A.N// enjoy this chapter bc it's so lit!1! also there is so info in the author's note at the end so read it please thank you...enJOY! :-*
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Kate's POV

After a little bit of stirring, I finally woke up to the sound of the doorbell ringing. I groaned in annoyance as I could already feel a pounding headache coming along. I rubbed my temples and groggily got out of bed.

There was so much I needed to do today, and I'd planned on getting most, if not all, of it done. The clock on my wall informed me that it was close to nine a.m., so I had plenty of time.

Just as I reached the bottom of the stairs, the doorbell went off again, making my brain feel like it was trying to break out of my skull. I was surprised my parents weren't already awake by now.

"I'm coming!" I shouted, not making the pain any better. At least my cramps were gone because that plus a headache would be a complete disaster.

I tried to walk to the front door as quickly as possible, but I just felt extremely weak and sluggish. Once I finally got there, I unlocked it and swung it open.

Behind it stood Calum, Michael, and Ashton.

"Hi Kate!" Michael exclaimed, being the first one to rush in and embrace me. I hugged him lightly and next was Calum.

"Kate, how're you?" he asked, also pulling me into a hug.

"I'm fine," I told him, moving on to Ashton who was sporting a very wide smile. He scooped me up in his arms, causing me to laugh and greet him.

"I missed you, Shortstack," he claimed, giving me a nickname to mock my size. I just laughed it off because it didn't bother me.

They all filed in so I could close the front door, and I led them to the lounge room. Everyone took a seat but Calum, Michael reaching towards the coffee table to grabbed the remote.

"Why are you guys here so early in the morning?" I asked, my voice still a little bit off from just being woken up out of my sleep so suddenly.

"Well, Christmas is right around the corner! We wanted to know if you wanted to go shopping with us," Michael explained. I nodded in understanding, and he just went back to focusing on the television.

"Alright, well I'm going to go shower, and then we can go," I said, turning around. I heard an, "Okay," from behind me confirming the plans.

Upon arriving back upstairs, I took a quick shower and brushed my teeth afterwards. I picked out a pair of jean shorts and a light grey tank top to wear to the mall. I left my hair down because I my head was still throbbing.

I needed to go back downstairs to find some ibuprofen soon.

After putting some lotion on and my clothes and shoes, I went back downstairs and headed to the kitchen. Just as I passed the lounge room, the doorbell rang again.

"Ugh, what is this? Party at Kate's?" I questioned. I quickly made my way to the door, kind of having an idea of who it was.

I opened it up, and there stood Luke, a plastic bag with two boxes inside in one of his hands, confirming my assumption. He reached his free hand out and pulled me closer to him by the small of my back. He pressed a chaste kiss to my lips and pulled away for I relaxed.

"Good morning," he said, coming back in to kiss me again. "How are you feeling?" he asked.

"Better, I just have a headache," I told him, and he frowned. "I was just about to take something for it when you rang the door bell."

"I brought you some breakfast." He lifted the bag, handing it to me. I smiled, but he still didn't. I wondered what his problem was.

"Thank you." I gave him a quick hug and he kissed me on the top of my head.

"Do you want to stay in again today?"

"No," I said simply. "I have a couple errands to run. I was going to go with my parents later, but the guys are here and they asked if I wanted to go with them."

I thought it was the perfect opportunity to get Luke something for Christmas, but if he was going to come along, it would defeat the purpose of the surprise. After thinking about it long and hard last and doing a little bit of research last night, I had a good idea of exactly what I wanted to get him.

I figured he would love it, and I couldn't wait to see his face when he opened it.

"Oh, can I come?" he asked. We stopped in the kitchen so I could find some medicine and eat the breakfast Luke brought.

"I don't see why not." He took a seat across from me as I was taking my box out. I passed him his and he thanked me quickly, opening it and starting to eat his meal.

"Alright, when are we going to leave?"

"When I got dressed, but I'm going to eat first and take some meds so my head wont hurt as bad," I informed. I opened my box and it looked like he'd gotten me some sort of cinnamon roll with fresh fruit on the side. It looked good.

"Oh, okay."
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We pretty much ate our breakfast in silence. I guess there really was nothing to say. We were in a pretty good place at the moment, and I was enjoying every second of it.

