So, today, my mom went to conferences at school.

It usually takes 1 hour and 30 minutes for one child, and she has three, so it took about three-and-a-half hours for her to get back.

She told us that the teachers said we all did good, and then went on to tell us about grades.

The only person she told grades to was me.

All she said was that I have a C in two classes. Not any of the good ones- she didn't even mention those. And she didn't even speak of grades to my siblings.

She told my sister, "You have no missing work in any classes, and it's usually done right! I'm so proud. And in your technology class, your teacher is going to use your documentary as an example for the other classes!"

She then turned to my brother, and said, "all of your teachers say you are very smart, and get a lot of good grades! You never have any homework, and you have great grades!"

She didn't tell me anything good about my grades, or anything, in that matter. She just said, "you have some missing work two classes, and need to get your grades higher."

She said nothing good, at all, about me.

My brother has trouble controlling his emotions sometimes, and gets frustrated, and angry at things if he doesn't get it. So, what did my mom do? She told me that I do the exact same time, and said that's what my teachers said.

I may look upset, but do I ever really show it? Well, yeah. I do sometimes sigh, and try to figure it out, and ask for help. So that's considered "An angry attitude that we need to fix"?

I don't even fucking know. Apparently it is, so I'm trying to fix it???

So, basically, my mom didn't tell me anything good about what my teachers said about me- at all.

It's just so fucking annoying, when my parents say everything good about my other siblings, and all she says about me is that I have to get my grades up, when my siblings grades are probably even worse.

So, basically, I've had a pretty shit day, and this bullshit doesn't make it even better.

I'm going to go listen to Bo Burnham and try not to have an anxiety attack about random bullshit that I over react over now

Bye