| taehyung's point of view

"What are we doing in Jin's room?" Mara asked, brushing her hair to the side, exposing her vulnerable neck, "Can we turn the lights on? Cause I don't trust you when the lights are off." She joked.

"Ouch. Isn't that too mean?" I told her with a smile as I propped my hands on Jin's fuck bed.

"No." She smiled back. It's so cruel. How I couldn't forget the feeling of her lips against mine and how her chest heaved in sync with my own as I tasted her mouth. Who are you to make me feel this way?

"So now what?" Mara turned around to face me again after looking at Jin's toy collection.

"Have I ever told you that Jin has the best balcony view at night." I stood up and made my way to the glass sliding door, "Come here."

She took my hand and they felt fragile in mine. I was so scared of breaking her. I don't know if I have really fallen for her but isn't it too soon? Have I always been this easy? No, I'm not but she makes me want to. I shrugged the thought off my mind. I know I don't really like her. I just want to have a night with her and get myself off in her nice virgin hole. She's going to feel so tight around me and I might just come so fast. 

Yeah, that's what this feeling is. I don't like her, I told myself. She's just like any other girl.

"There's a lot of stars tonight." She commented, her eyes twinkled like stars as she gazed up on the night sky. "Look! It's a constellation!"

I followed where she was pointing at, "Did you know the greek myth about Aphrodite and Ares?" I started while she marveled at the sight. "They were lovers."

"Really? And where did you hear that?" She chuckled.

"Greek history class." I laughed along. Her smiles were the best remedy for me. "But Aphrodite was married to some other God, I don't remember which one, some awesome Fire God. Ares and Aphrodite continued their forbidden love despite her being married to someone else. They even had children."

"I never knew you were interested in Greek Mythology, Kim Taehyung." She gave me a grin.

"You know what I'm also interested in?" I turned my face to her, smiling slightly at her curious expression, "How many girls Jin has fucked against this railing." I grinned at her anticipated reaction.

Mara was about to open her mouth to nag at me when a couple barged into the room. Heavily kissing and quickly undressing each other,"Hey-!"

I covered her mouth instinctively and pulled her to the side, holding her against my body as I calmed her down, "Be quiet."

"Why are we hiding? They were the one who barged in here and not us, besides this is not their house." Mara whispered back.

"Actually, it is. That is Jin." I told her.

"I thought he knew that we're here." Her expression quickly changed when she realized that I lied to her, "You idiot!" She hit my chest. I could only laugh at her flushed face when the girl Jin was eating out moaned out loud, "How do we get out of here? I don't want to hear them having sex!"

I shrugged my shoulders as we kept close to each other, "Just let them ride it off. It'll be over in a few minutes, trust me, I know Jin."

"I hate you. I hope you know that too." She was really mad. I love the way she looks when she's mad about something. "Disgusting." She commented in a whisper again when the skin slapping sound began.

"Disgusting? Do you even know how good that feels?" I teased her with a small, smirk and within seconds her hand landed a hit on my chest again.

"Don't you dare get horny right now!" She glared at me, her cheeks glowed red at the profanities being thrown back and forth by the girl and Jin, "I seriously can't listen to this anymore."

I pulled on her arm when she pushed me away and with both of my hands, I covered her ears, "Then don't."

Her brows formed a bridge, "What are you doing?"

"Stay still." I mouthed to her.

Mara frowned but she took my words and stayed hunched up on the balcony corner with me. She sat between my legs, her back was pressed against chest. "I'm really going to kill you if you don't control that thing.."

"Shh.." I whispered on her ear, "I know. You think I don't believe that you can kill people?"

She smiled a little, "Just a reminder."

*

Mara st. Claire is the biggest mystery in my life right now. She's not tall, her hair doesn't smell like cinnamon, she doesn't show too much skin regularly, her room is full of vintage stuff, she doesn't party much, she sucks at kissing and dancing. She's nothing like Bethany but I like her. Her face, her pretty eyes, her pretty nose, those soft lips; I'm addicted to Mara.

I shouldn't be.

I didn't know that two weeks with her would put me in this kind of danger. Every time she comes near me, I feel my lungs getting crushed and my heart on overdrive. She's not good for me. What could I do? She's not going to love me even if I confess to her. Mara likes someone else.

Why am I such an idiot? I went ahead and fell in love with her on my own. Damn it. Now there are no brakes to stop this feeling from getting much more complicated. She's growing in me and I don't know how to stop it.

