Chapter 74: Face me
“W-What the fuck are you doing to me…?” Hoseok asked into a whisper and kept cupping his mouth while the beta finally stood up and began to panic. “W-WHY?” Hoseok questioned into a shout and looked back to see the beta as Taehyung began to tear up.
“I-I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking! W-Where's Yoongi?” Taehyung said in worry while he glanced out the window to see that Yoongi's car was already gone. “Y-Yoongi…” Taehyung cried to himself silently while Hoseok was still looking back at the feeling he always wanted, but not like this.
“I-I tried so hard to get over you… Then you drag me back and make me want you! C-Can't you see? The pain you caused me?” Hoseok asked while Taehyung kept looking out the window to no one. “Look at me!” Hoseok demanded as Taehyung finally looked back to see the alpha in tears. “Y-You know I can't have you… You know how hard it was for me to move on and only now, you make me want you… Why do you hurt me so much? All I ever wanted was for us to live different lives but you led me back to it..”
“I'm sorry… I said I was sorry! I didn't know w-what I was doing! Please.. Please help me…” Taehyung begged as Hoseok turned his head away and looked at the ground. Allowing the last tear to fall as Taehyung began to feel horrible through it all. He had no idea and their minds alone weren't in the right state during the heat of the moment. “Please… I kn-know it must have been hard but I-I couldn't stop myself…” The beta begged and begged until Hoseok took a moment in silence. Taehyung couldn't even bear how much pain he caused and only stood there with shame once meeting his glimpse down at his wedding ring he shared with Yoongi. “I-I need to go to him… Take me there. I need to see him. That's all I'm asking.” The beta continued as Hoseok looked at the ground and finally focused on Taehyung.
“I.. May have been against the two of you for so long… I may have thought of a world with you and me alone. I even moved on and only now, it hurts to let you go once more.” Hoseok added and Taehyung only kept looking at his own wedding ring in guilt. Unexpectedly, Taehyung heard the sound of Hoseok's car keys chime and he only looked up once more to see Hoseok holding his own car keys. “But, I just have to learn to be lonely. Just because I'm suffering doesn't mean you should too. I'll take you to him.”
Taehyung gawked at the alpha holding up the keys and let out a relieved sigh as he smiled after. Knowing well that Hoseok was going to help him now. The two left together and Taehyung couldn't help but to breakdown along the way. He knew if he was to go back, Yoongi might hurt the one he loved. But that was a risk Taehyung was willing to take. He was such a fool to take Yoongi for granted and getting drunk at the wrong time made it worse. Hoseok kept the car ride silent and knew this wasn't going to end well. From the sounds of Taehyung's silent whimpers, it showed how scared he was to face the one he called his alpha. Hoseok wanted to promise Taehyung will be okay, but out of everything, any alpha would take back a promise so suddenly. Especially when Yoongi drove off in anger to keep himself from hurting Taehyung.
Eventually, Hoseok pulled up by the house as he took one glimpse back at the beta on the passenger seat. “Go… I hope the two of you get it sorted out.” Hoseok added and looked at the steering wheel.
“Hoseok…”
“Just go. Don't worry about me, alright? I'll be fine.” Hoseok added and made a smile as he kept his stare at the steering wheel. “We're taking a day off tomorrow from set. Hangovers and acting isn't such a great mix, now is it?” Hoseok assured and made a smile while the beta let out an exhale. “Goodbye, Mr. Kim.”
“Goodbye..” Taehyung concluded and got out of the car to then hurry to the front door. He just hoped Yoongi wouldn't go too rough for his punishment. Just beyond this door may lead Taehyung to meet his demise out of Yoongi's anger, or his punishment. Either way, the beta knew he deserved worse than a slap on the wrist. The young beta wandered in the dark house and noticed Yoongi was sitting on a white, one-seat, couch in front of the window. His husband had his eyes locked down onto the ground while the light reflected against his gleaming tears. His silent tears went noticed by the beta and all Taehyung could do at that very moment is drop onto his own knees to look up at his alpha.
“Y-Yoongi..” Whispered the beta as Yoongi looked to the side of the room to hold his tears from it all. Not wanting to look at his husband. “I-I don't know what I'm doing… Please talk to me! I-I did something horrible…” Taehyung added on. Crawling to his alpha and gazed up with his tears only running down his pale and delicate face now. “P-Please…” Silence followed after until, Yoongi finally had it in him to look at his own husband through the dark.
