1. No Control

A.N// *cuddly lucas up top! ALSO THERE IS A REALLY IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE AT THE END SO PLEASE READ!!* new and improved chapter 1! ready set go!
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Kate's POV

It was Friday night and my best friends and I were at a party. We didn't go out all the time, but when we did, it was great.

We'd just come here to have some fun so we could forget about the troubles we'd had at school, and wherever else, in the past week.

I was stood by an island in the kitchen of the house we were in, with a red solo cup between my two hands. It was my first drink of the night, and I was trying to make it last as long as possible, by taking small sips every now and then.  I just stood there alone, staring off into space and occasionally nodding my head to the music that was being played.

All of a sudden, I felt a tug on my arm. I snapped out of my so-called trance and looked up to meet my eyes with a pair of shimmering blue ones. It was one of my best friends, Luke.

As soon as we made eye contact, he gave me a small smile and tilted his head in the direction of the dance floor. I put my cup on the counter, and he dragged me to the dance floor, where he started dancing with me.

I'd met Luke when I was six, and we'd been really close ever since then. I could tell him all of my deep, dark secrets, and he could do the same with me. No one could tear us apart, even if they tried.

Through Luke, I met Calum, Ashton, and Michael. We all became friends fairly quickly, and we were kind of nobodies, but personally, I didn't want to be popular. That seemed too stressful.

We just kind of went to class, and I made sure the boys got their work done. Then, after school we would all hang out together.

I had feelings for Luke, at one point. That was almost a year ago, and now, my feelings had faded, luckily.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when a slow song started to play, and Luke pulled me closer. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck shyly, closing the gap between us.

He placed both of his hands on the small of my back, interlocking his fingers. There was practically no space in between us, so the only thing I could do was stare in his beautiful blue eyes.

He smiled at me, and I spotted a hint of nervousness in his eyes. Why would he be nervous around me? We've known each other for a solid eleven years, so it confused me. Even though I didn't like to admit it to myself, I sort of got nervous around him too.

Luke buried his face in my neck, and I could feel his nose tickle the skin there. This made me shudder. With his steady breaths blowing against my neck, it was almost like the combination of that and him being within such close proximity to me almost made me dizzy.

I tried to focus my attention on something else before I fainted, so I looked around the room. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Calum dancing with a blonde girl. I recognized her from our engineering class at school. He looked straight at me and winked.

I just rolled my eyes at him as Luke's lips had found my jaw. He left small pecks and occasionally sucked on the skin there.

With our hips still moving on the beat of the music, Luke lowered his hands until they were touching my butt. I huffed and used one of my hands to move it back to my waist.

He then removed one of his hands and put it under my chin, tilting my head upward. He stared into my eyes for the longest time that I could've sworn he was trying to get to my soul. I'm not sure at what point we both leaned in, but we were kissing.

This wasn't the first time we'd kissed. In general, we'd kissed three times out of the whole time we'd known each other, and every time felt like the first. After all, he was my first.

His lips moved against mine firmly, but they were incredibly soft. He was being gentle and was getting his point across very well.

He licked and bit my bottom lip, asking for permission to deepen the kiss. I gladly gave it to him by opening my mouth and letting his tongue slip in. I tangled my hands in his hair, tugging on a few strands every now and then, which caused Luke to let out several soft moans.

I didn't know how long we'd been making out. Maybe, two minutes had passed. Five? However long it actually was, it had felt like forever, and to be honest I didn't know how I felt about it. I definitely didn't want to go down that road with him again.

Once we'd pulled away, we were both breathing heavily. I wanted to say something, but nothing came out. The words got stuck inside my throat and it looked like Luke had the same. We stood there for the rest of the song, before Luke finally broke the silence between us.

"I--um," he stuttered and brought his hand to the back of his neck, softly scratching. "Listen, Kate I-"

"Hello lovebirds," Michael interrupted. He pushed us apart and started dancing like a maniac, since the slow song was over.

I then turned on my heels and headed back to the island I was at toward the beginning of the night, hoping my drink was right where I left it and also leaving Luke with Michael.

Once I found the cup with my name marked on it, I sat on a nearby stool and clenched the cup between my two hands.

"What the hell was that?" A very familiar voice asked. It was one of my other best friends, Ashton, who sat down next to me.

