Gauri was still thinking about what went wrong between them. He was there in the house, in the room but not with her. Days have been passed but still she had not seen his face properly. Every time she asked someone about him the answer was that he is working in the studio on one of his projects. Gauri, still never interfered in his work after the exhibition incident because she was still scared of everything going wrong. What if the history repeats itself? What if she takes him down once more? Though she knows english now but still she didn't accompanied him became she was not sure of her. 

And this was even more hurtful when he was not even sharing his words or thoughts now. The distance always effected her. Though she knows that he needs time to analyse things and being Omkara it's more important for him to do things in a correct way but it was hurting her. She knew that she must have told him everything at the first place but somehow things always went wrong. It was not like she didn't wanted to or she didn't tried but then it was not in her favour whenever she decided to do it. After he left her that day she was always afraid that she would loose him if he came to know her truth. Truth that she was sold, truth that she was an orphan, truth that she was not even accepted by her own parents. 

What if he leaves again? What if she was dragged out of his life again like she was before? When he didn't talk to her after merely knowing her age than how would he react when he gets to know all this? Only questions and no answers she had. Being in a relationship where non of them know anything about each other except their names and few other things it was not easy to analyse the other move. Though she knows that he would not do anything wrong but an assurity was never given to her. Yes, he said that he loves her and she believed him whole heartedly, but then she needed his words... She wanted him to tell her.

"Gauri bhabhi... Chai... Aapki chai jal rahi hai Bhavya shouted. "Bhabhi... Gauri bhabhi she came out of her thoughts. "Haan Bhavya she said. "Kya hua bhabhi? Is there any problem? Bhavya placed one of her hands on Gauri's shoulders. "Nahi kuch nahi... Nothing happened she answered. "There is something wrong... You not paying attention to cooking is not possible Bhavya was adamant. "I don't know Bhavya... He is not talking these days... Roz raat ko der se aate hain aur kuch nahi nahi bolte she said teary eyed. "Unko time chahiye hoga bhabhi... He needs to analyse things. You know that, you know how he is Bhavya tried to calm her down. "Nahi Bhavya... What if everything went wrong? What if things didn't go straight? What if he didn't agreed? her insecurities spoke. "He loves you bhabhi... Don't worry give him some time Bhavya said. "But I don't know again her insecurities. "Bhabhi don't think stupid... He loves you and only you she exclaimed.

"What is going on girls? Kya kar rahi hain meri behne? Shivaay entered the kitchen. "Dekhiye naa bhaiya, Gauri bhabhi is crying Bhavya told Shivaay. "Gauri... What happened? he asked in a concerned tone. "Bhaiya he is not talking... Not listening... Hume nahi pata hum kya karein... Hume nahi samajh aa raha hai she hugged him crying. "Gauri, listen to me... He just needs time... he caressed her hairs trying to calm her down. "Bohot Dar lag raha hai bhaiya hume... Hum kya Kare she hiccupped between her sobs. "Gauri... Believe me... I know my brother... and mind me he would not at all like you crying he tried to calm her down. Gauri believed her bade bhaiya and most importantly her Omkaraji but still she needed words.

Shivaay Singh Oberoi never says anything without confirmation. If he knows he is right only then he promises. So was in this case... He knew what Omkara thinks right now

Omkara was sitting beside the pool with his legs dipped in water sipping a juice. "Omkara, what are you doing here? Shivaay called him out. "Oh Shivaay Tu hai... aa naa baith he tapped the floor beside him. "What happened Om, you should go and sleep... It's already late... Shivaay sat beside him. "Yeah... I am going he answered gulping the juice. "Gauri ko ignore kyun kar raha hai Tu? he asked  directly. "What?! he was shocked at the sudden question. "You know I don't know how to play with words as you do... So come on tell me why are you ignoring her? he asked again. "Eisa... Eisa kuch nahi hai Shivaay he moved his eyes to water.

"Omkara don't hide things from me...you know how I can understand what you both feel he could feel Omkara trying to avoid him, he was the big brother, he knew how Omkara feels and reacts at times. "Omkara answer he asked again. "It's nothing Shivaay, believe me Omkara said. "Omkaraaa he glare at him. "Okay I will tell you he huffed as Shivaay raked his fingers through his hair in the SSO way smiling. "I don't know Shivaay... I am just not able to face her. It's not like I am avoiding her but I am afraid to even talk to her. I know many times I have been the reason of her tears and now too. I know that she must be crying at my attitude, at my ignorance, but I don't know what to do. I just  don't want to complicate things even more... I don't want to make her sad for life he answered.

"But you know you have to face her right? You just can't leave her like anything right? You have to talk to hurt Om Shivaay placed his hands on his shoulder. "I know I have to face her but before that there is a lot of homework to be done he said. "What do you mean by homework? Shivaay asked. "Dil ki baatein bataya nahi karte Shivaay... Jab dil bolta hai toh khamosh reh ke sirf use sunte hain... Yeh jo dil hai naa... Yeh sirf Uski hi baat karta hai... Toh main vohi kar raha hun no isne kaha... Bas he kept moving his legs in water.

"Par tere dil ne kya kaha Om? Shivaay was desperate and waiting was actually not an SSO thing. "Uske Cheshre pe Muskaan lane ko kha hai... Uske ankhon se aasu hatane ko kaha hai... Uski zindagi she gam mitane ko kaha hai he answered. "Tu kya Karnein jaa raha hai Om? Shivaay asked. "Khojne jaa raha hun Shivaay... Kuch unsuljhe raaz dhundhne hain... Kuch paheliyaan suljhani hain... Kuch tukde jodne hain... Puri karni hai aapni zindagi... pura karna hai uska saath... Pura karna hai apna rishta, voh rishta jo Maine apna toh liya  par yeh bul gaya ki usme ab bhi kuch khamiyan,kuch kamiyaan, kuch tukde hain, kuch adhoore panne hain jinko sametna hai... He answered.

"Itna bole aap par meri kuch samajh nahi aaya O Rudra joined them. "Tumhe samajhna zaroori bhi nahi hai... Yeh Om Ka matter hai... Aur voh janta hai ki use kya karna hai Shivaay said. "Arrey haan toh Mr buddhe... aap Hume bataenge ki kaise lag raha hai achanak hue iss khulase ke baad Rudra mimicked a reporter. "Shut up Rudra Shivkara said in chorus. 

Omkara returned to his room late that night finding his chirraiya sleeping. He sat down near her and started caressing her hair. "Pata hai Gauri... Kitna sukoon milta hai tumhara chehre pe yeh muskurahat dekh kar... Pata hai kitna achcha lagta hai jab tum mere saath hoti ho, ladti Ho, chillati ho, jhagadti Ho, hasti ho, bolti ho... Pata hai tum kitna bolti ho... Bohot bolti ho tum... Par haan tum jitna bolti ho utni  hi mere andar chal raha toofan shaant hota hai... Utni hi meri zindagi se andhera kaam hota hai... Pata nahi ki yeh sab kabse hua... Par ab jeene ki wajah Ho tum meri Gauri he confessed.