" , I offered.

"Okay", rm said as they started walking out of the suites living room.

"Do something you go and check out on both of them we will bring food for the three of you , okay?" Jin hyung offered.

Jin hyung is really nice, he understands my situation.

"Okay" , I smiled softly.

All of them went out and Jin hyung wished me luck and rushed outside to catch up with the others.

"Hmph!"..."now I need to check out on those two dorks! God knows what they r doing...well probably making a fool of themselves by clicking weird pics...what else r they good for" I sighed shaking my head as I headed towards kookie's room.

The moment I went to knock on kook's bedroom's door I heard weird noises...?

Maybe they r fooling around

I smiled.

The door was open.
So I thought of scaring them.

So I just snuck into the room....

And I felt my world crashing down on my head.

"Enough of your drama baby...now see how daddy quenches his thirst.",
...

"AHhhhhh~ jungkookkkk~ fuckkkk~ ahhh~ daddyyyyyy~ ahaaaa~".
...

"Yes baby let it out....let them out...I wanna hear them baby...yes~ yes~ ahhhh~ fuck~~ yes~..."
...

"J-jung-kook?...Ta-tae-hyung?... wh-what a-are y-you b-both do-doing?...", I whisper-yelled in an angry tone laced with jealousy, sadness and the feeling of betrayal.

They looked up at each other and looked towards me.

Tho' the room was dark I could clearly make out the changing expressions on their faces.

Taehyung was almost shirtless sitting on my jungkook's lap and making out with him.

My heart was slowly breaking.
How can tae do this?

I thought he liked hobi hyung.

Cuz the day kookie confessed to me I heard hobi and tae sneaking out of their room and going to terrace.i followed them up their... And saw tae lying down on the carpet that was spread on our roof ,his head was on hobi hyung's lap. And tae crying his heart out over the fact that when will he confess like jungkook and that he isn't romantic at all and bla bla bla....
I heard hobi hyung telling him that it's okay he doesn't need to be romantic for confessing...and that he understands what tae feels....

From that conversation I concluded that maybe tae and hobi hyung have something between them....but here...

What is going on in front of my own goddamned eyes...how can I.... Believe that this is not a nightmare but a sad reality?

"J-jimin? F-from wh-when a-are y-you st-standing he-here?" , Jungkook broke the silence.

Hearing his voice my tears betrayed me too.

"Well...since the time you scolded tae for not letting you quench your thirst... By his juices?", I exclaimed in a sarcastic tone.

"J-jimin.... it's n-not wh-what y-you th-think o-okay?" , Tae spoke up.

His voice fuelled up my anger.

"OKAY , MY HIGHNESS...OR SHOULD I SAY BITCH HUH?" , I exclaimed in anger.

"Jimin
Watch your mouth", jungkook exclaimed in an irritated tone.

Seeing him supporting tae my blood started boiling.

"Jeon jungkook.
You sure about your feelings for me?huh?
Cuz I don't think you r serious and loyal!", I stated coldly.

"Jimin. Not everything you see becomes the ultimate truth okay?... it's not like that... I was just frustrated so I ...was kinda letting out my frustrations and tae was helping me with that", he explained.

"Oh really? Is this a new way of helping others to let out frustrations? huh? Sitting on someone's lap knowing that the person already belongs to someone else and giving him an almost lap dance...also forcing your shrunken rotten buds into that person's mouth letting out your body juices and forcing the person to drink it,? Tell me KIM TAEHYUNG! ANSWER ME HOE! I NEVER IMAGINED MY SOULMATE TO BE A SLUT AND FORCING HIMSELF ON THE PERSON I LOVE!", I spat out those words harshly on tae's face.

I know I'll regret them later but I just can't get over the fact that taehyung's lips were on my jungkook's lips which belongs to me only!
He's only mine!

Yes! Taehyung is attractive! He is more handsome and sexy!, His body is beyond explanations! Even I used to like him before jungkook came into my life.
But seeing taehyung stealing my jungkook led me to lose my shit right over there!

"HOW DARE YOU KIM FUCKING TAEHYUNG!?", I spat harshly

Taehyung's POV~
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I was beyond shocked hearing jimin cursing at me....
Am I that bad?...

The most hurtful fact was jungkook stating that I was just helping him let out his frustrations...?
Am I a toy?
The things he said to me in this one hour were all part of his lies?
He lied to me and tried to use me...?