"What are you talking about?" I asked in confusion.

"You and Luke?" He said sternly but failed at the attempt to act like my parents when he wiggled his eyebrows and giggled. I just rolled my eyes at him.

"It was just a one time thing. It won't happen again," I said, shrugging. I took a gulp of my alcohol, not even caring about my plan earlier of conserving it.

"Why don't you just give in. I know you like him."

"I do like him," I corrected. "As a friend."

"Bullshit," Calum answered before Ashton could say anything.

"I agree," Michael said, stumbling over, totally out of it. I immediately looked for Luke to see if he was with them, but I didn't see him.

"C'mon Kate," Calum said. He placed one of his hands on my shoulder very dramatically. "We all know you guys like each other,"

"As friends, Cal," I huffed in an annoyed tone.

"Listen to me Katherine, I see right through you"

"Don't can me by my full name, Hood." I cut Calum off and retaliated, giving him a forced giggle to mask my frustration.

Then, I placed my cup back on the counter and turned around expectingly. When no one said anything, but just stared, I spoke up to rid everyone of the seemingly awkward situation.

"I'm going to go look for Luke," I sighed and jumped off my chair.

"Told you," I heard Ashton say as I walked past them.

Sometimes they were so annoying. Sure, it might've been a little dumb of me to kiss Luke, but he kissed me. I didn't want to completely reject him because then I would feel bad.

I gave up on trying to find Luke after about ten minutes of searching. He was probably getting sitting in a random corner or something, and I couldn't help but feel a little worried. When he looked into my eyes, to me, it felt like the entire world stopped spinning and it was just me and him. I could've sworn I saw a hint of something in his eyes for me, but he wasn't completely sober, so what would that have even meant anything?
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An hour later, Michael and Calum were nowhere to be found. They were both probably somewhere making a fool out of themselves, like they always do. I swear I could t take them anywhere, especially if they were acting exceptionally embarrassing.

I was positive that Ashton and Luke were still there, but I just didn't know where. I didn't feel like looking, but I didn't feel like sitting in the corner by myself either. I didn't want to seem like a loner, so I got back up to go and look for the two.

I pushed through the crowd, trying to find them. On my alleged manhunt, instead of successfully trudging my way through the sea of people, I bumped into someone.

"Oh sorry," I said immediately, and I looked up to see a handsome boy staring down at me.

"Don't worry, beautiful," he said and gave me a soft smile. I liked his smile. He had gorgeous, straight, white teeth, and very nice looking lips. "So what's your name?" He asked nosily, shoving his hands deep into his pockets.

"Oh...um, I'm Kate," I answered, running a hand through my hair. "What about you?" I asked right after, attempting to cover up my slight nervousness. I wasn't really one to be smooth on the words. The only boys I could properly talk to were Calum, Ashton, Michael, and Luke. People made me nervous, and if they were boys, that made it worse.

"I'm Thomas," he said smoothly. He then removed his hands from his pockets and started playing with his fingers.

"Well, nice to meet you, Thomas," I said and bit my lip. I stuck my hand out for him to shake, which he gladly accepted.

"Wanna dance?" He asked, still holding on to my hand and staring into my eyes.

I was about to respond, but a voice cut me off. "No, she's going home." Thomas redirected his gaze from my eyes to a pair behind me, and he dropped my hand.

Luke was standing next to me, and he grabbed my hand just as it was being dropped. "Luke, I was having fun!" I shouted through the loud music, while he was pulling me away.

"Party's over. It's late. We have to go home," he responded, heading towards the door of the house.

"Okay, fine, but at least let me get his number. He's cute, and I may never see him again." I begged.

Luke agreed, so I went back over to where Thomas was standing and we exchanged cellphone numbers. When I finally returned back to where Luke had been, which was almost right in front of the exit, he took my hand and pulled me to his car. When I got in, I put on my seatbelt, and Luke did the same as well. Then, I remembered about my other three friends.

"Wait, where are Ash, Mike and Cal?" I asked.

"Probably standing on tables, dancing like idiots, hiding in corners...I don't know," Luke responded as he started the engine.

