Trigger Warning: Trans Slurs and Suicide 

(I swear I do not support these words being used against others)

 "go away" I sob my classmate sighs and walks out of the school bathrooms, I shrink back more into the cold wall where no one will find me.

  not that anyone cares anyway says a voice why would they care about you? another says. the voices trap me in memories.  stupid tr*nny. f*g. why do they let her even go to this school. your still a girl no matter how many delusions you try and make people believe. her parents gave her such a boy name no wonder she's confused. you'll never find a soulmate to ugly and all confused, you can't change your gender.

 the words dig more into my skin than the stupid school scissors do I throw them across the stall but they don't go far. I give it a second before I snatch them up again there are people coming y'know, to act like they care. I cut into my skin again, I want this to be over, I don't want to be treated like this anymore.

 the pain starts to ebb anyway and I see blurry faces shouting my name then everything goes dark. blackness, I've been here before... so silent, darkness, i'm going to bury myself in it, bury myself like how they buried my body. is that a light? no no lights just pitch black, more black.

"who are you?" I ask the darkness

"I'm here to train you to become a guardian demon." says the voice