It's the great Hall ceremony  dinner and an owl soars through the air,  landing in front of Snape. It was a deep brown barn owl. Just like everyone's. It dropped a small brown envelope in front of him. Snape glanced at it and rolled his eyes, picking the envelope and shooing the bird away. You look at Snape for a second before going wide eyed and looking back at your food.Your best friend and cousin Draco peers over at you curiously.
"You alright?" He asked with a raised brow, turning from his food.Snape opens it and scans over the letter, a soft pink hue appearing on his cheeks. He glanced around, not sure what to think. You nodded and blushed, turning to look at Draco.

"Yeah this pumpkin juice is just....spiccyy." You said with an awkward chuckle. You remember the letter you had sent out this morning to him.

"Dearest professor,  I've been finding myself staring at you longingly in the hall more then usual.  When I answer correctly in class I pray that you'll show me some affection but just a nod. The others see you as cruel and unkind. I think you're wonderful and just broken. I want to fix you.  I know you'll just be appalled if you know who I am so I'll stay anonymous.  I wish you knew how special you are

Sincerely ever yours,

A 7th year Slytherin student"

Snape blushed ever so softly and tucked it into his robes;saving it for later. He looked up as Dumbledore stepped forward onto the podium.

" I have a few words I'd like to say; Gumdrop, Futterwaken, Hutterbuckle, flimflam. Now, few things I'd like to announce, we have a new D.A.D.A teacher Professor Remus Lupin."Everyone clapped respectfully, you can help smiling at Snape's blushing face.  "So Malfoy, how's your boyfriend?" (Harry is not out yet) Draco blushed and shoved you. "Shut up! I swear to God I will avada cadavra the fuck out of you."

Lupin waved and smiled awkwardly, nervous about if anyone knew.Harry glanced at Malfoy, smirking at his red face.

"Next, Professor Burtons is ill, so we have a substitute. Professor Luna moon, will do Care for Magical Creatures for Atleast a month." Luna stood and waved softly, smiling softly at the students. She was obviously well endowed, curvy yet plump beneath her royal purple robes. She had mousy brown hair that was tucked up into a loose bun, stray hair falling out around her large glasses.

You teased Draco jokingly, watching Snape leave with shy embarrassment, claiming to be ill. Snape quickly strode to his chambers, repeating the letter over in his head. How odd.., You blushed and excused yourself to go to bed, finishing your dinner. You felt like you might as well get some good sleep in . Snape hid in his room, leaning against his door blushing darkly.

As you walked down the corridor, your shoes clicked against the floor. It was curious while dinner was around for anyone to be down in the dungeons.

Snape tilted his head as he heard the clicks echo, poking out of his room. He spotted you,"Shouldn't you be at Dinner,Black?" He despised the name Black. You stopped with a bit of worry but happiness in your eyes,  looking at the floor.  "I...I came to lay down sir. I don't feel well I have a horrible migraine." Snape gave a soft, "ah well carry on then."

You nodded and blushed slightly,  smiling to yourself and looking at snape for a minute too long before walking away to your room

Snape went back into his chambers, pulling the letter out once more,"Who are you.."

You smiled to yourself and sat in the common room with your journal and pen, writing out your next note. Snape sighed and sat down,"How peculiar.."

You noticed people entering the room and climbed up the steps to finish your letter in peace. You smiled and listened to everyone come back, finishing your letter.You grin and reread it carefully.

Dearest professor,

You look so startled after reading my letter at dinner tonight and leaving.  Did I embarrass you or make you feel shy? I enjoyed seeing your gorgeous presence one last time before bed. I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable. If you want to write back,  send it back with the owl with my next note. I promise I will get it.  Till potions class,Sincerely yours, Your admirer.

Snape sat quietly at his desk assorting papers for classes on monday, a big white ball hovering over him. His window was splayed open, warm winds rolling in.You smiled and sent it away, ordering the owl to stay with him till the letter was read and it was dismissed. Snape looked up as the owl swooped into his room, he opened it and read it over. He grabbed a parchment, and his quill.

