~Confused, Misused, and Abused. Nobody truly knows what you go through but yourself. Nobody can actually feel what had happened to you, your pain can't become theirs. No matter what, they might have been in the same situation, but theirs doesn't feel the same as yours~

|Kaileon|Pov|

"Aye mane hol' up right quick cause I been missing out on hella shit lately. I'm still tryna see who this damn giraffe is Moneybagg fuckin. "  I'd be lying if I said Jeremiah had a filter.  Finally after a confusing day of school, KC, Chris and I arrived at Miah's place around five thirty.

The strangest thing happened, too. Normally I'd be at home thirty minutes after school, because Mel never liked me going out on my own. But, I texted my mom asking if it was okay, I mean I had a car. She sent me a laughing emoji saying, "Why are you asking me if you could go out, as long as you're safe, and not getting STDs it's cool with me. "

It was crazy! What black parent does that!? I shake my head a bit leaning into the soft couch I was sitting on. Chris was eating his fifth bag of Cheetos, his eyes barely open, and phone loosely in hand. Miah was running his mouth, while he held a blunt between his lips, and a spatula in his hand.. Yes, he was cooking. KC was sitting next to me.  His arms we're stretched out, one actually around my shoulder if you look at it that way. He had a blunt in between his fingers while blowing smoke rings out his mouth.  As you can guess, hopefully, they're high. High as hell actually. I didn't know how to smoke, nor do so I didn't bother. KC was warm though. One look at his toned chest displayed the steady rhythm of his breathing as it moved up and down. He looked down at me as my eyes finally reach his.  "Wanna hit? " He asked. A smirk on his face. I shake my head.  "N-No thanks,  I'm driving. " He snorted, then burst out laughing like his life depended on it. What's so funny?

"It's not getting you drunk, Red. You can get high,  eat shit up,sleep that shit off and then go home if you want. " I shake my head. He whined and sat down the blunt in a nearby ash tray. He wrapped his arms around my body, his face buried into my neck as I held back a gasp. "Come onnn, " He dragged. "Just one time,  I swear you'll love it. "  He started placing kisses in places I'd never imagined KC touching, unless he was choking me as he always did. I gasped and pulled away from his arms.  I look around the room seeing Chris sleep with Cheeto crumbs surrounding  the corner of his mouth. Mich was aggressively eating a grilled cheese and watching us intensely. "Y'all gon fuck? " He asked, as if he was hoping we were!  Then I forgot that he was bisexual,  and he was extremely kinky.

"N-No!  " I semi-yelled. I didn't want to  wake Chris. KC grabbed my waist and pulled me down on top of him. "He-Hey!"

He smiles up at me then bites down on his lip. He grabs my chin gently pulling me down so our faces were centimeters apart
"Get high with me. " He said.

|Kaileon|Pov|

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Sh-Shit, slow down. " I groan out against KC's lap. He chuckled and continued at his pace. I whimper and grip at his arm,  while I hold the small roach in my other hand.

(Y'all know what a roach is in weed term if you black as hell)

"Hold on I'm almost there. " He laughs, then bites down on his lip as he looks at me .  I blush turning my head to the other side. Yes, my head was in his lap, but only because I'm seeing a lot of random things. I pass the rest of the blunt back as he finally stops at the nearest store. I let out a breath of relief knowing I made it without dying. He was driving so fast...
"Ight so I'mma order this damn good ass pizza and wings, you go grab some snacks n shit. " I nod and head into the store with KC close behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck as we walked in. The store was huge. It was one of those 'small on the outside, big on the inside' type of places. By the time I got to the chip aisle, I regretted my decision getting high with KC. All I saw were a mix of green, purple, and orange colors all swirling around and around. I was stuck for a while, just standing there looking into 'space'. I guess you could say I was hypnotized.

"I can't send you to do shit, huh? " KC grabbed my arm and pulled my into him. "I can't see. " I stated. He starts to laugh  and then he wipes my eyes a bit. Like that helped..

"You'll get used to it. " He said. Suddenly my body is lifted and over  his shoulder. "You can wrap your legs around me if you want, but we gon be making hella trips from the aisles and back. "

"Okay." I wrap my legs around his waist and let him carry me from aisle to aisle and finally back into the car were I fell asleep.

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