A.N// i was on thanksgiving break, but i won't be anymore starting monday so we'll see how this updating stuff goes. i'll try to update every few days but idk we'll see NO PROMISES -cam :-/
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Kate's POV

After about fifteen minutes of me crying, my eyes were all dried out, but Luke didn't stop holding me. I looked up at him, and he pressed his lips to my forehead, leaving a long kiss there.

"Are you ready to go home, babe?" He asked, after he came up. I nodded, so he opened the car door for me to get in. He then went around and got in the car himself.

Once we were set, Luke started the car and we drove off. After a few minutes of silence, he spoke up.

"Kate, are you okay?" He asked, looking over at me quickly, before focusing his attention back on the road.

"I don't know," I said in a monotoned voice. It was true. I seriously didn't know if I was okay, and I didn't know if or when I was going to be okay again.

My heart was shattered, and I didn't think anyone could fix it.

"What happened back there?" He questioned.

"Thomas broke my heart. That's what happened. I caught him with another girl, after I thought he like me. I trusted him, but he shredded it. He's an asshole," I rambled.

Luke nodded, signaling that he got what I'd just said. No one really ever listened to me except the boys. Not even my mom.

I felt like crying again, and tears pricked my eyes. I started sniffling and Luke looked over in panic.

We were coming up on an old diner, so Luke pulled over. Once we parked, I lost it. Sobs took over my body, and it felt like I wouldn't ever stop crying. I felt so weak and defenseless.

"Shhh...No, no, no, Kate. Don't cry. Please don't cry. I don't like it when girls cry," Luke said in a soothing voice.

He grabbed his door handle and got out of the car, walking over to my side. He opened my door and put his hand out for me to grab. I accepted, and we pulled me out of the car and engulfed me into a hug.

I cried into his chest, and he stroked my hair. When I looked up, he wiped my tears stained cheeks with his thumbs. He stared at me for a long time, before sighing. I pouted, and his eyebrows knitted together in confusion.

Once he caught on to me flickering my eyes back and forth from his lips and his eyes, he bent down and placed a sweet kiss on my lips. I tried to smile at him, but I failed, so I just studied the way the cracks were made in the concrete. I sort of looked like how my heart felt.

"Are you hungry?" he asked, breaking the calm silence.

"I don't think so, but I haven't had anything since lunch, so I should probably eat something," I responded shuffling my feet.

"Okay, then let's go in," he said pointing to the diner ahead of us. I nodded and he grabbed my hand.

We walked into the diner and grabbed a flag that was sitting in a basket at the door. We then found somewhere to sit, and we put the flag on the stand.

An older waitress noticed our flag, so she came over and introduced herself.

"I'm Carolyn, and I'll be your server tonight. Can I start you off with anything to drink?" She asked inspecting Luke and I.

"Nice to meet you, Carolyn. I'm Luke, and this is Kate. Can we have two Cokes please?" Luke said, introducing us and requesting our drinks. He looked over to me to make sure I was okay with having Coke, and when I nodded, he sent me a small smile.

Carolyn jotted our drink orders down and told us that she'd be right back to take our meal orders. She came back a few minutes later with our drinks and a notepad.

"What would you guys like to eat on this very fine evening?" She asked smiling. I frowned, and my bottom lip started to tremble.

Luke looked over to me worriedly, before he looked up to an expectant Carolyn, waiting for him to place his order. I bit my lip to keep myself from letting out a choked sob, but it wasn't working. A single tear slipped from my eye, and I frantically wiped it away.

"Um, let me have the breakfast special number three with extra hash, please," he said looking back over to me.

"And for you, Kate?" She questioned, still smiling as she wrote down Luke's order in that secret waitress code they always wrote in.

I cleared my throat, to try and keep my voice from cracking, and I made eye contact with her. She frowned, and I looked back down, feeling ashamed.

