I didn't want to see Dark in his coffin. It wasn't right. I wasn't even sure how or why he was dead.

It was then that I realized it, Ganondorf must have wanted me to kill Dark. If Ganondorf didn't want Dark dead, he would have brought Dark back. But Ganondorf didn't. Ganondorf didn't even care about Dark.

I started to cry. I just stood there balling while Momma tried to get me to tell her what was wrong. Finally I managed to spit out the words I had been trying so hard to say.

"I hate Ganondorf! He wanted me to kill Dark! I hate him!" I screamed. I fell down and hugged my knees. I felt so helpless.

'Dark... I'm so sorry. I could have saved you,' I thought to myself as I hit myself in the head.

"Shadow?" Momma asked. She kneeled down next to me. Momma tried to hug me, but I pulled away.

"I'm so useless!" I screamed.

"Shadow!" Zelda cried.

"I could have saved Dark! I could have protected him! Yet I killed him! What kind of monster am I?!" I screamed. I hit head against a tree. I did it over and over again.

Momma tried to stop me. I shoved her away. I ran towards the graveyard.

I wanted to die and be with Dark. I hated myself. What kind of big brother kills his own little brother?! I had to be some kind of monster.

"SHADOW!!" Momma called after me.

I didn't stop. I saw the cliff near the outskirts of the graveyard. I rushed towards it. I didn't care what was about to happen to me. I hated myself. I stopped at the edge and looked down.

"I'm sorry Dark. I wish you had killed me," I whispered. I took a step towards the very edge.

"Shadow don't!" I heard Momma yell.

I turned to look at her. I felt the ground underneath me shift. Momma stopped a few feet away.

"Shadow please? Don't do this?" She begged.

I saw she was crying. I didn't want her to cry. I started towards her. Suddenly, the ground underneath me gave way.

"Help!! Momma!!" I screamed.

Momma dove at me. Her hand latched onto my wrist. I stared up at my Momma. She was scared to death of heights.

"Momma... I'm sorry." I said.

"Don't give up! I'll bring Dark back! I promise! Just hang on!" She yelled over the sudden gust of wind. I felt I was slipping out of Momma's grasp. I reached up and she took my other hand.

"Don't let go!" I yelled.

"I won't! Not now! Not ever!" Momma yelled.

With one huge tug, I was up and on solid ground. Momma held me tightly wrapped in her arms. I started to cry.

"Please... don't... ever... do... t-that... again!" Momma panted.

"I won't. I promise," I said.