chapter | 6
| jimin's point of view
"Why are you hesitating?" I pulled up a smirk, "You're acting hostile like this because of one girl? Is she even worth it?"
"Stop it." Yoongi gritted his teeth, clearly he was holding himself back. It's entertaining to see him act this way.
"All this because of one girl.." I laughed at Yoongi's expression, how easily I got under his skin, "Doesn't this scenario look familiar?"
"I said shut the fuck up!!" Yoongi growled, his knuckles turning white from balling his fist too tightly.
I raised my eyebrow, taunting him further, "Oh yeah, because it happened before but back then, I was the one begging you not to hurt the girl I love."
"It's not something I'm proud of but I did what I know was right." Yoongi said. Up until now, he showed no remorse at what he did. It made my blood boil and made my desire to ruin him stronger. "She won't be happy with me, Jimin. Why don't you understand that?"
"She was happy! Don't you see it in her eyes? She was happy when you were with her but you only think about yourself, you selfish bastard!" I grabbed at his shirt and pushed him back, causing him to fall backwards.
Yoongi slowly stood up from the spot he fell upon. "Jimin, you don't know anything."
"It's you who had no idea how she felt when you broke her!" I repeatedly jabbed my finger at his chest, "You pushed her to the edge!" I felt so constricted, so restrained as her face comes into my mind. "I even begged you to make her happy. I did everything! I didn't ask for anything else. Why couldn't you do it?"
Yoongi didn't fight back and only hung his head low, "I'm sorry."
"It's too late for that." I said, feeling my body tense up. "I'm going take back what you took from me." It felt good, seeing him slowly become miserable like me. "It's good that you know that I'm doing this because of you." I flashed him my best crooked smile, "I wanna see you begging for her forgiveness."
*
"Park Jimin?" The nurse called out from behind the station.
"I'm Park Jimin." I said as I stood up and approached the counter. "I'm here to visit Kang Soo Jin."
She took a logbook out and placed it in front of me, "Just fill this up with the date today, your name, the reason you're here and then your signature at the end."
I did what she instructed and returned the logbook. She took a small basket out and placed it in front of me again, "Please empty your pockets here. We don't allow phones or any sharp things that could be used as a weapon inside."
I did the routine I've been doing for the past year. I placed everything in my pockets on the basket and lastly, I bent down and took my shoelaces off, placing it in the basket too, "I'm cleared."
"Please wait at the visiting area while I call Soo Jin." The nurse disappeared behind two swing through doors.
I stood at the visiting area again, my feet together on the floor as I rock my heels back and forth, waiting for her.
"How are you feeling today?" I walked towards Soo Jin's still figure by the door.
She hated this place but this was the only place she could go. She hated being alone here but I couldn't do anything to help her. I would've ran away with her a long time ago if I could.
"You didn't come with Yoongi?" Soo Jin said, her eyes still filled with hope even when there was nothing to hope for.
"Soo Jin. He's never coming to visit you. When will you realize that?" I started. "How much more do you want to get hurt before you accept the truth?"
Soo Jin kept silent. I rarely see her smiling in this hospital. "I don't want you to think about him anymore. Your condition will only get worse if you hold onto him."
"I'm not crazy." She began to tear up. "I don't want to be in this nutcase hospital anymore. Get me out of here. Please." She pleaded, "I don't want to take those medications. I feel like it's making me even worse."
I pulled her in my arms and comforted her as she cried, "I know you don't like it here but you have to stay." I said as I gently stroke her hair, "Just wait a little bit more."
"I want to see Yoongi." Soo Jin sobbed. "I miss him so much."
"You know he loves someone else, Soo Jin." I said as I pulled away to look at her face. She cried like this every time even though she already knows the truth. I brought my hands up to her cheek and wiped her tears off, "Forget about him. I'm here for you, Soo Jin. I've been here even from the start."
She held onto me tightly before breaking the hug. Soo Jin looked into my eyes and the desire to protect her became stronger. I touched her thin face, her fading beauty.
"From now on, you can only look for me. My name is the only name that these lips will know." I said, brushing my thumb across her lower lip, "Only I can make you breathe. I'm going to make you better, Soo Jin."
She nodded before hugging me, wrapping her slim arms around my neck, "Don't ever leave me, Jimin."
*
Taehyung and Jungkook have been my friends for the longest time. It was the four of us, Soo Jin, Taehyung, Jungkook and me. We grew up together; laughed, played and cried together when we were kids. They're the only people I trust with my life but as time goes by, people came and it wasn't just the four of us anymore.
They knew I love Soo Jin and how much I'll sacrifice for her. They knew it too well. They knew that Soo Jin didn't love me back. They knew that Yoongi was the one she liked from the start. They knew that Yoongi never looked at her the same way. We all knew how hurt she was when she found out that Yoongi likes someone else.
They knew how much I wanted to hold her, to let her empty her sadness in me, to kiss her tears away and to make her happy. They knew how badly I wanted to get revenge on Suga. That bastard who broke Soo Jin's heart. I planned everything out and asked for Taehyung and Jungkook's help.
"Why would I want to get back together with that cheating bitch?" Taehyung argued, "I'm not doing it. Bethany is not worth my efforts."
"Come on, Tae!" I latched my arm around his shoulder, "Jungkook already agreed to help me."
Taehyung looked at Jungkook who was busy drawing sketches at the back of his textbook, "Are you really doing it?"
"Yeah, I have nothing else to do anyway." Jungkook shrugged his shoulders.
"Do it for Soo Jin." I told Taehyung. "She's having a hard time because of Yoongi."
"Fine. We'll get revenge for Soo Jin." Taehyung said and I hooked my arm around his neck, playing rough with him. "Hey, don't mess the hair!" He swatted my arm away, "But how are we going to do it? Do you know someone who'll agree to play as the fake girlfriend?"
Jungkook lifted his head from his drawing book, interested at Taehyung's question. They both waited for my answer.
"I know just the perfect person." A smile cracked along my lips.
"Who?" They asked in chorus.
I walked over to the window and looked at the person walking across the school yard, "Her."
Jungkook and Taehyung ran to the window to see who I was referring to. "Who's she?" Jungkook asked.
"Why haven't I seen her around here before?" Taehyung added.
"Mara St. Claire." I said, a wicked smile on my face, "She transferred here not long ago. She's quite interesting according to what I've found out."
With their eyes not leaving Mara, Jungkook asked, "How can that girl be interesting?" He snorted.
I rested my hands on both of their shoulders, "Trust me. Mara st. Claire fits the job description perfectly."
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