As far as I know, I'm as regular as they come but unlike the conventional rhetoric, I want to be more. I want to be special. I want to feel something, anything, deeper than the ignorance under my skin.
Oh if my brittle bones held the secrets to the universe, I'd gladly welcome anyone to break them. Sadly, these cookies hold no fortune.
Plenty's been broken anyway. There are alot more things much more brittle than bone.
Details of which would send us both down an inescapable path of awkwardness, well, more for me I guess.
To capture the essence of this, I would have been required to trap a bunch of fireflies and somehow use the tiny little lights in their abdomens to write down every detail.
A complicated venture, the road to the heart is... and yet somehow we must find our way back to it. It is home, after all.
I'm not really one to chatter, so most people never really know what I'm thinking. I prefer to write when I want someone to know.
I want you to know...
First, that your teddy bear is still taking up too much space on my bed and the fluff ratio is way beyond average. Please pick it up at your earliest convenience.
Secondly, fairies are very real. I don't care what the world thinks. They just haven't met you yet. I'm not saying that you are one, I'm only saying you gave me room to doubt, room to believe.
Lastly, I wanted you to know I have to get rid of all this wisteria, the scent keeps dragging back into my mind images of you. Imagining my hands around your throat is not exactly what I had planned for my newfound abundance of free time.
Now that it's over I'm not sure what the next step will be but I hope you keep walking on sunshine. I pray that if you stumble, rainbows will guide you safely through life's hatch.
I don't resent you. I don't hate you. Hell, I wish for you the very best life has to offer under the eternal blue.
And if that's not enough for you or doesn't turn out like you hoped, well, know that my broken heart will always have room for you.
Maybe not in the capacity it once did but perhaps sometimes, some things are better left unfixed.