i'm not bitter

i just think

i deserved a little more

than the diamond teardrops

on the satin stained dress

where the soda spill fell

they glittered green and gold

like my teeth 

on my smile 

after the first kiss

that was fake

and i laughed 

i'm not bitter

i just think

i wanted a little more

than the pain i felt

after our first dance

i'm not bitter

i just wanted

more than just

the teenage dream

i'm not bitter

i just wanted

to walk away

a little guiltless