Chapter 88: My final decision

           Yoongi snapped out of his own thoughts and looked at the pup slowly approach the alpha, it was odd for the two-year-old pup to approach the alpha since he wasn't that close to Min Yoongi like always. Yoongi gazed at the pup wearing a baggy T-shirt as he then took out a sleep attire outfit with trains decorated in every stitch onto the matching top and bottoms of the light blue pajamas. “Look, Ju-won… I made sure to get you ones with trains. I didn't want you wearing that while you were here… So, I purchased many outfits for you in these two bags.” Yoongi said nonchalantly. Taehyung then looked at the pup and back at Yoongi as a tear threatened to fall from the lovely moment he felt from this.

             In Taehyung's mind, he believed his own husband was opening up to the thought of having pups. It's been awhile since that conversation was brought up and Taehyung only wondered if it was a perfect time to think about it now while they still took care of the young beta in their house. “Do you love it?” Taehyung questioned as the pup nodded his head in awe of the clothes he was given. Even the two-year-old was surprised he was spoiled by Yoongi himself. They weren't close, but it was the thought that counts. “How about we wash you up and then get you into these pajamas? You can sleep with us every night!” Taehyung claimed happily as Yoongi sat there; gawking in silence while he watched how the pup giggled and made a big smile that always carried a hint of tears wanting to fall from his round and glistening, almond shaped eyes. “Let's do it then! Ah, Yoongi did you bring him diapers?”

            “Thought of it.” Yoongi said and took out the pack of diapers from the bag while Taehyung then carried the pup into his arms. “I knew we were running out anyways. Getting the small pack won't help.”

            “Thank you, my love!”

           “Taehyung… I know you changed his diaper yesterday… But, I think it's better to leave him at an adoption center if his parents are nowhere to be found… If his parents are taking forever to respond… Then, maybe Ju-won doesn't have parents…” Yoongi said as the pup was oblivious to the conversation and only giggled while looking down at the many clothes within the bags Yoongi set on the couch.

           “I-It's not safe to assume it… We'll wait for a call. Don't even tell me to tweet about it because there will be imposters who will pretend to be his parents to please me.” Taehyung added on and carried the pup to the bathroom as Yoongi growled under his breath in frustration and rolled his hair back.

            “Taehyung, he's too much work for the both of us! We both have work tomorrow, how will we manage?” Yoongi asked as Taehyung scoffed after and stopped within the bathroom to look back and still hold the young beta in his arms like he refused to put him down for a second.

             “I'll watch over him while I'm on set! That's it… No more arguing, I need to take Juie a shower.” Taehyung replied as Yoongi stood at the end of the hall watching Taehyung set the pup down. Before Yoongi could say anything else, Taehyung then looked back and closed the door shut. At times, the beta just didn't want to hear Yoongi constantly telling him to hand the pup over to adoption services since he knew well that Ju-won would be miserable. Taehyung understood if Ju-won had no parents, he'll have to be sent to adoption services… But, he held on. The older beta held onto the pup and waited for the officers to tell them when Ju-won is needed at an adoption center. Only then, that'll mean he's just an orphan waiting for no one. However, something in the beta sparked and Taehyung just knew that maybe, Ju-won was the pup he always wanted to raise.

           Yoongi glared at the door and balled up his fist just looking back at how Taehyung closed the door. He only tried to pitch in ideas on sending the pup away since Yoongi knew he couldn't raise a pup. He was scared actually, the responsibility still hasn't caught up to him and he treated Ju-won like a stranger. Not really building up a nice relationship because he knew deep down that Ju-won was only temporary and once he goes, a part of Taehyung would go too; but that part of Yoongi's husband would be missing and that's the longing of raising a pup. With Yoongi, Taehyung couldn't experience that feeling since his alpha held back time to time. It's not that Yoongi despised having pups running around; he was only scared that raising one with little love would cause the pup to grow apart and too much love, would create a monster. He just didn't know what was enough when it came to raising pups as young as Ju-won.

           After Taehyung washed the pup and changed him into his sleep attire, he laid in bed with the pup sleeping in-between the couple as they all wore their sleep attires. Yoongi wearing his usual, black silk, matching pajamas and Taehyung wearing a red sleeved shirt and loose black bottoms to sleep since he got his old sleep attire drenched by the pup constantly moving around in the shower. The couple was still awake as the pup was fast asleep. Taehyung knew his husband was awake and only let out a sigh while gazing at the backside of his own husband facing the other side of the room.

          “Yoongi… I'm sorry for shutting the door right in front of you and I'm sorry for not speaking to you even after washing Ju-won. I just get too worried about him… The thought of putting him to an adoption center is bad for me and him alone. Yoongi, did you see how helpless and weak he was yesterday when we were shopping for groceries? He was tired… Tired of walking around and finding strangers to call his parents and his eyes were weary. But, he smiled through each and every betrayal he was given and kept looking. Neglecting him now is something I can't do… I just can't. If or not he has parents, please try to help me sometimes. I need you… How could I function without you?”

