You're the dream of a dark angel, in which has pulled me from this hellish nightmare....

Is this it? Are we over? Should I end this? The hellish journey? This fucking dreamlike state I've been feeling for the past few days...it's nice....knowing.....

Goodnight world, Please let the sun rise tomorrow.... I live to see it rise....

fuck sunrises...

32 hours and I still can't let go,You're on my mind,All the fucking time.I can't eat,I can't sleep.Hell I can barely breathWhen you're not with me.I know deep inside,You'll never see this,Never need "this." Oh, but how much I long forSomething less than a kiss.To be in you're arms,Is like cocaine and candy,like pixie sticks,and Dahvie Vanity.I miss you,Oh I truly do.Since when did I becomeSo, So, needy?

Ever smile just to smile?Just to make others smile?Ever laugh and play alongwhen you just want to curl upand give up?Ever be nice and share?When all you want to doIs punch them in their face?Ever just say fuck it,And stop caring?Can't sleep,To nervous,To excited,To scared...

It's horrible, not knowing...Not knowing, is the worst...