I couldn't help but to bury my head into her... The tears did, indeed, pour. The tears of all emotions, the tears of every kind.. Every kind except happy tears. Happy tears didn't exist in my mind, nor in my body. They couldn't happen. Ever.

She held me protectively. "I-I'm sorry-" I spoke in whispers, and stuttered. I trembled, too.

The vision was pulled away from me too quickly, and I couldn't catch what the female pony had to say. I was dragged back under into my visions.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no. It was this vision- All I could do was sit back and watch. Nothing else. This was the vision that gave me panic attacks... This... No. I wouldn't have anyone to save me- I would have a panic attack while I was trapped within my own visions...

I then smiled. I thought of how I wanted to be gone. I would suffer just as planned. Slowly, and silently. No one could save me. I would die, and no one would find me.

Still, I was horrified. I sat there and watched as I tried to move with all my might. I couldn't let this happen. But it was happening right before my eyes- No.

My friends... One by one... They were all being killed... It was slow, too. I couldn't do anything. I couldn't even blink.

I felt the panic attack coming on, but then, out of nowhere, the vision stopped. I felt dizzy. I felt like my mind was confused. I felt like I was returning? Returning from what?

I felt the surroundings. I wasn't in the field of visions anymore... I wasn't drifting... I was laying down? My eyes were blinded by the sunlight glowing on something sharp... Or... White?

Did I return?