12-26-15 thirty four days clean
Let's go back to I hope you're somewhere safe
And I'll miss you when you're gone
Cuz I'm sick of second guessing
Us until past dawn.
Please don't leave me empty,
I'm your person, right?
Funny how a month
Can change the color of light.
Things are getting real dim
In the candle of our time.
I guess you'd never want a poet who forgot how to rhyme
The way you wouldn't want a lover
Who runs away from life.
Or how you wouldn't want a fuck up to teach you new highs
Because when you fall back down,
The pain will keep you up all night.
But don't worry, love,
I'll be thinking of you,
Making every hour feel like two.
I won't dream without feeling you next to me.
I won't go to bed without awaking to anxiety.
- (m.m)

Tell me the things that fill your head
Tell me the nights you're awake in bed
Tell me how you dream of me in shades of red,
A reflection of your blood soaked bedspread
The one I'll still need on my deathbed.
- (m.m)