11-29-15
Take what you want of me,
I'm wasted away.
I've disappeared beyond the very shadows that haunted me all those nights.

Why do I feel so awake?

You've got lipstick smeared across the page
You've got a thousand reasons not to love me but those can wait.
I want to throw 'just friends' down the god damned drain.
Ain't it fun to fall in love with a mind that's insane?

I came to the realization that I can't love you the way I loved him, I can't love anyone that way anymore. And I think I'm okay with that. A part of me still holds on, but I'm not desperately in love with him anymore. I have to accept what time has granted me.

Your love is designed to just get me by,
I can't even touch the kind of love that gets you high.
But right now, I'm content with whatever the hell you call You And I.
- (m.m)