10-17-15 ELEVEN DAYS CLEAN
There are things stopping me from giving in
And that scares me.
Fuck.
If I had nothing in the way,
My arm would be covered in blood.
I'm so terrified of getting caught..

I remember how whole it felt to look into your brown eyes
And say that we're family.
But things change so suddenly.
The church hardly makes me feel safe.
What the hell happened?!
- (m.m)