Nothing Gold Can Stay
The other two were perfectly fine... There were two females, and two males. The males I felt the closest to, and the other female I felt as if we were friends.
"Shadow usually walks with me-" The male that I wanted to walk with started, but he was cut off.
"Shadow, you're going to have to leave." The human pony said, quite snobbishly. I hated her. Something was about to happen, I could tell.
I was too emotional, and I was too sensitive. Those were not a good match to have. I took everything to heart, and then I cried over it. Although, when I did cry, nopony usually saw me.
Tears formed in my eyes. "Yeah, I know. I know you want me to leave! Everyone does! Everyone wants me to go, and leave. Everyone wants me gone. Everyone wants me out of their life! I know. Don't think I don't!" I shouted, small bits of tears falling out as I shouted with emotion. I sighed, as I was not finished.
"I know you want to leave so you can actually spend time with your friends without me being around. I know. I know you all hate me, and I know I don't deserve anything. I know I don't deserve getting to talk to one of my best friends after school that I hardly get to talk to, or even see anymore. No, I know. I get it, I don't deserve it. I don't deserve to feel these emotions either. I'm sorry I still exist." I said, letting emotions pour out. My tone was deeper and louder than before.
"I thought for once, everything changed... But... It hasn't." I said, quietly. I left after that. Running down the hallway, letting tears flow out. I didn't look back either, and I knew I shouldn't.
I needed to run. From them.
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