“I know what you did… Just… Don't talk to me about it… I don't want to hear it. I'm disappointed in you. I don't even know what I'm going to do with you…”
“My love-”
“C-Can’t you shut it for once and hear me?! I've been stepped over multiple times and only now… I've had enough… I know you loved him too.. I know you did. You… Couldn't hide it even if you were drunk.” Yoongi said and let out a sob before wiping the tear almost instantly. “I-I still love you even when you hurt me… I hate that. I can never discipline you because I fear you leaving me. But, I'll lose you either way! I don't want to see you leave me.. I don't want you to leave me for him, but you know what? I just can't do it anymore… The pain.”
“Y-Yoongi… My love, if you've had enough of our love… Then kill me…” Taehyung requested into a whisper as Yoongi's eyes then widened. “I know you can't have me disobey you like this anymore and if you don't love me end me here. Just do it.. I don't want to live if you hate me. I'm the one who was in the wrong.” Taehyung continued and rolled his jacket down to expose the mark down his neck. “Please do it while thinking happy thoughts about us..” Taehyung whispered. He was willing to have his own husband take his own life now. The beta just knew he was going to keep hurting Yoongi like this and hearing his alpha saying he's had enough, meant like their love story reached it's end.
Yoongi went silent and positioned Taehyung's head to face the ceiling. He knew what Taehyung did was wrong… But, never did he say he was enough of their love. The alpha leaned his head in and just when Taehyung thought he was going to die that very moment, Yoongi kissed the mark softly and hugged the beta up against his body. Forgiving the beta after so much was difficult this time. Yoongi was always the one to forgive but killing his own lover just didn't seem right. Any other alpha would do it, but Yoongi would never. He would never forgive himself if he was to kill the beta right where he sat.
“I-I forgive you…” Yoongi whispered and trailed his lips to kiss Taehyung's lips. “I love you too much… I never said I had enough of our love. Are you crazy? I had enough of being hurt… although, I know you can't promise me you won't hurt me… Because if you don't reach a wrong, how will we ever reach a right?” The alpha asked in tears while Taehyung hugged his alpha back in tears of his own.
“But.. B-But I hurt you too many times… How could you ever forgive me for that? I tease your wounds..” Taehyung continued as Yoongi looked at him and pressed his head against the beta's forehead. “You risk your all for me and I repay you with pain…”
“If pain is what I need to bear to show you how far I'll go for you, then I'll take any hit. I want you to understand that I love you out of everything. I hate forgiving you for all those things you've done to me, but love needs no regrets and my biggest regret would have been killing you here. I just want to love you, Kim Taehyung… Not hurt you. Why can't you seem to get that through your perfect and beautiful mind?” Yoongi asked as Taehyung stood up and sat on his alpha's lap to continue their hug.
“I love you… Oh I love you so much, Yoongi! No one will ever treat me like you would… If I ever disobey you… Please, don't be afraid to discipline me.. Or else, we'll end up right back here. Hurt me if you want, because I'll know you do it out of love..” Taehyung whispered and had his alpha keep his arms wrapped around the younger's body so tightly. Loving him every second. Yoongi understood Taehyung wasn't himself during that moment and the alpha pushed all the other thoughts of Taehyung having something small for Hoseok alone, but he knew at the end of the day, Taehyung just couldn't move on without his husband. Even through hardships, the two became nothing but light and darkness. Both can't live without the other.
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At the dawn of a bright and sunny day, Jimin woke up in the racecar, toddler bed with his son in his arms. The three year old boy would always ask for his father to sleep with him and Jimin just couldn't say no. However, it was Jungkook’s turn to sleep with Minho… Yet, he went off to work the night prior. The omega let out an exhale as he stretched and got off the small bed that gave him an uncomfortable position to sleep in.
Jimin adjusted the oversized sweater over his short and white pajama bottoms before looking down at his son who was fast asleep. Deep down, Jimin knew he had no choice but to sleep on the same bed as his young son, Minho. Jungkook of course, slept in the room and would wake up early to head off and film a movie. Not having time to sleep and hold his husband close like before. Jimin missed moments like those, but he would smile just knowing he spent his time with Minho to make up the lonely hours.