                “Taehyung… Honey… Darling, if his parents are out there and left him at the grocery store, then that means he was abandoned…” Yoongi spoke and sighed while Taehyung looked down at the pup after.

              “W-Why would they do that to him..?”

               “There could be many reasons. Maybe they couldn't take care of him or… They looked at him as a disappointment. Other than that, the more he stays here waiting for them, the more he ceases to exist. We have nothing of his documents and only know his personal name and generation name. No family name written on his sticker when we first saw him. If we give him off to the adoption center, they'll find his documents and find his parents for that alone. Then-”

              “We'll adopt him… Right?” Taehyung whispered and reached over the pup to reach to Yoongi's hand in silence. “Please… I've always wanted a pup… At least one… I'm not getting any younger here…” Taehyung begged while he kept gazing at the silhouette of his alpha under the pale moonlight shining beyond the silk curtains. “Don't say-”

             “No.” Yoongi answered and it broke his heart to finally say it too. “You know how I feel about this and you know I just can't bring myself to care after a pup.” Yoongi added and got up after he felt his own husband loosen his grip on his hand. “Tae, I don't want to fight with you… I don't want to hurt you anymore even if I haven't even punished you.” Yoongi whispered and sat on the edge while he then looked back to see Taehyung sitting up too and the pup still sleeping with his head resting on Yoongi's pillow.

             “Yoongi, how would you feel if you were in his shoes?”

              “Nothing… Because in any position I step in, I'll suffer with any decision. I don't have to be in his position to see it. I-It's my decision. I have a say in this life too, Taehyung…. Don't I?”

              “You'll learn to love him… Please.. Please!” Taehyung begged and cupped his own face. “Yoongi, what are you so scared about? He's only a pup, we'll make time for him I swear!”

              “I'm just scared I'll be the worst at taking care of him. You may not see it, but the way someone raises a pup affects their future actions and I worry too much I might be the worst and he'll grow far if we adopt him.” The alpha whispered and rolled his hair back to keep it there and expose his forehead longer. None of them was upset. It was only a conversation in a calm tone to it all. Keeping it down since the two of them didn't want to traumatize the pup if he wakes up to see the two fighting. “I don't want to raise him badly. He deserves parents that could do it together..”

        After Yoongi confessed his thoughts on the matter, Taehyung got up and walked over to his husband's side of the bed to sit down next to him and bring him into a hug where Yoongi rested his head on his beta's shoulder. “I hate that you forget you're married to me… You act like you'll be the one raising the pup on your own.” Taehyung whispered and took Yoongi's hand off his hair and held it with his. “I'm here and so far, you're not doing a good job on raising him while he's here. Once you open up to him, you'll see… Then he won't feel nervous around you when he really wants to be happy.” Assured Taehyung and locked his hands around Yoongi's right hand while focusing his beautiful eyes with his husband's. “Please raise him with me… Please adopt him with me… You'll see how great we'll be… How perfect we'll be...”

              Yoongi took a moment and glanced at the pup. Locking his eyes at Ju-won and then making a slight smile after and nodded his head. “Let's give this a try.” Answered the alpha as Taehyung then nodded quickly after. Hugging his soulmate tightly in his arms and kissing him happily at the good news that filled his ears entirely with glee.

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              By morning, Jungkook grabbed a pillow and suddenly threw it down on Jimin's face to wake his omega up. The alpha was already dressed in his black leather jacket, black matching jeans and timberlands too. The alpha kept his shades on and tilted his head to see that his omega was still counting sheep. “Ah! Wake up, babe! We'll be late for the visit to the clinic!” Jungkook continued as he then rose up the pillow once more and hit Jimin's shoulder; instantly waking him up from his deep sleep.

             “Jungkook! You know that I'm pregnant and I'll be sleeping longer! Ugh… I just never expected it to start hitting so suddenly. For Minho, my cravings and sleep hours kicked in after the first six weeks. It's only four now! So early…” Jimin told the alpha as Jungkook dropped down right next to his omega as Jimin then pulled the alpha's shades off and giggled after. “Where's my Min-Min?”   

           “At Namjoon's house. Clinic, now. We need to get back soon.” Jungkook demanded. Standing up to stretch after. “Someone… Is coming with us today.” Jungkook said as Jimin rose a brow and got up from the bed only wearing an oversized shirt over his white briefs.

           “Who is it?” Jimin wondered and just by the glare his husband gave, he knew who it was. “Joo-Ho? Oh… Well? He's the bodyguard. Can't blame him for wanting to start his first day to see what it would be like.” Jimin looked at the bright side as Jungkook then scoffed and shook his head after.

           “No one told him we needed him today. This man is as clingy as Kyunsji himself...” Jungkook hissed and folded his arms while putting his shades back on to hide his temper. Jimin knew it was just a misunderstanding and that the alpha alone showed up to display how great he'll be for the job in the future.

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