Thank God jimin came ... And I understood....yes I'm grateful to him at least for this but maybe this will be the first and last time of jungkook and me being this close....

But for the timing I need to answer that midget!

"First of all jungkook is NOT YOURS he doesn't belong to ANYONE! okay?
Secondly maybe jungkook have feelings for you but you guys aren't a THING , okay?
Thirdly stop cursing at me
Fourthly learn some manners... You shouldn't enter someone's room without knocking on the door
Fifthly I AM NOT A FUCKING SLUT OKAY? THE THINGS WE WERE DOING RIGHT NOW...WERE PERMITTED BY BOTH OF US OKAY?! NOW PIN UP THESE INFORMATIONS IN YOUR MEMORY CELLS!"

I exclaimed harshly.

Jungkook has already pulled away from me. So we both were kinda standing on our own feet.

The room was dark but I could see jimin crying silently.
My heart broke at the sight.

Afterall he is ....or rather was my soulmate...

Even jungkook noticed jimin crying so he pushed me aside and went over to jimin to shush him down.

He went over and hugged jimin...
At first jimin slapped his chest and pushed him away telling him to stay away but...how long can he stay away from the affections given by his love.

I smiled sadly.

I was feeling jealous.

"J-jung-kook...?" , Jimin said between his sobs
"Yes baby~"

I felt a pang in my heart.

"Did you hear what he said to me? Won't you tell him anything?... He told me such hurtful things....he said you r not mine ... Kookie...." Jimin dramatically said.

I knew that midget could act...
But I never knew he's gonna try his acting skills against me.

"Oh sure baby~"

I was beyond shocked.

"Tae...look whatever it was happening I know that we both permitted each other to do this thing but you shouldn't speak so harshly with jimin...u r my best friend and u already know how I feel for him...and my feelings are permanent and they are only for him.
And coming back to the matter of us being a couple or not...
Well ... It's jimin's and mine personal matter which is none of YOUR business... So it would be better if you apologize", jungkook stated coldly.

I felt my whole world crashing down.

Like...how-how ?
How can he say that?

I'm not gonna back up.

"Jeon fucking jungkook!
He was the one who started calling me names! what's wrong with u? He should be the one apologizing!", I stated angrily.
"And why should I? When those names really did suit you KIM FUCKING TAEHYUNG! , stealing my man away.", Jimin furiously answered back.

"You know what? I should be the one apologizing" jungkook sighed .

"Sorry jimin for trying to cheat on you ... I always love you and will love you forever.
And tae... I'm sorry for those intimate moments...I know I was the one who initiated it but never mind I am sorry taehyung...I hope you will forgive me for that.", Jungkook apologized.

"I love you so much jungkook...I believe you...", Jimin smiled.

I was expressionless....?

I felt like throwing up my head was hurting badly...I felt my limbs going numb....what the fuck is jungkook saying? Apologizing for spending time with...me?

It was a clear rejection.
I can't bear it.
It's becoming suffocating I need to go out.

"What the fuck r u saying jungkook?....I know you r kidding right...?", I was losing my mind.
I can't tolerate his rejection.
"I'm not taehyung. I love only jimin...maybe it was just my lust for you"

"Lust....?"

"Y-yes....I guess?"

Jimin didn't say a word he was just smirking and holding onto jungkook's arms as if jungkook would get lost in a crowded fair.

"Look tae... I'm sorry...okay?...I didn't mean to hurt you", jungkook tried to approach me.
But I stopped him.

"D-don't...c-come n-near m-me k-kook"
I sluttered.

My vision was getting blurry

I need to get out of here.

And that's what I did.

I pushed jungkook out of my way and ran towards my room ... My tears ahve already betrayed me.....

I can't.....
I need a release....I need a break....

I need some....

Physical pain.....

To forget these mental pains....
And I knew what would help me get rid of my mental pains...

I need that thing right now...

Don't worry kookie... hyung won't disturb you or let you betray your love again...
This is hyung's promise....

Remember kookie when I said I can leave the world for you....?

Hopefully you forgot...but nvm....by tomorrow morning you will remember that again....I hope....

I smiled sadly as I pulled out a cutter
From my drawer.
"Long time no see buddy", I smiled

"I hope you won't betray me right?"

"Take away my pain please"

*Strike on the left wrist*....
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