Wow am I really missing something here. Does Alec really feel the same way I do. Am I truly blind to the things surrounding me. Then I think back to my brother. He won't allow it, he won't accept it. Just like in the dream state, he'll tell Alec it's fake. That none of what he feels for me is real. It's all a show and we don't actually love one another. I need to first talk to jace before I even think of telling Alec.

I have to talk to jace about the feelings I have and I have to show him the book. Maybe then he will understand and be happy for us both.
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Mission

Trinitys POV

"Okay izzy and Trinity you take the south entrance, me and Alec will go up too and shoot from there, take down as many as you can and if needed call for backup you know that your safety is everything, if you find the closed off demon remember she needs to stay alive for questioning" jace says giving out orders

"Got it" me and Izzy say

Both me and Izzy then sneak into the building using the south entrance. Both of us making sure to have the others back. I had a sword and a bow and arrows on me. Me and Alec are the only ones that use bows in the institute. It's one of our specialties, Alec taught me how to us it. I was watching him one day in training. I didn't know he had caught me watching.

Not until he walked over towards me and invited to teach me. It was weird because I think that's the day I realized. The day I first truly understood the definition of the word love. The first day I finally truly looked at Alec. The day I figured out what the feelings were I felt when around him.

I backed up Izzy as we fought of demons left and right. Making sure we kept our glamour rune on so mundanes couldn't see us. It was good because they would ask questions. They would get scared seeing us kill something they couldn't understand.

"On your left Lina" Izzy said

"Shit, oh got it" I said

"Alec, jace we're clear here" I call out

"Where's the girl?" Jace asked

"Should be this way" iz says

"Well, well well, shadowhunters" the demon said

"We have questions for you" I say

"Yeah no" it said

"I say yes" Alec said
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A few minutes later

I was getting impatient with this stupid demon. If it was going to tell us why they were killing mundanes. It would have by now, but of course it hasn't.

"It's not gonna tell us if it would have it done it by now" I say

"She's right" the demon said

"Your choice" i said and stabbed the demon

"Let's go home shall we" Izzy said

On the way home I could feel Alec's staring at me. I knew he wanted to say something to me. So I would confront him later on about it. First we needed to come home and I wanted to talk to jace. When we got home Alec grabbed my arm and pulled me into the kitchen. I felt the sparks and shivered to which he released me instantly.

"That was your worst mission" he said

"And what did I do wrong this time Alec" I asked

"We weren't done talking to it and you killed it" he hissed

"Your really mad about that, seriously it wasn't going to tell us anything and you know that" I snap

"You were just bored and wanted to go home, you didn't even try your best" he snapped

I stood shocked at what he just told me. Did he really think I did that bad. Why does it hurt so much when he seems disappointed in me. I stepped back and shook my head. Then walked out of the kitchen and into my room. I sat down on my bed and grabbed the book Izzy brought back to me. I opened it to see what else I could learn. I flipped to a page that talked about dominance.

You might be confused but I can explain it to you.
I read it and it says there are three different ranks. Alpha, beta and omega, alpha being the most dominant out of the three. Beta being second and omega being the submissive in the group. The alpha is very possessive and protective over the beta and omega. More so the omega because they are the submissive.

Now they might be strong, stubborn and such. They get feelings to protect and comfort their alpha and beta. The alpha and beta comfort the omega as well. You can tell them by their scent, but it's sometimes difficult. What I mean is if the alpha, beta or omega are hiding their scent. It's a strong feeling and they might not even know their hiding it.

Sometimes strong emotions hold back their scent. Which it won't catch the attention of the other ranks until it's let out. You can tell what rank someone is by their scent. They can also feel their aura, the alpha gives of a strong dominant aura. A beta can be strong, but it's never as strong as an alpha. If the persons scent hasn't been recognized there is a way to tell their rank.

Now these things only happen in the supernatural world. The mundanes don't get them really. There are symbols that represent each rank. At that point I quickly looked on my body. I took my shirt off and on my back lower hip. Sure enough there was a mark on my skin. I was an omega, but it didn't make sense to me. I touched it and it was like something changed inside me.

I felt a wave flow through me causing me to shiver. My scent was just released I'm sure of it. Suddenly my bedroom door opened and Izzy walked in. I spun around and her eyes looked different.

"What's that smell?" She asked

"Iz you remember hearing the tails about ranks in the shadow world?" I asked

"Yea the alpha, beta and omega thing why?" She asks

"Look at my mark, I just remembered when I read the book" I said

"Your an omega" she said and touched it softly