I was going to run off. I didn't care, and who cared if I did? That's right, no one did. Not a single pony or creature in all of Equestria. And, heck, the humans probably wanted me to.

I was going to run off. Never to be seen again. Honestly? I wouldn't be missed. I was creating the pain here, and I was going to stop it on my own terms. It would be better for everypony.

Why was I waiting? Just searching the distance with my eyes wasn't going to get me anywhere. It was like flying, except you're still trying to figure out how.

I just needed to go. What was I going to lose? Nothin-

"Time to run away." I said quietly to myself, and began to get into the position of running.

Something stopped me. Or... Someone. They held at my wrist. The hoof attached it's grip onto my arm tightly in a firm grasp.

I was trapped again. Somepony was weighing me down from going. I just wanted to be free. I felt trapped. I felt always trapped. I couldn't breath.

I tried to free myself from their grasp, but it was no use. They pulled me back into their range of eyesight. I sighed, and turned around to face them.

It was the same male pony! Of course, I never could make out who the pony was. Just a figure in my visions, a silhouette that I wished was in my reality. I wish I could actually, for once, have this happen. But I couldn't.
It was just a blue world, with blue ponies, blue creatures, and blue cities. Blue veins and a blue state of mind. No one ever seemed to smile...
A true smile was just a mere memory. I had forgotten what it was like to truly smile, didn't I?