Chapter 16
With each passing generation of Lara's bloodline, Zephariel's understanding of human need became more precise—more unbearable. He had watched them bargain, love, destroy, rebuild, and call it redemption. But none had ever been like her—none carried the same fire and fragility as Lara had. Perhaps until Seraphina. Unlike all the others before her, she was introspective, which made her vulnerable yet determined.
Now, he stood in the muted half-light of a rundown apartment and watched another link in the chain—David Morley—sleep fitfully beneath a tangle of sheets. The man's breathing came shallow and rough, his eyelids twitching. Every so often his mouth moved, as though trying to form words he couldn't bear to say aloud.
Zephariel envied him. How he longed to rest, to sink into the forgetfulness of dreams. The further he drifted from the grace of the Divine, the more he felt the weight of mortality—the ache of exhaustion that never eased. He wondered, not for the first time, if he had strayed too far to ever find his way back.
Lucifer had loved God too much and was cast down. And Zephariel - who once stood guard at the gates of dawn -had been condemned for the same sin: for loving too much – loving what he was never meant to touch.
Loving her. Loving Lara.
The thought of her name—his Lara—rekindled something old, something stubborn. He straightened, set his jaw, and let that small flame of purpose burn through the haze.
"Wake up."
The words carried on a current only Dave could hear.
The man stirred, grumbling, eyes fluttering open. "It's you," he rasped. "What do you want now?"
Zephariel didn't answer immediately. He only watched, waiting for Dave to drag himself upright, his mind catching up to consciousness.
Dave rubbed his head, squinting against the light. "You could've warned me about the migraine I'd get from all this supernatural nonsense."
Zephariel tilted his head slightly, unreadable. "Where did Seraphina get the book?"
Dave blinked blearily. "Which one?" He stood, unfolding his long frame, several inches taller than the angel before him. He reached for a pair of sweatpants from a half-open bureau drawer. "You sent me to the bookstore to get it for her, remember?"
"Not that book," Zephariel said softly. "The other one. The one she read from at Mack's."
"Oh, that one." Dave tugged the pants on, fingers raking through his hair. "I have no idea where it came from. Didn't you give it to me?"
"No, David. I did not."
Dave snorted, leaning casually against the dresser. "Figures. You people never do anything straight. Look, I get that you want to help Sera, but maybe explain how blowing out every bulb in the bar and giving me a psychic concussion helps anybody?"
Zephariel hesitated. There was no easy truth for this one. How to answer without unraveling the fragile faith of the only human who could still stomach his company?
"It didn't help," he admitted finally. "You're right to ask."
Dave's eyes narrowed, suspicion cutting through the fatigue. "You're damn right I'm right." He rubbed at his temples, then cursed under his breath as the pain spiked.
Zephariel stepped closer, one deliberate motion at a time. "Hold still."
Dave backed away until the dresser pressed against his spine. "What are you doing?"
"Getting rid of your headache," Zephariel said simply. His hand lifted, fingers glowing with the faint blue light of old grace—muted now, but still terrible in its beauty.
"How do I know you're not about to brainwash me or turn me into one of your—whatever you call them—choir rejects?"
"You don't," Zephariel replied. "But I need you. And you need to stand still."
Something in his tone—command laced with fatigue—cut through Dave's skepticism. He exhaled sharply and held still as Zephariel's fingers brushed the side of his head.
The pain vanished. Not faded—vanished. Dave swayed, stunned by the sudden quiet inside his skull.
"Wow," he muttered. "That's... something." He rolled his shoulders. "If you can do that, why not cure cancer while you're at it?"
Zephariel almost smiled. Almost. "Because healing is not ownership, and mercy is not mine to give freely."
Dave blinked, unimpressed. "Sounds like a cop-out." He crossed to the kitchenette, poured himself coffee, and shoved the mug into the microwave. "You want anything? Coffee? Tea? Soul to snack on?"
"I don't drink."
"Right," Dave muttered. "Angel diet. Figures."
Zephariel watched him in silence, the kind that stretched until it became its own question. When the microwave beeped, Dave retrieved his mug, slumped onto a stool, and gestured toward the empty seat across from him.
"You can stand there and look holy, or you can tell me what this is really about."
Zephariel didn't move. "We need to discuss Seraphina."
Dave frowned. "Why do you always call her that? Everyone else calls her Sera."
"Because she is Seraphina," Zephariel said quietly. "Names hold weight. Power. Her mother understood that."
"Yeah? Well, it's a mouthful. She doesn't even like it." Dave took a sip of coffee and grimaced—it was still too cold. "You want to help her? Maybe start by not sounding like a stalker with wings."
That drew a flicker of something—humor, maybe—from Zephariel's eyes. "I have been called worse."
Dave snorted. "I bet." He studied the angel more openly now. "You look tired."
"I am." Zephariel's voice carried the confession like a burden. "Every act of grace burns away what little remains of what I was."
Dave tilted his head. "So you're running out of juice?"
"If you like crude metaphors."
"Then maybe stop using it on me."
Zephariel leaned forward slightly, the air thickening between them. "You misunderstand. This isn't charity. If you falter, if you collapse under the weight of what's coming, everything I've done unravels."
