Author POV

When we expect roses we do need to know thrones are also a part of it, if we expect happiness we need to know that sadness is also a part of it, and acceptance is the biggest key to succeed.

Atmosphere in the CWC set was also gloomy, all were very confused for the first time all are feeling helpless.

Ashwin was blank, he again went to his lane of memories before CWC, even though now people recognise him, it's more like a family which gave him everything from a mentor to a mother to sisters to friends and his doll.

Kani, Pavi and Shaki also had similar thoughts  today, how much each and every person had grown out on eachother, each bonding is different and each had an essential role to play.

Pugal also worried about Pavi as he knew there is a high risk of her to be eliminated, but he can't voice out as she is already worried as hell and this will just add extra baggage.

Shivangi was no less then anyone less, the girl who was always positive is now being nervous for everyone, she knew how this show had made impact in everyone's life.

" Enna edo Mouna Rangam audition ku vanda maadri gamunu irrukinga ellarum, elimination daane edo idu daan end and dead zone maadri feel panringa ellarume, vidunga vidunga free aa irrunga illati uppuku badil sakra poda solluvinga and Chefs Comalis mattum daan thituvaru, avruku enna teriyum inga Cooks konja extra feel panni maati instructions kudutanga", said Shivangi wanting everyone to cheer up.

All felt so proud to listen a little pure soul trying to cheer up everyone on her level.

Shaki ma went towards her amd kissed her forehead, " yen di ipdi irruke ellariyum patti yosikre, nalla irrudi Chellam, Ameen", and blessed her.

Kani also hugged her and thanked for motivating them while Pavi hugged and cried in her shoulders, all were shocked to see this. Pugal also came to their side and tried to console her but all in vain, Shivu sensed it's something girl talk so signed Pugal and Ashwin to go out along with other males present their.

"Akka enna aachi eduku ippo ipdi azharinga",started Shivu.

"Aama da Pavi enna aachi",Kani also asked in concern.

"Ennaku teriyale inniku romba veetu nyabagama varudu, avangla paathu 6 maasam aachi, ippo elimination and all nenaichi avanga daan nayabagam romba vandrichu, Bommakutty ipdi cheer panna appo enaku avanga nayabagam innum vandudu, ade paasam, affection,care avanga kaatuvanga aduku aprom inga Pugal amd Papa daan", came an feeble Pavi voice.

"Naanga family aa illaya Pavi, epdi solre", Kani scolded her.

"Pavi Akka eduku poi yen, enaku neenga Akka mattum illa oru nalla friend kuda and aduku mella favourite Anni, vanga poi fresh aaitu vaanga, namba choclate saapudlaam, naa pudusa Malaysia la ireundu vandu irruku adu try panalam", Shivangi again cheered her up.

Pavi nodded her head and kissed her cheeks and went to fresh up meanwhile Kani informed the issue to the boys and Pugal requested for some lone time for themselves. All agreed and left the room for Pugal and Pavi.

Ashwin also got his doll to his room while sending a silent message to Rakshan for sometime for themselves.

Once inside he hugged her and whispered, " love you maa", only to get another whisper of love you too.

" Elimination vida enga iduku aprom vara mudiyadu nu daan bayama irruku papa",he confessed his emotions.

She tiptoed trying to kiss his forehead which was not so easy so he bent towards her height, once she kissed his forehead both were feeling content.

"Ashwiney elimination pati bayapadrathu waste pa, it's just a day full of uncertainty, you never know, unga best kudunga adu daan mukiyum, neenga iniku ennaku pair aa varanum, ungla naa poga vida mateen, neeenga title edukanum, inda elimination la just a phase, enjoy panunga ida pati naa solli ungluku teriyanum teva illa but solre, you are my example of excellence", motivated Shivamgi maximum to her level.

Ashwin was so awe with this little girl who stood their infront of him making every situation a possibility and spreading positivity.

He looked at her with all the love he has and kissed her forehead, a sign of gratitude and an emotion of belonging.

The shoot started, he came with a swag and all enjoyed like it's the last time, the comments and the counters all were depicting their inner selves.

The pairing started as usual his instinct told to go with the blue but has to wait till his chance, he was secretly praying and toying with the sacred thread in his wrist to make his doll come to him.

As if said, the moment in TV they show Anu mam, he was confident it's his doll as he knew the importance of Anu mam in her life.

There she came to him like a musical note in air, full of magical and positivity. All enjoyed how she advised them about being able to cook here rather than elimination, same when she came towards her home Mani playfully blocked only to get the exact step moment from her making all smile at her presence of mind.

"Yen ipdi sirrikringa, naa vandudu la happy illaya", Shivangi asked playfully only to get a eyeroll from him.

"Illa naa kuda yosikren epdi 2 varam thondandu vandutiye nu",he backed her.

"Naa thodandu vandudu naale ipdi pesringa, naa la 2 vaarum kaizhuchi vandu irrukanum, appo enoda arumai purinji irrukum", she answered.