"Taehyung!" Mara smiled and waved at me when she arrived at our date. She was wearing a black dress and a pair of ballet flats. Her hair was in a pretty braid and then swept to her shoulder.

"Why are you so late?" I asked her.

"You've made me wait longer before!" She annoyingly huffed, "Besides you were the one who begged me to watch a movie with you even when I told you I'm busy so shut up and deal with it."

I smiled at my rookie mistake. It's true. We didn't need to watch a movie since Bethany wouldn't be there but I insisted. I want to spend a day with Mara without having to think about anyone else.

"Alright. We're even." I said. My body acted freely as I reached for her hand but my brain stopped me. "Hurry up, the movie is probably starting."

I hate that I need a reason to hold her hand. It makes me feel crappier than I already am. I can't do anything. Why did I ever agree to help Jimin?

I just wish I didn't need to make up reasons just to be with her but our relationship is a lie and these reasons are my only chance of being with her. It's the only reason why I'm still here beside her.

"This is the most exciting moment of my life." I whispered in her ear, just before the movie started.

Mara made a face at me, "Why?"

"Because I'm with you and the lights are about to go off." I sent her a grin, knowing that she hates greasy lines but unexpectedly, Mara smiled back.

"That was pretty good. Bravo." She said, "Girls are total suckers for that."

"How about you?" I turned to face her, "Did you feel anything when I said that?"

"Should I?" And just like that I was shot down.

"Nevermind. It was a stupid question." I laughed it off but there was this heavy feeling of disappointment in my chest.

Maybe I was looking for a way out but there wasn't any. I'm in too deep.

*

"Yo, Taehyung!"

"I could recognize that voice anywhere." I said to the guy who has his arm around my shoulder.

"What's up?" Namjoon grinned, stealing all the girls' attention away with his new silver grey hair color, "I never see you around the box anymore. I heard some chick is keeping you busy?"

"Yeah, right. Why would I let a chick come first before our group?" We exchanged smiles as we enter the cafeteria. "I went to Jin's party. Were you there?"

"No but I heard it was awesome." He said, glancing back to check out a student with a huge ass, "Damn. Look at that nice ass. I would love to be in that tightness.."

"Girls here are just begging to be fcked." I said and he laughed as we neared our table.

"Hell yeah man! And that's why we're here." Namjoon smirked, "To give them pussy a good beating."

We sat down with the group and as I settled myself down between Jungkook and J-hope, I noticed a new face across the table.

"Jin's new girlfriend." J-hope whispered behind my back.

"I would've figured that out without you telling me." I whispered back to J-hope.

"Where's that fake girlfriend of yours?" He smiled and latched an arm around my neck, "I gotta give it to the three of you though, she's pretty hot and she's a virgin. Where did you find her?"

"Jimin was the one who introduced her to us." I answered, a bit uncomfortable about the guys talking about fucking Mara. It's okay with me if they talk about other girls like that but I get so annoyed when it's Mara they're fantasizing about.

"Man, I want her mouth on my dick. She's got really pretty lips." Namjoon told the guys and then he turned to me, "Hey Taehyung. Tell us honestly, have you fucked her yet?"

"I'm eating here. Can we talk about something else?" I irritatedly shrugged whoever's hand who was on my shoulder.

"You're touchy." Namjoon laughed as when he saw my reaction. "You were fine a minute ago."

"By the way, where's Yoongi and Jimin?" Hoseok looked around but everybody just shrugged their shoulders.

Jungkook shrugged his shoulders. "Probably having a hot threesome somewhere in school."

*

Yoongi got one hand fisted up in Jimin's collar and another aimed at Jimin's face, his glare was enough to kill a person but he wouldn't. He wouldn't let himself lose to his anger. Jimin was still his friend and his brother even after what he's done.

"Why are you hesitating?" Jimin pulled up a smirk, "You're acting hostile like this because of one girl?"

"Stop it." Yoongi gritted his teeth, fighting the urge to beat the shit out of Jimin.

Jimin only laughed at Yoongi's mad expression, how he easily got under his skin, "Doesn't this scenario look familiar?"

"I said shut the fuck up!!" Yoongi growled, his knuckles turning white from balling his fist too tight.

Jimin raised his eyebrow, taunting him further, "Oh yeah, because it happened before but back then, I was the one begging you not to hurt the girl I love."