Dave stared back, something defiant sparking in his expression. "And what exactly is coming?"
"Corven," Zephariel said, the name low and venomous. "He was once bound to me. Now he works against me. If he reaches Seraphina before I do, he will twist her fear until she sees me as the enemy."
Dave set his mug down slowly. "You're saying this guy's another fallen one like you?"
"Not like me," Zephariel said sharply. "He chose the Pit." He almost added I fell for love. But that was more than Dave needed to know. As far as Dave was concerned – his only task was to help Seraphina move in the direction she needed to go.
That silenced Dave for a long moment. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter. "You were enraged when Sera read that book. What's so important about it?"
Zephariel's gaze went distant. "I am bound to it. The writer is Seraphina's bloodline. The start of the curse that caused my fall."
"Lara. That's the name you said." Dave sipped his cold coffee and watched the angel across from him. A week ago he would have denied the possibility that angels existed and now he was entertaining one like old friends.
Every ounce of Zephariel's being burned with anger. Hearing his beloved's name from Dave's mouth burned like hellfire. But he continued, damping the embers with his desire to make things right. "Her mother's death did not end the curse. Seraphina carries the last spark. She will decide whether it burns the world or frees it."
Dave let out a slow breath. "And where does that leave me?"
Zephariel's eyes found him again, sharp as flint. "At her side. Watching. Guarding if you can. Distracting Tucker if you must. I need her trust. I need her alone."
Dave laughed, bitter. "You're something else. You heal me, and now you want me to play babysitter?"
"You owe me nothing," Zephariel said. "But you owe yourself more than obedience to fear."
Dave's grin faded. "You think I'm scared of you?"
"I think you're scared of yourself."
The words hit harder than they should have. For a second, Dave said nothing. Then he pushed to his feet, pacing a tight circle. "You talk like you know everything about me, but you're just—what—cosmic leftovers? You think you get to judge?"
"I do not judge," Zephariel said softly. "I remember."
That stopped Dave in his tracks.
Zephariel continued, voice lower now, almost kind. "You were ten when your mother changed. When the thing wearing her skin turned on you. You were forced to act, to survive. That act drew my attention."
Dave's hands clenched at his sides. "You were there?" He forced the surfacing memory of that horrible day back into the depths of his mind. Although his mother had survived the multiple stab wounds, she was never the same – imprisoned to a wheelchair, her head flopped to one side, and an endless stream of drool collecting on a towel draped over her shoulder.
"Not as you understand it. I was... watching."
"You let it happen. And then you ask me to let that demon possess me in the name of protecting Sera?"
"No." Zephariel's tone hardened. "I saw strength in a boy who could still choose light in the most darkened of times."
Dave swallowed, fury and something else—shame?—tangling in his throat. "You talk like you're my recruiter."
"Perhaps I am."
He turned away from the angel, the weight of the memory pressing on his chest. "And what happens if I say no?"
Zephariel looked down at his hands, faint traces of light flickering at the fingertips. "Then I will pray for you, and mean it."
Dave gave a humorless laugh. "You really know how to sweet-talk a guy."
Zephariel stepped back, letting the space breathe again. "This isn't about persuasion. It's about preparation. There are doors opening now that have been sealed since..." He hesitated, tripping on her precious name. "Lara's death. Seraphina has already turned the first key."
Dave sighed, rubbing his face. "So what—Corven's after her, you need me to keep him away, and you can't do it yourself because of some cosmic restraining order?"
"Precisely."
Dave chuckled, shaking his head. "Hell of a mess you've made, wings."
Zephariel regarded him evenly. "I could say the same of humanity."
For the first time, their eyes met without challenge—two creatures on opposite sides of grace, bound by the same exhaustion.
Dave exhaled and glanced at his jacket on the chair. "All right. Tell me where she is."
"I can't see her," he admitted with a hint of annoyance. How had she learned to hide from him so quickly, so easily?
"No wonder you need me. I'll find her. But I'm not promising you anything."
"I wouldn't trust a promise made under duress," Zephariel said. "Only actions."
Dave slid into his boots and reached for his keys. "You ever stop talking in riddles?"
"Only when it's too late to matter."
At the doorway, Dave hesitated, glancing back. "You're burning out, aren't you?"
Zephariel didn't answer immediately. Then, "Grace fades. That's its nature. It leaves through the ones we try to save." The lie came so easily, he wondered just how close he was to damnation.
Dave frowned. "And if you run out completely?"
"Then I fall...completely," Zephariel said, his tone almost serene.
The silence between them felt heavier than any threat.
Dave opened the door. "Try not to blow up any more bars while I'm gone."
Zephariel's faint smile didn't reach his eyes. "And you, David... try not to forget which side you're on."
Dave didn't reply. He stepped into the hall, the door clicking shut behind him.
Zephariel stood alone in the dim apartment, staring at the place where the man's warmth still lingered in the air.
"Corven," he murmured to himself—a word that was half a prayer, half a warning.
And somewhere, deep in the city's shadowed veins, something old and familiar stirred, whispering his name with delight.
A/N: I don't have time to reread this chapter as I post it - so please feel free to let me know if something needs my attention. I'll get back to it tomorrow. Appreciate it XOXO - CLL
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