10-31-15 five days clean (wrote this at 1:57 this morning)
Is it the sleep deprivation or the truth talking? I guess I'll never know...
- (m.m)

11:50 pm
Pills fix me,
Prescriptions try to trick me
Coughing like a chimney..
Pills fix me.
- ØMC ft. Cat Grace 'Pills Fix Me' (give it a listen it's amazing)

2:00 pm
I remember thinking of you
As I'd blast New Americana while doing dishes.
The days were hot and full of hope.

Now I can't stand this silence but I can't stand any noise when it's all just static.
These days are cold, bleak, and empty.
I'm not full of anything.
I'm just (barely) living..
- (m.m)

2:43 pm
I miss the you I used to know
- (m.m)