Once the camera was not in the focues he discreetly pinched her waist and signalled her to be in the back, both once got their lone time he hugged her tightly while she consoled him," Maa, nalla Vella nee vande illati naa epdi panni irrupe  iniku teriyale ma".

"Ashwiney neenga ipdi pesadinga, neenga eliminate aaga maatinga naa aaga vida maaten", those line said by her gave an unknown energy to him, words may be simple but the intensity which she express is something he admired about her.

Both came back to the set only to witness it Kani was going to choose and once Pugal came out and did the usual Master lifting step with Pavi, all were astonished to him doing.

Eventually they started with the first advantage task which was making Porei Urrundai , all had a great time doing it, in between the group dance made Ashwin heart flutter when his doll danced for him with the lyrics, also he didn't expect that she would take his brother stand infront of him, but knew her better.

Then main cooking started, again with all the little cute moment they completed it but sir the silly mistake they were pushed to the elimination round, all surprised to see something like that. More than him being in elimination, her being on the verge of breaking astonished everyone, the same girl who was motivating everyone is now in this verge did pull strings in their hearts.

Ashwin also saw how his doll breaking down slowly, from the 2 advantage task she gave all what she has, even though the task was power task but she didn't complained like previous, she just gave whatever help she can, even in main cooking, she was focused on the ingredients and certain steps on how to do and what to do, but at the saame time her nervous was also over building with herself and now it seemed she reached her break point.

It was the moment of which everyone dreaded, but have to face. Pugal and Shivangi was the two souls who scared like anything one side their loved ones another side their sibling loved ones, such a turmoil both were facing, for the first time Shivangi thought why she is such a part of this show.

"So, inda elimination la irrunda save aavradu Ashwin", when Bhatt sir said the whole life came back in Shivangi, the girl who just hung her head low till now just looked up and took her breath, she was much more vulnerable than anyone their at that point.

Ashwin so wanted to hug her tightly and kiss all her insecurities out but controlled himself and gave his hand, she with shivering breadth got it and laid her head in his heart, that moment she got her life back.

After the packup, Shivangi was togther with Pavi and Pugal as they both needed her support.

Once all went, she made her way towards her Ashwiney room, she tiredly knocked it, opened she just cling towards him and hugged him with all the energy she had, Ashwin also knew it's her maximum level to uphold emotions so let her be.

"Maa, enna emma feel pabriyo errukidi da Chellama, appo daan unnaku better aa feel aavum", he said and that's all needed for the liitle innocent soul to break down, all the emotions and pent up feeling came out of her on the form of her tears and she didn't feel the need to hide it from him, she trusted him more than anything in the world.

"Ashwiney, naa romba bayandute teriyuma, epdi solrathu teriyale anda minute Bhat sir neenga safe solra verlum ennaku onnume thoughts verla fullaa blank, ella vidamaana negative thoughts vandudichi, yen daan pair aanum unga kuda illa yen inda show ku othukne alavuku yosna , oru side neenga enoru side Pavi Akka, but ennaku full aa bayam neenga poga kudadhu nu, Ashwiney yen ipdi nadakudu ma, ellarukum positive aa irrunga sollitu naa kadaisle ipdi panre", she  poured her out unfiltered emotion.

"Chellama, paravailla da ellatiyum sollidu, it's okay, nee eppovume enna thoka vida maaten nu teriyum, nee unoda best illa adukum Mella kuduta maa iniku, naane inoru dedicated and focused Shivangi aa paaten, and positivity pati sollanum na, ella time unnale happy and cheerful aa irruka mudiyadu neeyum oru manishi daan ella emotions varum, nee optimistic aa irrukurathu tappu sollale aana inda madri emotions vanda ada pati yosikade solren, it's all your emotions and emd of the day a part of you too, and that makes you what you are with all the flaws and mistakes", Ashwin gave his words from his understanding of life.

This moment she felt proud of her selection of this man in front of her who cherishes her for what she is rather than giving excuse, he is guiding her, she knew she overthink a lot but this man always bought her new shade infront of the world and herself which she doubted that ever existed.

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Hello Makkale,

Hope all are good and fine🥰

First of all HAPPY PURPLE DAY to all, aama 7/8 is national Purple day, so it's seriously something important to all of us 💜💜💜

I am thinking of starting a new FF with a whole together different concept, but I need your help guys, should I start it now, or wait till I complete this book.

TBH, inda book is going alike a complete loop so it will take a while to end it with the paln I have in my mind for the book.

So, please suggest pannunga.

And thanks to whole family now, our book had made 36K + views, all because of you guys, epdi solrathu teriyale, still when I go back to my start and now I am seeing how you guys are always there to support,periya vishayam adu, so thankful to meet such genuine souls here.

Thank you for you constant support and love, hope innum apdiye kadaikum nu.

If I am boring you guys you can scam here, I will surely look into it.

I did some edits for the trend yesterday so wanted to share with you guys.

How is it sollunga🤗🤗🤗🤗

Love,
Nish💜