Hansol waited impatiently as he sat on the chair in the hospital room where you were placed. He kept glancing at you and hated himself. All this time you were suffering and he didn't know. To make things worse, he cheated on you and was blaming you.

"Hey, I just talked to the doctors. She's gonna be fine but she has to stay in the hospital for a few weeks to receive treatment", Dino said as he entered the room.

"I don't know why she didn't tell me. We've been going out for a while now. How come I didn't notice?", Hansol said, covering his face with his hands.

"She was afraid you'll see her as weak. She told me. I tried convincing her to tell you and to receive treatment as soon as possible but she didn't want to. She made me promise not to tell", Dino said.

"What? You knew? How could you not tell me??", Hansol said, standing up from the chair.

"It wasn't my place to tell you. Anyways, she was my friend first. She's still my friend. So I don't think you should be here", Dino said.

"I'm her boyfriend-"

"Not anymore. When she wakes up, she's not gonna want to see you. All she did was love you and how did you repay her? By sleeping with someone else. Do you really want her heart to weaken when she sees you. All she's gonna be reminded of when she sees your face is you shoving your tongue down someone else's throat. I'm just protecting her from anything and anyone that'll make her condition worse", Dino said.

Hansol glanced at you and then back at Dino. He didn't want to leave you there but is it true that you'll feel that way? Of course you would.

"I can't leave her", Hansol said.

"Listen..you don't need to leave the hospital. You can wait in the waiting room with the rest of them. I'll talk to her when she wakes up and if she's wants to see you then I'll go get you", Dino said.

Hansol sighed and grabbed his things before heading towards the waiting room.

~~~

You woke up an hour later. Your head was killing you and your chest hurt. The first person you saw was Dino who was smiling softly at you while holding your hand.

"Hey. How are you feeling?", he asked.

"Horrible. Everything hurts", you said, rubbing your eyes.

"I know. The doctors said if something like this happens again, you'll be getting surgery and there will be a 40% of you getting better. Try to rest", he smiled.

"Where's Hansol?", you asked.

"He's in the waiting room. He's really worried about you", he said.

"..is it true? That he slept with someone else?", you asked.

"(Y/n), you need to rest-"

"I want to know!", you said, getting frustrated.

"Okay, just calm down. Anymore stress on your heart and you'll get a heart attack. When I confronted him, he didn't really deny it. I was telling him that maybe it's best if both of you go your separate ways. You don't need that kind of stress in your life", he said.

"I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hate him. Why would he do that to me?", you asked, tears threatening to spill.

"I don't know. Just rest a bit more and if you make your decision, let me know", he softly smiled and patted your hand.

~~~

You were slowly eating the food that the nurse brought you. You weren't in the mood to eat, especially since you decided to talk with Hansol. When you heard a knock on the door, you glanced for a second before returning to your food.

"Hey, how are you feeling?", Hansol asked, carefully walking into the room.

"Well my boyfriend cheated on me and it made my heart weaker. What do you think?", you asked, rolling your eyes.

"I'm really sorry (y/n). I'm not asking to be forgiven. I know what I did was wrong and I still blamed you for it. I'll understand if you don't wanna see me again", Hansol said.

"Well I don't. I really don't want to see you. And I don't think I can be near you. I really loved you Hansol but I did nothing wrong that made you go out and betray my trust", you said.

"(Y/n), did you even trust me at all? You didn't tell me about your condition. And you didn't even let me have a word in you studying abroad", he said.

"Because it's my life! You never asked me about how I felt about you going on tour for a few months but I still supported you! How come you couldn't do the same? Huh?!", you began to yell.

"(Y/n), calm down-"

"Calm down?! How can I calm down when you're blaming me for this?? It's not my fault! It's not my-", you felt pain on your chest and suddenly everything turned black.

"I need help in here!", Hansol yelled as he heard the machine beep repeatedly.

The nurses came into the room and tried to revive you. They escorted Hansol out of the room so they can do their job. He was watching through the small window that the door had. After a few tries, the doctors realized you weren't coming back. They called time of death, causing Hansol to scream at them to keep going. Some of the guys had to pull him away. Most of them couldn't believe that you were gone. Hansol was never gonna forgive himself.