"I-um...I-Can I have an order of pancakes, please? Bacon on the side?" I asked politely. My plan to get my voice not to crack failed as I tripped over my words.

She looked at me again, and I felt uncomfortable. "How many pancakes, and how many slices of bacon would you like, sweetie?" She asked.

"Um, three for both, please," I stated.

I expected her to walk away, but she stood there for a second. Then she put her pencil behind her ear and her notepad in one of the pockets that was on her apron.

"I don't mean to invade you all's privacy, but may I ask what's wrong, Kate?" She questioned, leaning in.

"She's just having a rough night," Luke said for me. He'd looked at me before,  and I nodded, letting him know he could answer for me, so I wouldn't have another breakdown in the middle of the quiet diner.

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, darling," she said sympathetically. "Would you care to talk about it?" She added. I shook my head rapidly.

"N-no, t-thanks," I replied, trying to contain the overwhelming sobs that I knew were about to come.

"Well, alright then. Your food should be ready in about ten minutes," she said walking away.

As soon as she was gone, I just let the flood of sobs wash over me. They were quiet, and I couldn't stop. Luke got up from his side of the booth and slid into mine.

He hugged me tightly whispered sweet things in my ear, to try and get me to calm down, but I just cried more.

Carolyn came back over five minutes later, to check on us, but gasped when she saw the scene in front of her.

"What happened?" She asked in a concerned tone.

"Kate just got a little worked up. Can you package our food when it comes out? I don't think we'll be staying to finish it," Luke told Carolyn. She nodded and scurried off to retrieve our food.

"Shh, princess. It's all going to be okay. We'll be out of here soon, and I'll take you home," Luke said soothingly.

Minutes later, Carolyn came back with our boxes. We got up, left a good tip on our table, and went over to the register to pay.

Just as we were about to exit the diner, Carolyn walked up to us and looked in my direction. She leaned in and gave me a small message.

"I'm not sure what's going on, but I hope you feel better soon. Your boyfriend is handling this very well. He's a keeper, so don't let him go," she whispered so only I could hear her. I tried smiling at her, but I failed once again, so I just nodded.

She smiled, and we walked out. Luke's arm was wrapped tightly around my waist, and I rested my head on his shoulder.

When we got to his car, he opened my door for me to slide in, and he went around to his side and got in as well. He started the car, and we drove off.

The whole ride, we sat in comfortable silence, and I just thought about the words Carolyn said to me right before we left the diner. Luke wasn't even my boyfriend, but the question was: did I want him to be?
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Luke's POV

The drive to Kate's house was silent. I was sort of disappointed that we couldn't stay and eat at the diner, but I didn't mind. I had eaten at Calum's house before I came to get her, so I wasn't that hungry in the first place.

I was also frustrated. I could believe Thomas would do something like that to hurt my girl. I never liked him, but I learned to accept him because Kate had the hots for him. I did it for her, and he wasted it.

This made me fuming with rage and hatred for the guy. I gripped the steering wheel so hard that my knuckles turned white.

I calmed myself down so I could focus on the road and get to Kate's house safely. I looked over to see her staring out of the window absentmindedly. She was so beautiful, and Thomas probably ruined her self image.

I swear, if I ever saw him walking in the streets, I would run his ass over. He never deserved a wonderful girl like Kate, and the fact that did this to her made my blood boil.
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After about ten more minutes of silent driving, we arrived just outside of Kate's house. She looked at me expectantly.

"I'll come by tomorrow to check on you, okay?" I said smoothly.

She frowned, so I took her face in between my hands. I kissed her forehead, then her nose, then her cheeks. Her eyes fluttered closed. When I pulled away, she whimpered, eyes opening to dart around to every feature on my face. I leaned in and kissed her lips briefly, before pulling away.

"Stay?" she asked. "My parents are on business again for two weeks, and I don't want to be alone. Not tonight," she explained.

"Of course. Let's go," I said, hopping out of the car. I went around to her side and opened her door, helping her out.

