"Is this what love feels like?" I whispered, snapping out of the vision.
I doubted that the vision I just had would even come true...
No one could have a crush on me, EVER.

Pfft, it was just... Silly.
It was a joke if you had a crush on me, really! Honestly, no one could ever have a real crush on me...

Or could they?

No, no! Nonsense. They couldn't, I'm too... Me.
And if they did, they would soon realize they had mistaken me for someone I am not. They wouldn't like the real me....

No one does.
No one ever has...

I stared blankly at what was happening before me...

Why was I so afraid of change?
I used to love it, now I hate it.
Maybe it's because this time...
I actually have something to lose.
Maybe... Maybe because I cannot stand being alone or losing my friends, maybe that's why change destroys my life. Maybe that's why I try to change, change.

Change is bound to happen, I can't stop it... But... What it takes with it, that's what scares me.
I've known change.
I've known change far too well.
Why now?

Why am I scared of it now?
Out of all times, why now?

My breathing rate increased as I could feel eyes staring at my every move. My eyes darted back and forth, place to place...

There was a day when I was sitting in my room... For once, I wasn't reading. I stared out the window, awaiting for my sister's return.

For a moment...
I realized something...
She wasn't going to return, was she?

Dread filled through my veins...

Tears formed within my eyes as I remembered that terrible flashback.
Why were all these visions and flashbacks happening so fast?
What was happening?

Here's the real question: What is going to happen?