Dear Admirer,

As a professor I advise you this is very sweet but very so frowned upon. Now as a man, I find this very flattering. I suppose since you are a student you will be in my classes on monday, if so, I'll see then and hopefully you may reveal to me who you are. I am very curious to find out whom you are.

Sincerly,
Professor Severus Snape

You got the letter smiled,  tucking it in your journal and closing it with the binding strand. "Should I write back?"You smiled and blushed,  writing a small note;

How will I know you won't reject me? I don't suppose you're into men.  And what if I want you to figure out who I am professor?

Severus smirked as he received the note and wrote back immediately;

Well you're not female, and I'm gay. Not an issue.

You bit your lip and smiled.

I wonder what your amorentia smells like professor? I'll see you in class tomorrow.

Wishing to be with you,
Admirer

You sprayed a bit of your Cologne and enchanted it with a kiss mark that would fly out to kiss him. You were very advanced. Snape recieves it and blushes darkly, sniffing softly  and gasping in surprise as the letter kissed him. He dropped the letter moments after as McGonagall had loudly knocked on his door. The mouth on the letter smirked but dissappeared. You weren't good enough to make it last. You sat up happily in your bed,  sighing to yourself

Snape and McGonagall talked for a moment, Snape beyond embarrassed. Seems like Professor McGonagall has found one of your letters.

You hear them fighting and smirk, walking to the potions room and knocking on the door. "Hey I heard shouting is everything ok? It's a little loud." You were red faced and obviously happy.

Snape looked over at you in surprise and opens the door,"Yes yes everything is fine. It's late, back to your dorm."

Your eyes glinted happily at Severus as a breeze drifted by, your Cologne drifting through.  "Alright well. Professor snape, are my grades ok?"

Professor Snape paused, sniffing the air and looking at you. "...come in and we'll discuss it.."
You nodded and smiled,  wrapping your night robes around you as you sit down, waiting for McGonagall to leave. McGonagall walked out and left the two of you alone, heading to bed.

You coughed and adjusted in your seat, shifting nervously as you felt your heart race, sitting in front of this beautiful man

"Your grades, are awful."Snape said flatly, the soft pink hue over his cheeks beginning to disappear. Your slight smile dropped and you nodded. "I know professor. I really try my best but I get so flustered over the testing and I can't get the temperature right to brew the potions specific to the lesson. I'm also failing muggle studies. Not that I don't know alot about them just the reading is impossible

Another draft from Snapes fan blew by, your Cologne spreading through the room.
Snape caught the whif, pink hue spreading once more. "Write me a list of everything you would like help in, and I will see what I can do." He just needed to see his hand writing, and that would confirm it.
You nodded softly and dipped your quill in ink, writing in small swooping letters on parchment

1. Potion brewing temperature
2. Muggle literature
3. Steps to write a proper essay
4. Keeping calm during a test
5. Memorizing

Snape smirked and it clicked,but he chose not to say anything."Simple enough yet you still seem to fail. Easy fix, you need a tutor. I, as a proper professor, will do it. Saturdays, and Wednesdays after dinner you will meet me here."You nodded and smiled to yourself softly. Hours and hours you get to be with Severus. How could he not recognize your hand writing though?

Severus handed you some papers,"Here. Study these, these will help you. And (Y/N), do fix your cologne. I think some other boy in your dorm has been using it."He said slyly, smirking but not saying anything.You nodded and blushed,  feeling a bit hurt, completely oblivious to Snapes expression. You were too afraid you'd make an ungodly noise if you looked at him (SCREEEEECCHH) "I will sir. I'm sorry if the scent bothers you.  What scents do you like professor? If we are going to spend so much time together."

Snape sighed softly and rolled his eyes,"You..We'll discuss this later. Off to bed, it's past curfew."
You manage to look at Severus and smile.  "Alright.  I'll see you tomorrow then professor. Oh um, I hope you're not still ill from dinner. Good night." You blush and walk out
Snape smirked softly and chuckled, closing the door and popping off to bed.