Chapter 20: What I want

            Such a short distance between them. Yet Taehyung wasn't that far; Yoongi could reach his hand out to try and talk to his lover and mend the wounds out of all the fights they had. Yoongi knew Taehyung and knew well that his beta didn't want to hurt the alpha like this. It was just anger that took over his well-being and attitude that silenced him out of everything. Every day, Yoongi tried to talk to his beta and try to get him to smile at least once… However, that was something Yoongi couldn't do. He'd even try to dress up as a clown to make his beta smile, but not even a crack from the corners of his lips were shown. That's how upset he was.

        Yoongi was sick of the solitude, the lonely echoes of his own voice trying to speak to his lover and the simple and blank glare he'd be give after. It wasn't fair to him, yet he was numb to it because long ago, his ex; Minse broke his heart and he had to get use to it all. Taehyung was there for him then, but now… He didn't have him by his side now and his beta was the only one who gave the alpha strength. It didn't come within, it came before him; exactly where Taehyung stood in place. Yoongi's glee only lied within there.

        Eventually, Taehyung was outside and ended off the final scene of the day with his hands locked with Jiwoo; gazing into her gleaming eyes while they were surrounded by roses like they were in a secret garden within the palace, however, they were just in the big set made for the film. “Aaand CUT! alright Taehyung, get your hands off my big sister.” Hoseok joked and shouted into the megaphone. “Other than that, GOOD JOB EVERYONE!!” Hoseok said so happily as he walked over to Taehyung and moved him away from his sister just so he could put his arm around the beta so happily. “You did great, Taehyung! How do you do it? How did you hide that lovely talent of yours after all this time and finally let it out like this? I am so proud to direct this movie with you!”

              “You say that everytime, Hoseok!” Taehyung laughed while the alpha kept walking by his side just to guide him to the dressing room and talk along the way.

              “I really appreciate having you here to act in the film. I keep telling you this because I'm honored! You make the movie something and it's nothing without the prince!” Hoseok claimed. After every little scene for the past few weeks, Hoseok had always walked up to Taehyung and praised his good acting. This was peculiar to the staff around them because normally, Hoseok would be in and out of sets. After shooting a movie, he would normally go out to eat by himself; but now, it seemed as if he wanted to stay behind and praise Taehyung… Especially when Yoongi wasn't around to protect his Beta. The younger man always thought this was only the director treating him like the main actor he was, but suddenly… It just didn't seem like the way Hoseok would act towards any of his own actors. To Jungkook or Jimin while shooting Rujiko, he never gave off such behavior, but only now, he was different.

            “If you keep doing this, I'll end up as spoiled as Jungkook!” Taehyung teased while Hoseok stopped walking just outside the beta’s dressing room; still keeping Taehyung close with his arm thrown over the younger. “When do I have the day off again? I want to pay a visit to little Minho.”

             “Ah, just choose a day, I'll make it happen! Anything for an amazing actor like you.” Hoseok continued and this made Taehyung smile. After movies and many acts he's been in, he just never thought he'd ever come across such a kind director towards him. “Hmm, you know Taehyung, if you aren't busy, we should go out for lunch.” Hoseok said and this only made Taehyung tilt his head. He was tempting, but something like this wouldn't sound to good in the ears of his alpha just beyond the dressing room door. “I see a lot of myself in you, Taehyung! You could be in more of my movies and I'll be sure to find you when I'm casting for other movies.” Promised the alpha as he handed Taehyung his business card and only then, the dressing room door flew open and there stood Min Yoongi; glaring at Hoseok. As an alpha, he was able to hear every little thing the director uttered to the beta. “Hi!”

          “Hey…” Yoongi said blankly as Taehyung looked down and shook Hoseok's hand off before moving Yoongi aside and walking into the room. This made the director try to follow, but Yoongi only blocked Hoseok's way.

           “I just-”

           “It's great you care, Hoseok. But I got it from here.” Yoongi said; almost close to a bicker! The very thought of this left Hoseok making a smile and tilting his head with a chuckle just emerging from within the corners of his own lips. “He'll decline to that lunch date, thank you.” Yoongi responded and closed the door on the director while Taehyung sat in front of his mirror desk to glare up at his mate while he watched Yoongi just shut the door on the director. “You're mine… Not his..” Yoongi whispered at the shut door while he looked back to see Taehyung quickly avert his eyes and look down with a tear threatening to fall. “Who does he think he is? Trying to ask you for dinner?! I don't think so… You belong to me and only me..” Claimed the jealous alpha. He had every right to be jealous as he thought of how sly Hoseok became to the beta. Just what made the director want Taehyung so suddenly?

