And suddenly you faded

All the lessons and the fear

And the courage all in one

Its a blur

I can't seem to remember

Anything we were

And I see all these girls making names for themselves

And I'm just here, waiting on you

Yet I don't know you anymore

What's better, false magic or miserable freedom?

The claws of uncertainty

Are enough to bring madness

Without him, I feel like nothing

And I beg for reassurance from my peers

Because for once I was satisfied

But then overfilled

But starvation makes a girl crazy

And all the things she strives for seem impossible

A thousand worlds away, but barely close enough to reach

And she never feels enough

So is the misery worth the magic?