12-22-15 / 12-23-15 thirty/thirty one days clean
It's 11:11 and my wish will always be
To have you lying next to me
- (m.m)

Miles away, you're awake in bed,
Wishing I was more than just a thought inside your heas.
Going at the speed of light, I've got no time to be yours
Yet I've got the time to pace these concrete floors
And think about the darkness in my bones.
Let the feeling seep in, I know I'm alone.
So, babe, don't wait for me,
I'm clearly a mess as you see.
And by the time I'm home, who knows what I'll be.
I really wouldn't blame you if you were to leave.
- (m.m)

I don't want to love you in secret anymore.

"Don't go. I can't do this on my own" - bmth
"Tell me that you love me cuz I need you so much" -bmth

Don't turn around and show me love never lasts.

I don't want to grow old here. I don't want to die here.
- (m.m)

This is what the daily notes on my phone end up looking like, though, I didn't write everything down from those days here.