We walked hand in hand to her front door so she could let us in. Once I stepped foot into her house, I went to put our food in her fridge so it wouldn't spoil.

When I returned to her living room, I found her sitting on her couch staring ahead into nothingness.

Damn, she was so beautiful. I really liked her, but she could never find out. We'd stop being friends if she found out, and I didn't want that to happen.

I sat down next to her, and she looked over at me. I could see the hurt behind her beautiful green eyes, and all I wanted to do was take it away.

Before I could finish my thoughts, she grabbed my face and turned it towards her. She stared into my eyes for a few seconds before smashing our lips together.

I gasped, being caught off guard, and she used that to her advantage, slipping her tongue into my mouth. Our tongues swirled together, moving in sync.

I gently tugged on her bottom lip with my teeth, making her let out a soft moan. We continued kissing breathlessly for a few minutes, before she climbed onto my lap, straddling my waist.

She reached for the hem of my shirt and pulled it off with ease. She left kisses up and down my chest, stopping on my neck to suck the skin there. I could tell that I was going to be left with a bunch of lovebites there when she was done.

I groaned when she circled her hips against my crotch. I felt myself getting hard, and I knew that I needed her right then.

"Kate, I-" I was cut off by my own moaning when she continued to create friction between us by grinding against me.

I broke the kiss to move my lips to her neck. I left light kisses all across her collar bone and up her neck. Then, I went behind her ear and sucked on a spot there. I teasingly bit down on the skin there, cooling the burning sensation with the pad of my tongue.

She moaned, "Luke, please." She started circling faster, and I almost lost my cool. My cock was starting to throb, begging for me to release the tension.

"I know, baby. I know," I said moaning. I had to have her now, so I got up and wrapped her legs around my waist so we could move to her bed upstairs.

Once we'd made it up the stairs, I closed and locked the door, just to make sure no one came in. We made our way over to her bed, and I laid her down, climbing on top of her.

I kissed her lips and swiped my tongue across her bottom one, asking for permission to deepen the kiss. As we kissed, I realized what was happening. We were about to have sex, but Kate was still hurt. I couldn't go through with this.

I froze, and she noticed. I looked into her eyes, worry clear on my face. She frowned.

"I-I can't do this, Kate," I said, my voice wavering. We both sat up.

"What? Why not?" She asked quickly trying to figure me out.

"I know you're hurt, and I don't want to take advantage of you. Look, I really want this, but not when you're like this," I confessed.

She looked up and down my body, before responding. "I want this Luke. I wouldn't have started it if I didn't. I want you right here, right now. This is my escape. You're my escape. You make me feel things I've never felt before, and there's nothing more that I want right now than you," she said looking me straight in the eyes.

My mind started racing with all of the worst case scenarios, and again, she noticed.

"Stop overthinking it, and just take me already," she said, and that was enough for me.

She grabbed the back of my neck, pulling me down with her.

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We made out for what felt like forever, in that time, I'd managed to get her into just her panties and bra. I had also stripped down to just my boxers.

I couldn't stop my hands from roaming all over her body, which caused her to reward me with several soft moans.

I wanted to kiss her everywhere. I left a bunch of hickeys all over her chest and neck, making sure to tend to her sweet spot every once in a while.

I went to the valley of her breasts, and I removed her bra, letting them spill out. I kissed down until I got to the waistband of her underwear. Her hips bucked off of the bed, wanting to get closer to me.

I pressed them down, to make sure she didn't move, and I worked my way back up to her mouth. We had a heated kiss going on when I started kneading her right breast in my hands.

She moaned so loud that it bounced off of the walls. "Luke, oh my- please!"

I went back down to the top of her lace underwear. I squeezed her hips lightly and just kissed there, sucking every now and then. She continued to moan and beg, so I slid them off.