"Why are you so ready to leave?" I asked. Most of the time, Luke would want to stay really late, and my mom would have to pick me up and take me home. I didn't like being out super late that much,

"Your mum asked me to take you home since she isn't home tonight so I couldn't. She said she would be in from her flight early tomorrow morning though," he explained. That made sense.

"But you're drunk. How're you supposed to drive?" I questioned. He just laughed.

"Babe, I'm not drunk. I'm completely sober. I stopped drinking a couple hours ago because I knew I had to take you home." He was always so responsible, and I loved that about him. If the rest of us were being a little reckless, he would keep us in order. That was only if Ashton couldn't though.

"Always so responsible. Liz should be proud," I joked, causing him to laugh once more.

"Yeah, I try my best," he said, playing along. "So that guy back there...you like him?"

"Well, I don't know him enough yet. I got his number, so we'll see," I told him honestly. I didn't want to jump into things too quickly with someone I'd just met. I needed to take things slow and go at my own pace.

"Okay, just be careful. Alright? I really care about you, and I don't want to see you get hurt."

"I will," I promised him. "Plus, I'm going to make sure nothing happens. I'm still...you know..."

"A virgin?"

"Yeah," I almost whispered.

"And why is that?" He asked teasingly. He looked over at me and smiled before refocusing his attention on the road.

"I just--I guess I'm just scared? I don't know really," I confessed reluctantly. I knew Luke wouldn't laugh at me, but I just couldn't help but feel a little silly. At my age, I was supposed to be mature about this stuff, but the idea freaked me out.

On the other hand, I felt like I was thinking about the idea of sex the wrong way. I could see if it was with a stranger because that might've been scary, but if it was with someone you were totally comfortable with, it shouldn't have been that bad.

I guess I just needed to relax a little and stop thinking about it so hard.

That confession was followed by silence, which was awkward, And it was never awkward between me and Luke.

He snickered and gave me another one of his signature smirks. I just played with my bracelet and chewed on the inside of my lip to try and stop my mind from going into overdrive.

"I can teach you," he said out of the blue. My eyes got wide, and then my eyebrows scrunched together in confusion.

"Teach me what exactly?" I questioned, just to confirm what I thought he meant.

For a few seconds it was quiet. The only thing I could hear was the smooth sounding engine and the tires creating friction with the road. I realized the radio hadn't been on at all during the ride when I thought about it.

"Sex," he finally answered. "I can teach you sex...Anything you want to know." He added on, when I didn't say anything. My head turned towards him and gave him a look of pure shock and confusion. Was this a joke, or was I dreaming? Maybe I was going crazy, but whatever I was feeling, I didn't think he'd be serious.
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A.N// Thanks for reading! I'm Camryn, but you guys can feel free to call me Cam!
It was so nice Alison to hand this book over to me, so don't worry SEX LESSONS WILL BE CONTINUING *phew! you almost gave me a heart attack for a second* I've been reading since it first came out, so I would've been devastated if Ali didn't continue it.
I edited this chapter a lot and added a bunch more detail. I changed some thing around, so I really advise you to re this again.
I will be doing this to all of the chapters and then we will go from there.
I have major plans for this book and it's going to be so fun!! omg also I hope you guys like my writing style because I try.
I have a half day of school tomorrow and for the rest of the week, so I'll try and edit and detail Chapter 2 and 3 tomorrow. I also have Thanksgiving break next week so I should be done editing and detailing and there should be a new chap by next Sunday. *rock sign emoji*
Sorry this is so long but I wanted to introduce myself and all of that so you guys know who I am and that I'll be the one continuing to book.
One last thing: *this book will not just be a bunch of smut. luke will still be teaching her sex and all of that jazz, but it won't be in every chapter IM JUST A KID FOR GODS SAKES but! there will be just enough to satisfy you all's dirty mind WHERES THE HOLY WATER JESUS
I guess that's it! Thanks in advance for your support I love you all so much!!
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Of course I'm going to continue & I hope y'all will keep reading so bye
WAIT! if you have any questions you can reach me on Twitter @zapmikerowave and I'm a girl btw just in case anyone was wondering

Love you's!!
-Cam :-*
P.S I am helping my friend Kimille out with her Niall fic if anyone is interested. Her @ is @_woahniall_ and the fic is called Thinking Of You
So yeah that's really it his time bizips (bye in Camryns world lolz #sorrynotsorry)

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