The man had a routine in the morning. Wake up, brush teeth, shower if there was time, clean a little and towards 11:00 AM, Minho would be awake. So, Jimin would cook his son breakfast while they listened to nursery songs or watch small movies in the theater room they had in their big house. Then they would draw together, play around or even he would take his son a bath so he could take his nap. They would do anything; But, never go outside. No matter how much Minho wanted to go to the kid cafe, where he could run around in the big playground. However, his father, Jeon Jungkook would never allow it. This was for safety measures.
As soon as the man stepped out of the room, he could see the figure of his husband standing in the room and placing on his olive jacket so he could head out. Jimin wanted to approach him, but it would be the usual kiss and hug as he left the house for the whole day until he comes back later to catch his husband and son stepping one foot outside. It was obvious the alpha grew really overprotective towards his pup and his omega; he only wanted them to stay safe in the big house that locked them in for their whole day. Jimin was just a stay-at-home father while Jungkook went out acting in films all day.
"I could see my omega peering in from the corner. Are you nervous to approach me?" Jungkook asked and turned his head to gaze at his lover with a smile. Making his fangs appear once he held such a bright smile.
"Our mornings are pretty cliché, don't you think? I thought it'll be you sleeping with the little guy, but you chose to sleep on this bed."
"You were both asleep. I didn't want to bother. Besides, I won't fit in that small toddler bed." Retorted the Alpha as he walked over to the older and gave Jimin a quick peck as a morning kiss. "I'll try to get home from work early. Okay? Good talk."
"You still have that bratty personality, I see." Joked the man and cupped Jungkook's face. "You have to come back early... I have a meeting with... You-know-who."
"Do you really have to confront a nasty thing like that?"
"He escaped before but now he's caught... I don't see why Minho can't go out for once. He deserves to go out and play. Not stay indoors and watch TV!
"No. Can't take any chances. Not with another watching over us for him. Besides, I think I should go. It's not safe..."
"The guy is behind bars and with tight security now. Nothing will happen to me." Assured Jimin. But his husband only denied.
"You stay... I'll go."
"I've never left this house since the first day I got here. It'll be such a game changer to do so. Besides, You promised me last night. Don't change your mind and you better get back here before I go! You'll finally watch over Minho at home. You can bond with him more than having work there to make the two of you bond! You'd be surprised at how well he can communicate for his age! He's very smart and good to talk to for hours on end.”
"Haha, like me!" Bragged the Alpha as he popped the collar of his jacket.
"Of course!" Jimin replied sarcastically with a giggle as Jungkook brought Jimin down onto the bed and kissed him happily while he kept Jimin caged under.
"Ah, you act like I don't know my Minho. My Omega has such a smart mouth~ what I would do just to teach you a little lesson. You know, I used to be your mentor..." Jungkook whispered and pressed his lips against Jimin's plump lips. "Imagine what else I could teach you other than acting~" Whispered the younger while he trailed his hand down Jimin's chest. Just then, Jimin let out a giggle and turned his head with a smile.
"S-Stop it~ Minho might see!" Jimin added as Jungkook pointed Jimin's face towards his.
"Calm down, you said it yourself, He won't wake up until 11AM. so, I have you here to kiss… my Omega shouldn't be ashamed of our love~" Jungkook continued, slowly starting to suck hickeys along his mark. Jimin allowed Jungkook to do this, cupping his husband's face and smiled while he felt Jungkook's lips against his neck repeatedly. Appreciating the little time they had together.
Later on the afternoon, Jimin stepped out of a limousine where Mr. Xin held the door open for him. As always, the paparazzi glued their attention to Jimin and suddenly crowded him to take pictures as Jimin ignored them. The man wore shades over his eyes, a black leather jacket over his black turtleneck sweater to hide the hickey marks Jungkook gave him in the morning. Jimin walked into the prison where Mr. Xin blocked out the paparazzi and did a good job to protect the young Omega.
As Jimin passed by security, he walked into a secured place with many locks and a window up ahead. Jimin couldn't count the many guards there and almost felt nervous to walk by them. Once Jimin stepped in, he sat down and gazed at the man who sat just beyond that window. Automatically, Jimin couldn't look him in the eyes and sit down as a visitor, but only had a mindset to warn that man who's name Jimin couldn't even dare to think of.
The way this criminal gave Jimin the looks almost quite similar to his husband, made Jimin grow a little uncomfortable just by approaching 'him'.
"Alright... I'll just keep it brief and simple with you..." The man said to himself and dropped onto his seat while gazing at the criminal he despised. "Stay the hell away from my family, Kyunsji."
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