I pressed the pad of my thumb against her, and I felt the moisture that was there. I put each of my hands on top her thighs, to make sure she didn't move, and I blowed against her core. She cried out and begged for me to pleasure her the way only I know how.

I swiped my tongue across her, and she whimpered my name. Her hands found my hair, and she ran her hands thought it, tugging at it's roots. I moaned and kept flicking my tongue across her.

Once I started to feel her legs shake, I got up from my position and headed straight for her neck again. I rubbed my bulge against her core, just to tease her, and she let out a throaty groan.

I moved to her lips, and swallowed the gasp she let out when I circled my hips against her.

She wanted an escape, and I felt good knowing that I was it for her. I wanted to use this time to do everything I could to make her feel good.

"C-condom?" I asked stuttering. My groin was going to explode if I didn't get inside of her soon.

"Drawer of the nightstand," she instructed shuddering.

As I reached over to retrieve the condom from her nightstand, she palmed me slowly through my boxers. I felt like I was going to burst.

I took my boxers off, removed the condom from it's packaging, and rolled it over myself quickly. I was more than eager to be inside of her again, and I was going to loose my mind if it wasn't soon.

I lined myself up with her entrance, and I worked my lips against hers. I slowly pushed into her, and she moaned softly out of relief. My tongue worked expertly against hers as I created a steady pace with me rocking into her.

I felt a fluttering in my stomach, with each rock into her, and I didn't know how to describe it. The sex we were having was pure passion, and it was full of affection. It was beautiful. She was beautiful.

In that moment I realized one thing: I loved Kate.

I loved her, and I didn't know what I was going to do about it. I tried not to overthink it. Since we were be pretty intimate at the moment, I decided to express my love for her the only way I could right now. I was going to make love to her.

I didn't care about the lessons at this moment. I let that all slip away as I focused on her needs and my feelings. Even if we never spoke again, I would never forget the way she made me feel.

I pulled out and pushed into her her at a slow pace repeatedly, the kiss we were sharing was just as slow.

"Mmm, Luke," she gasped as I pushed in a little harder, deeper even.

"I know, baby. Come for me, princess. It's okay," I cooed, encouraging her.

"Luke, I'm c-close," she whimpered, running her hands through my hair and down my back.

"Come on, baby. You can do it," I said, continuing to rock into her slow and steadily.

"Oh, Luke, I-" she said before tightening around me.

I brought my lips back to hers, as I tried to finish myself off as well. I went at an even slower pace, until I felt the pressure build up in my lower spine.

"Fuck, Kate. I lo-I'm so proud of you, baby. You're so strong," I whispered as I reached my climax. I came undone in the condom, and I pulled out.

I took off the condom, tied it in a knot, and put it back in its packaging neatly, so I could discard it later. I fell onto the spot next to her, and I sighed in content.

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She faced me and spoke up. "Thank you, Luke," she said sincerely.

"Anytime, babe," I said in returned. "Come here."

I opened my arms wide, and she scooted closer so I could wrap them around her. I rested my hands around her waist, and hers fell around my neck. She played with the hair there, and I kissed her right on the lips. She smiled at me for the first time tonight, and I returned it grinning wide.

She left a kiss to my chest, right over my heart, as I traced ' I love you's' all across her back.

I got up to find my boxers, so my morning wood didn't directly poke her when we got up the next day.

Once I found, them. I slipped them on and slid back under the duvet. She was facing the opposite way, eyes closed. I draped an arm over her waist and pressed a kiss to the back of her neck.

"Goodnight, Kate," I said. "I love you," I added whispering so only I could hear.

"Mhmm," she responded, letting sleep take over her.

I did the same, and soon, we were both in a deep peaceful sleep.
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A.N// hooray for a long chapter!! I wrote this at like 3 in the morning whoops lol
0-100 real quick okay idk what i just wrote omg wow, but expect an update soon :-P
i don't want to go back to school on monday fml
but yeah love you all *mwah mwah*

-cam ;-)