We were past all of the secrets and everything that could potentially cause a backtrack between us. All of our time now could be spent progressing our relationship instead of trying to keep it from falling down. It was safe to say that I was extremely happy.

Once I was done with my food, I discarded it and took the ibuprofen out of the medicine cabinet in the kitchen. I took out two and grabbed myself a glass, filling it halfway with water. I quickly took the medication, and now all that was left to do was wait until I kicked in.

Luke was already finished with his food, so he stood from his seat and was about to throw away his trash. Michael walked in just before he could and his eyes widened.

"Luke, how could you?" Michael asked, making the saddest face he could.

"Wh-What did I do?" Luke looked genuinely confused, but I knew this was just another one of Michael's dramatic acts. He always did this and Luke fell for it every time.

"You bring food for Kate and not for me? What about us? What about everything we've been through?" he exclaimed. "I seriously cannot believe you would do such a thing. I hate you, we're over!" Michael flipped Luke off and walked out of the kitchen and back to the lounge room.

We could clearly hear him ranting about Luke's "inhuman" actions, and I was just laughing the whole time. Luke still didn't understand as he was stood frozen in the middle of the kitchen, an expression of shock and obvious confusion covering his face.

Once the ranting died out in the other room, I walked over to Luke and grabbed him hand, snapping him out of it.

"What the hell?" he said, shaking his head.

"Relax Luke, he was just kidding," I said giggling, causing Luke to smile.

I loved it when he smiled. He looked so vulnerable and it conveyed all of his emotion. Whenever Luke smiled, it was always genuine and I loved the fact that he was smiling a lot more often.

"I know, and maybe I could actually relax if we could just fu-" I cut him off before he could finish that, me already knowing what he was about to say. Sometimes I wondered why he was so hormonal all of the time, but then again, I really didn't want to know.

"Woah, yeah okay. You're going to have to wait on that one mister," I told him, lightly patting his crotch. He grunted in response.

"Not mister, call me da-" he started, a smirk covering his face.

"Luke! Oh my god, please don't tell me that's one of your kinks," I basically screamed in shock, covering my eyes. Luke just laughed and pulled me into him.

"It's not, I just wanted to see how you would react," he clarified, still laughing. I looked up at him, and his eyes were sparkling with amusement. His gaze quickly turned to a whole-hearted one and he said, "I seriously am very horny though," not giving me time to respond to that by gently connecting our lips, holding me securely close to him.

I'm sure we could've gone a lot farther than we did, but Calum walked in just as Luke was about to deepen the kiss.

"Ew guys, seriously?" he asked, his face contorted into a play disgust. I pulled away first, but Luke held my body in place. Calum laughed and went straight to my refrigerator, opening it and searching through it.

"Sorry, I forgot you guys were here," Luke said, slipping his hands into my back pockets.

"It's fine. I understand that you're in love or whatever," he giggled, making me smile and reach up to plant a light kiss on his jaw. Calum took a seat at the island while he was waiting for the bread he put in the toaster to warm up.

"So you wouldn't mind if we," Luke started, using his pointer finger and his thumb to tilt my chin up. He kissed me three times and on the third one, he subtly lipped his tongue into my mouth. The kiss only lasted for about two seconds.

"You guys are disgusting," Calum said playfully. He got up to get his toast out of the toaster, and he unplugged it.

"Cal, what are you doing with the toaster?" I asked.

"This is my toaster," he said, picking it up in his hands and starting to walk off with it.

"That's not your toaster."

"Yes it is," he argued. It was always hilarious when Calum was play mad because he didn't some of the most random things, and he said the craziest stuff. We usually knew what was going on, do we just played along.

"No, it isn't," I challenged, laughing.

"Fine." He finally dropped it and put the toaster back on the counter, plugging it back into the outlet. "We're about to leave soon, so if you're coming with, be ready," he said, leaving the kitchen with a mouth full of toast.

Once he was gone, Luke turned to me again. I truly enjoyed moments like theses that I had with him, they were some I would never forget and the ones I cherished the most.

"He's crazy," Luke stated, kissing me on my forehead.

"I know."

"Does you head feel any better?" he asked, trying to read me by my eyes.

"Yes, a lot. Luke, stop worrying. I'm fine," I told him, which was true. I usually had to deal with some form of this every month. It just so happened that Luke and I were on and off, so every time I was on, he wasn't around.

