10-12-15 five days clean
I'm so tired
But I don't wish to sleep..
I want to lay here
And wait for it to rip me apart.
The voices will scream
But don't call the police.
The blood will pour from the sky
But don't signal the sirens.
My eyes will roll back, black and lifeless,
But don't call the ambulance.
Just watch me lose my mind like you've always done..
- (m.m)