Taken Aback

I think when she looked back at me, she was a little taken aback on the incoming emotion on my face. Did I know that I looked like I was about to cry? No.... And, I didn't want to look that way. Must, hide.

She tilted her head, but pushed it aside, because she still saw my fake smile. "Where are we going?" She asked.

I laughed quietly. "Ah, we are going someplace in the Everfree that we've never been before. You'll see." I said, following my scents as they guided me to the correct place.

"Okay." She said nodding, and smiling. Lucy trotted back over to Echo, while they talked to each other...

I just walked in complete silence. Nothing but silence. 'You are alone.' 'They hate you.' 'They don't care.' 'You're not worth it.' 'Kill yourself.' Screamed the voices in my head. The one that was good seemed to have lost it's voice in the bombardment of the screaming, evil voices. The good voice seemed to have died... A long time ago, as well.

I was... Empty. Here's the thing... Most ponies think depression is just feeling sad... And, that, in itself is pretty sad. Depression is much more than that...

Sadness, anger, and the most common: Emptiness. Now there was a lot more feelings that collided onto each other when you are depressed. Pretty soon, you'll start to be depressed about feelings itself.

Drowning? Burred alive? Screaming but no one can hear you? Burning alive? Yes. All examples of what it feels like, but worse.

Even when ponies try to help, depression makes them go away... I don't seek attention. No one whom is truly depressed does...

I snapped out of it, and I noticed that we were really close to our destination... I was excited... And, I hope the others were, too.

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