"I can't help it." Luke pouted, and I mocked his facial expression. He made a different face, and I smiled, making him smile too. "Mmm, I love you," he said finally, sealing our lips together.

This felt like I was on a constant adrenaline rush, with the crazy butterflies and slight dizziness. The whole time my heart felt like it was beating out of my chest. This was the best feeling in the world, and I would do anything to have it never stop.

"Aw, what a cute young couple," someone said. I immediately recognized it to be my mum's voice, Luke and I basically pulling apart at the same exact time. I stepped away from him, and my mum jut walked closer to us.

"Oh, good morning Mum." I knew my cheeks were a deep shade of red by now, I'd never been caught doing anything by my parents. My mum was pretty chill so I didn't have anything to worry about, but it was still embarrassing.

"Looks like you two were already having a good morning," she countered, a small smirk on her face. If it was possible for my cheeks to turn a deeper color, that's what happened. Luke's face looked about the same.

"Yeah...um, we were gonna go Christmas shopping with the other guys. Do you mind me going?" I asked. My parents and I were supposed to go Christmas shopping, and I still wanted to go if they wanted me to.

"Oh, no. I guess we can go some other time, maybe tomorrow?" she suggested.

"Yeah, that's fine." I said, taking Luke's hand in mine. I led him or if the kitchen to go get the other boys so we could get an early start at the mall.

Once I gathered them up, I said goodbye to my parents before closing my front door and going to Luke's car. We decided to take a separate car from the guys because Luke said he wasn't going to be held responsible for the words that might leave his mouth during the half an hour drive to the mall.
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Wednesday (3 Days Later)

Christmas was quickly approaching and I couldn't be more excited. We still had about a week left, but that didn't matter to me. All of our families were starting the week countdown with several family and friends parties, which were always the best.

I'd gotten everyone's presents, and I put them away in my closet to wrap later. I was so glad to have saved all the money I made from babysitting before I got into the whole lessons thing with Luke because it'd really helped me out this year.

The only thing I could t cover myself was Luke's gift. I paid three-fourths of it, and my parents lent me the other quarter.

Luke had been at my house for the entire weekend, avoiding his own family. The other guys stayed too. We were supposed to have lunch at his house yesterday, but Liz moved it to today instead, which was fine with all of us.

We'd originally planned to tell his brothers at lunch, then Luke changed it. He ended up backing out of that anyway, so we decided to move it back. Today was officially the day.

I was sort of nervous about it, but I didn't think it was really that big of a deal. I hoped they approved of the relationship because I really loved Luke, and I didn't plan on going anywhere.

Luke on the other hand had been freaking out all day. He'd gone back to his house earlier this morning was just going to pick me up to go back to his house for the lunch. I really didn't understand why he was so worked up, but I tried to soothe him as much as I could so he would chill out.

I was also glad to be off of my cycle because Luke was getting a little bit restless, and to be honest, so was I. Something needed to happen soon, but I didn't know when or where this would occur. Both of our parents' were home and at home all day for the holidays, so that left no room for us to do anything.

This was so frustrating. I tried not to focus on it too much and instead start getting ready for the lunch.

I took a quick shower, and took my time finding something to wear. Luke told me it was casual so anything was fine. I decided on a white romper with navy blue trim and a pair of white converse to match. I curled my hair quickly then I went downstairs to wait for Luke.

After waiting for about ten minutes, Luke finally texted me to say that he was outside. I said goodbye to my parents, letting them know that I would be back later before going to meet Luke outside.

"Why didn't you come in?" I asked, getting into the car. His hand immediately went to my exposed thigh, rubbing up and down slowly.

"Because, if I went in there, we weren't gonna make it back to my house," he explained simply.

"Are you that nervous? You'll be fine, babe," I told him, and he gave my thigh a light squeeze.

The worst that could happen was that his brothers thought it was weird, but I don't think that was enough to break us up. I loved him, and he loved me, and I didn't think anyone could change that as of now.

"I know, but I need you. I'm so tensed and frustrated lately, and I haven't even been able to satisfy myself. I need your help," he whined. I put my hand on top of his, trying to calm him down.

"Same here. We're just going to have to wait," I said.

"I know." The rest of the ride was me trying to lighten the mood and take Luke's mind off of everything that was worrying him. I got him to talk to me a little bit, and it looked like he was actually enjoying himself.

