The beginning of my day went by without much difference to every other day, that is, until lunch.

I was just going to continue my day as usual, but then I remembered what happened yesterday, and it stopped me dead in my tracks.

Literally, I was walking to the cafeteria and stopped dead in the middle of the hallway.

Then, I spun around and walked away from the cafeteria.

I wasn't sure where I was going, but where ever it was, it was better than there.

I turned the corner, fighting the crowd of people going to the cafeteria and then I made it back to the hallway where my locker was and I stopped by my locker and I just stopped once I got back to my locker.

I turned around and slammed my back into my locker, then slid down and sat on the floor.

I pulled my knees up and wrapped my arms around my legs, resting my head on my knees.

I just need to stop and think.

Or just stop and not think.

I don't really know.

I slammed my head back against the locker, and groaned staring up at the ceiling.

I'll just wait here until lunch is over.