           “That is my director…” Taehyung finally spoke and avoided looking at Yoongi. “I eat lunch with whoever I want.” Taehyung retorted and took one glance up to tease. This only resulted in Yoongi walking forward and placing his hands on his own hips to resume his scary and dominating glare. “I don't have to ask you..”

           “Listen to me..” Yoongi whispered as he moved his head in and over Taehyung's shoulder just to get a hold of him. This left the beta sitting still while Yoongi was just whispering by his mark. “Why do you have to act like these things won't hurt me? You get me so frustrated at every little thing and then leave me to cope with it all. Why do you do this to me, Taehyung? Out of all those things I've done for you…”

           “You know what you did…”

           “Speak my mind? Suddenly I don't have a say in this relationship anymore…” Whispered Yoongi while he caressed the wig Taehyung had on for his character. “Taehyung… I love you. Please talk to me, this is killing me.”

           “I don't need to… I'm still upset and you know that. I just wish you could have told me before you started giving me such happy thoughts on having pups. I know I can't have them on my own, but lying to me? You know how much I want pups and you telling me after holding it from me just made it worse!” Shot back the young beta while Yoongi walked in front of the beta so he could look at down at him while he sat on his chair. “I can't… have pups… You know that, but you wanted to hurt me by showing that we can have pups and adopt, only to tell me that at the very end, you don't want any!”

         “Taehyung… It's not that big of a deal! Honey, you're just stressed.” Yoongi claimed while he tried to cup his beta's face, but this only resulted in Taehyung slapping Yoongi's hands away and standing up to slowly pace back and shake his head.

           “Y-You know how much having a pup meant to me… It's all I ever wanted after I found the one I wanted to raise him or her with. Once I found you and once we were bound together, I knew I could have my future with you…” Taehyung continued while Yoongi stood there and had his gaze follow every move Taehyung made. “You don't want to raise pups with me…”

          “You know I'm just not ready. We didn't even marry yet! I told you let's talk about this after marriage!”

            “WHAT IF WE DON'T?! W-What if we get married and we'll never touch onto the subject of having pups once again?!”

             “I-I don't know what you want from me, Taehyung! You want pups but I don't… It's so hard to sweep this one under the rug, but you need to have patience, honey… I can give you only so much.” Just then, Yoongi began to walk up to Taehyung and keep his arms open to hug him. “Please don't ignore me for another alpha.. I get jealous and you just don't understand how mad that drives me. Honey, let's forget about this and-”

             Unexpectedly, Taehyung shook his head in tears and dropped his hands onto Yoongi's chest as soon as the alpha got close enough to press his beta's body against the wall. “N-No! No! I'm tired of hiding everything and forgetting about things I want to talk about! It's always the things I want that I can't have!” Shouted Taehyung in tears while he continued to try and refuse the hug his alpha was trying to comfort him with. “I don't want to forget because I know what you'll do! You'll ignore it forever… J-Just when I said we should move to Daegu together instead of taking this role, you made me T-TAKE THIS ROLE!” Taehyung cried while his arms grew too weak to push his lover back now. Yoongi rose his hands up and hugged his beta against the wall and held him tight. “I-I hate it.. I hate it when you do this to me. Every time we would argue, I'd feel pain on my mark and that only scares me… It makes me think that one day you won't want me as your mate and might choose some omega and then kill me so you could break free from me!” Taehyung vented out while Yoongi listened as always. “Y-You know.. Alphas are allowed to kill their mates off if they don't want them… When is the day you'll do it to me?”

           “Tae-Tae, Honey, please… calm down. When have I ever said I'll kill you for another?”

           “Because we fight often and argue about having pups… Ah, I-I disrespected my alpha and I'm surprised you aren't beating me for it.”

           “Who said that I would? Maybe that's other ways alpha's discipline their omegas or betas, but it's not a way for me to release anger on the only one who loves me… You know I couldn't hold you close when you ignored me and it made me upset! Yet, how can I hurt you? I'm not like those other Alphas. I'm sensitive, I cry, I don't even want to hurt you.. not even a strand of your beautiful brown hair…” Yoongi whispered to Taehyung and pressed his head against his lover's forehead so softly and gently to share a soft breath. “You out of everyone knows that I can't speak about this to anyone but you.. You're my beta and my best friend when I have no one. But please, don't ever say I'll go off to someone else and kill you after. Just because I don't want a pup with you means I'll leave you… Let's just… Figure this one out after marriage, understand?”

          “Y-Yes…” Taehyung responded and hugged his alpha after a long week of silence between them. Little did the two know, Hoseok was standing a few feet back  from the door, listening how the two got back together after so long. This only left Hoseok to glance back at his hand that was wrapped around Taehyung's shoulder just earlier. What was this feeling he began to have towards a taken beta and famous actor named Kim Taehyung?

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