A few minutes later, he pulled into his driveway and parked the car. We both got out and went into his house through the door in the garage.

"Kate! Welcome back!" Jack exclaimed, running up and engulfing me in his arms. Luckily, I hadn't grabbed Luke's hand when we got out of the car because I'm sure he would've noticed straight away.

"Hey," I giggled, hugging him back. Ben was next, and our exchange was a little quicker than the one Jack and I had.

"Hello Kate," Liz greeted. I waved and smiled widely. Ben and Jack went off to go play video games in the lounge room, Luke excused himself to his room, and I just made small talk with Liz.

We literally talked about everything, and I even told her what I got Luke for Christmas. She approved and though it was a very good gift, even better than hers.

After maybe ten minutes of chatting with Luke's mum, I went upstairs to check on Luke. I opened the door to his room without knocking, which could've been a bad idea, but he wasn't doing anything.

He looked to be asleep, his hands rested behind his head and his eyes closed. I closed the door behind me and made my way over to his bed. Maybe I could help him out a little bit like he wanted, needed.

I don't think he heard me coming, as I'd taken off my shoes as soon as we got into the house. The closer I got to him the more noticeable the bulge in the front of his pants became.

I bit my lip, the room becoming a little hotter. This was going to make my job a lot easier.

Once I was right at the side of his bed, I took a deep breath and climbed on top of him. I low groan escaped his lips, and he opened his eyes. A lazy smile covered his face as he moved his hands to my hips and sat up a little.

No words were said because we both knew what the other wanted. The kiss started off slow, but picked up as soon as Luke slipped his tongue into my mouth.

There was so much tension we needed to get rid of, and I didn't know if this was the right time, but I desperately needed it to be. I felt like I couldn't wait any longer.

Luke's hands were rested on my lower back, him holding me close as he started grinding in himself into me, showing me exactly how much I was needed. I moaned into his mouth, my breathing starting to quicken.

After several minutes of breathless kissing, I'd managed slide his pants down his legs. We hadn't taken them all the way off yet, just enough so I could get a better feel of him through the thin material of my romper. Luke had already slid the straps down my arms so it was bunching up at my sides.

I removed my mouth from his to place a few light kisses to his jaw, and I made sure to roll my hips around extra slow just to tease him. My underwear was super damp already, making me extra sensitive.

"Fu-uck," he whimpered. I slowed down a little bit more, and I guess he couldn't take it, because he gripped my waist and tried to get me to stop. I didn't want to though. It felt just as good for me as it did for him. "Kate, please. Baby, do something."

I basically moaned just from his words. He was letting me take control this time, and I honestly didn't know what to do. There was something I'd had on my mind for a while, but I didn't know how he would feel about it.

I decided not to overthink it as I brought my lips back to his. I could feel that he was very aroused because he was thrusting his hips up against me to find any sort of release, grunts and whines leaving his lips every few seconds.

Without putting any thought into it, I unstraddled him and put both my legs on one side of his body. The kiss never broke as I tried to work myself into a better position to help Luke out a little.

I snuck my hand past the waistband of his boxers and he begged once more. His breathing was very shallow as I took him into my hand, pumping ever so slowly. After about thirty seconds, I picked up the pace and even twisted my wrist every so often.

By this time, Luke was a moaning mess, and I could tell he was trying to keep quiet, but I guess he couldn't be silent with all of the pleasure running through him. I tried to keep my lips on his as much as I could to muffle out his noises, but I soon got bored.

I moved on to his neck, sucking on a few different spots, but being extra careful to not leave any marks. The sounds that he was making were so hot, and I was so turned on by them. I needed to start this now before it was too late.

I stopped my movements and kissed up his neck until I was right by his ear. I whispered, "How about we try something new?" and his hips bucked upwards, thrusting himself into my hand in response.

"W-What?" he stuttered, not really knowing what I meant. I took my hand out of his boxers, and groaned at the loss of contact.

"I want to try and top. Is that something you want?" I asked.

When I looked up at him, his lip was caught between his teeth, and his pupils were extremely dilated. I kissed him once on the lips and when I cam back up, I rose an eyebrow, letting him know that my offer was still open.

"Fuck, yes please," he pleaded. That was enough for me to climb back on top of him and reconnect our lips. I smoothly slip my tongue past his parted lips, deepening the kiss while he attempted to remove the romper from my body.

