She wanted him. She got him. She lost him. She wanted him to chase her. She was being unreasonable. She wanted him to think of her. But she didn't want to think of him. She didn't want him to forget her. But she wanted to forget him. She didn't want to love him anymore. But she wanted him to love her. He broke her heart first. It was only fair to return the favor, right? Does he even recognize what he did? She knows he probably doesn't think twice. Not even when he sees her name in his phone. If he still has her number. He's having too much fun to remember. She wants to be on his mind. But she doesn't want him on hers. She wants things to remind him of her. But she wants to forget everything about him. She wanted her mind to delete all signs of him. All the memories, she wanted them gone. She realized what she let go. She didn't fight for it. Now she dreams of him every night. She hopes he dreams of her too. But he doesn't.