Just as I was about to raise up a little so he could slide the article down my legs, his door swung open.

"Hey, Luke. Lunch is re-" I got off of Luke at lightning speed, and he sat up just as fast. My eyes met with Ben's and then he looked at Luke. My cheeks were flaming, both from our previous acs and from being caught. Ben's eyes scanned the room, the scene in front of him piecing together, before leaving slowly and closing the door back.

Luke was breathing heavily next to my, and I could imagine that I was the same.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" Luke muttered to no one in particular. I understood that he was upset, especially because we were interrupted but also because his oldest brother probably found out about us in the worst way possible.

I climbed off of Luke's bed and pulled the straps off my romper back up my arms, and Luke pulled his pants up and zipped the fly closed.

"It's okay, Luke. Let's just go have lunch and we'll tell them afterwards. Sound like a plan?" I proposed.

"Yeah, c'mon." He huffed and grabbed my hand, leading me out of his bedroom and down the stairs. We stopped by the bathroom so we could wash our hands first, and I noticed that Luke's boner was slowly disappearing. He let my hand go right before we walked in the dining room, and we tried to look as normal as possible.

I took a seat next to Luke, and we were across for Jack and Ben. He kept giving us weird looks, and I tried my best to ignore them. I don't think Luke was doing such a god job though.

I was holding his free hand under the table throughout the whole lunch, and it was shaking so bad the entire time.

Once lunch was finally over, I helped Liz clear the table and clean up a little bit. The whole thing was extremely awkward, but Jack and Luke's parents were oblivious to it. They were all making small talk, which I did most of the participating in.

Luke and Ben were silent for the most part, but spoke every now and then.

After everything was clean, I got Luke to get him brothers from the lounge room. We led them to Luke's bedroom and had them take a seat on his bed. Ben declined, saying that he preferred to stand instead. Luke rolled his eyes, but continued with the plan anyway.

"Why did you bring us up here Luke?" Jack asked curiously.

"Because we have to tell you something," he said shakily. I knew he was more nervous than me, and I would do anything to take it away, but it was now or never, and the sooner he got it over with would be the sooner everything would go back to normal.

"We?" Ben questioned. I had a feeling he already knew what we were going to say. I was sure he did.

"Yes...we," Luke confirmed.

"So, what's up?" Jack asked, crossing his legs and folding his arms across his chest.

"Well," Luke started. He was nervously chewing on his lip, and I gave him a small nod for reassurance. "Kate and I are dating," he rushed out. I took this opportunity to grab his hand, verifying Luke's statement.

"What? Seriously?" Jack's face looked to be one of complete shock and surprise, but a wide smile soon replaced it. Luke nodded. "For how long?"

"A couple months, but we were kind of seeing each other before that," Luke mumbled out the last part, trying to draw as less attention to it as possible.

"So, does that mean that Kate is the girl you lost-" Jack didn't get to finish his question before Luke cut him off.

"Shut up Jack," he ordered, his entire demeanor changing.

"Wait, but before we left the last time you said you were still a vir-" Again, he was cut off.

"I said shut the fuck up, Jack!" Luke yelled. I could see fear in his eyes, and I didn't know why. Ben was standing silently near Luke's dresser, watching this whole thing unfold. The more seconds that passed where the room was silent, was the more confused and curious I became.

I wasn't stupid and I could put together what Jack was about to say both times.

The last time they left was right before I lost my virginity to Luke. If he told his brothers he was still a virgin then, does that mean he was still a virgin when he offered me the lessons? How could he teach me things and not be experienced at the same time? Why did he lie?

I was desperately trying to put two and two together, but it was causing a lump to start to grow in the back of my throat. I felt like I knew exactly what was going on, but I only needed confirmation from the man himself.

"Luke, what is he talking about?"
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A.N// omfg

so if you couldn't already tell, luke's little secret is out. were you expecting that? was it worth the build up?? let me know, let me know!!

alright so i'm gonna go ahead continue this scene in the next chapter which should be up fairly soon.

sorry this is late, school has been giving me a run for my money and i really have to try and make spare time to write between school and being at the gym for the rest of my day...

to be honest, i was getting kind of bored with all of the cute filler & i was in need of some drama so i'm super excited for the next couple chapters

seriously tho, was anyone expecting that to be luke's secret???

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