letting behind

Murtasim had woke up after hearing the birds chirping sound from outside as he rubbed his eyes slowly, as he sees her still sleeping peacefully and smiled remembering yesterday moments of theirs. She finds comfort in him and this is the first step for their reconciliation. They are moving slowly though but still atlast his heart is at peace and had made peace with how she is ready to move with him. Freshing himself up he sees her already woken up and she is ready to use the washroom.

" good morning , " He said as soon as he met with her eyes

" morning.." she replied while taking her clothes and she goes inside to gets freshen up for the day after doing her business she comes out setting her kurta while taking her dupatta she pins it up neatly as she made her hairs in her loose ponytail and some tendrils left as she stares back at him who is already ready in his White salwar kameez with black shawl as he comes towards her holding something which she could not see she comes out of her thoughts as his hands puts her Pony on her front and made her wear something cold she sees in the mirror present in before them , the chain it's the same chain which she had to give to farukh as something in return as they helped her in her difficult time though she don't want to give this but still she had to, she holds her chain emotionally and gazed at him

" Ye kaha ..se mili tumhe ..." she tuned back to him

" apni asal insaan ke pass aana tha usko to aagyi.." He smirked as he take out something from his pockets but she cannot take it like this she had dignity to maintain that's why she gave this to him.

" murtasim yeh , farukh ko Maine di thi ye galat hai tumhe Pata hai maine kyu di thi..."

" jaanta hoon aur Maine farukh ko apni company main as an employee appoint kar liya good package from his previous one , double rent jaa chuka hai iska koi matlab nhi rehta abb unke pass rehne ka mai jaanta ho they helped you so much still tumhari cheez kissii aur ke pass mujhe gawara nhi meerab ..." His voice hold his possessiveness for her and her things and he will not share it with anyone on any cost.

Meerab gazed him emotionally why he is doing all this when he don't love her why he is getting so involved in her life when he didn't want to have any relation with her which is imposed on him too she had accepted this fact and had tries to living with it from last two months but his sudden actions are so overwhelming for her., that her trance is broking it looks like she had formed some wrong image of him in her mind and he is someone else in front of her, her thoughts halted in between as he take hold of her hands slides down the ring while staring her

" jo iska haqdar hai, jiska ye muqam hai ye ussi ki rahegi meerab, meri biwi ho tum meri izzat ...ye anghooti ussi ke haath main achi lagti hai..." His message is loud and clear in his voice that he wants her to never take this again if someone else to asked her to give up on their relationship her mirror eyes looked at him who kissed her ring finger and moved to kissed on her forehead.

" meri izaat , meri mohabbat ko wapas lene aaya tha par saath main apne baacho ko lekar jaa raha hoon .." He said while putting setting her hair back on her back and she shuddered.

As she turned towards the mirror again she sees him with painful gaze
' mohabbat nhi hoo tumhari ...mat nawazo iss muqam se mujhe ..." her eyes lower not able to look in his eyes to see herself more broken and gets again a heartbreak as she took hold of the chair place before the mirror

But he didn't said anything as his hands slides on her waist and then rested on her bump
" meri mohabbat ho ya nhi , ye shayad abb batane ki jaroorat nhi kyunki ye dono us pakeeza rishte ki Nishani jo mera aur tumhara hai .." He said smirkingly as leaving a kiss on her earlobe and then moved towards the gate to take all her documents as they are ready to move the weather is a lot better from yesterday meerab stood there trying to absorb his words but listening the call of her name she went out after wrapping her shawl on her and she had bid goodbye to the amma. Letting go is always a path of new beginning...

" hum Hyderabad jaane se pehle baba ke pass jayenge , murtasim mujhe unse milna hai pehle .." she had expressed  her wish firmly and he smiled knowing what's coming next he knows whatever relation they shared her love for her father is still same , she still cares for him like she used to be

" hum wahi jaa rahe hai meerab , main chahta tha hum sab haveli pe milte..lekin chacha sahab ne maa begum aur Anwar chacha se sare talooq tod liye the tumhare Jane ke baad main tha unke contact main ..." He closed his eyes remembering that dreading day which gives him the news of his life .

Meerab gasped in shock but suddenly feels a joy in her heart atleast someone cares for her when she left , she thinks that no one will even care if she dies that night but her baba cared still guilt runs over her chest as her eyes turned watery her baba had to pay for her departure he had suffered from heart stroke due to her she is the reason why he is still weak she don't want to be the reason behind someone's misery she loathes herself for this but she had her reasons to not return to him still none can justify her departure had left murtasim in this state and her baba and mama suffered they suffered due to her , she breathe hardly suddenly due to the sudden thoughts making murtasim panic

" meerab .., relax kya Hua..." He runs his Palm over wrists as he made circle and grabbed water from the cabinet in the car , as she gulped some sips she sees him and Palms her bump feeling relaxed she don't want to take stress no her babies life will be at risk she cannot.

" main theek hon, don't worry.." she whispered softly as the windown glass down a little and fresh air enters

Murtasim had not convinced but as he looked her again she seems fine and he reluctantly sits again properly though didn't leave her hand as he feared that she might panic again.

They had reached to waqas house in another hour and he opened gate for her leading her way inside his fingers still entwined with her as they made their way, murtasim had informed his arrival to them but deliberately hid meerab part as he wants to surprise them with the sweetest news with them

" meerab , don't panic pls it's not good jaan ..." He said softly as saima baji opened the door and squealed loudly for the owners for seeing her in front of her

Meerab gets teary eyes as she step again on this door from which she returned even coming to them at night she didnt able to ring the bell and led her way inside but as again she is standing here but with her complete being as woman , a mother who is slowly gets ready for herself and a wife whose husband arms are wrapped around her shoulder to give her strength she didnt knew that time that if she will come again to this house like this but her eyes reminds those moments again and murtasim led her inside as she felt too weak suddenly to go inside

" baba ..." her mouth left a small whisper as he sees the man in front of her who couldn't believe on his eyes that his daughter his meerab is standing in front of him, the will he left to live come back seeing her in flesh of blood and skin , her eyes let tears flow from them as she sees the man who is the hero of her life , her mentor her supervisor her everything looking so pale and weak in a dark blue shawl wrapped around his body as he comes to touch her head her eyes too gets watery and the father daughter duo hugged each other while her mama sobbed seeing her daughter back.

" meri baachi, meri meerab kaha chali gyi thi apne baba ko chodke .."

" baba ...' she only chants as she cried on his chest wrapping her arms wrapped while seeing a tear left murtasim's eye which he wipes slowly with a small smile , he puts his hands on the back

While her cries subside she sees his father again as she wipes his tears slowly
" I dont want to be a burden on you, isliye nhi aayi ..." she lied but somewhere she also don't return to him as she knew that after daughter get rukshat from her house society thinks them as a burden if they return to it and she don't want her listen those things in their life they had loved someone's else girl so dearly and now due to her they had to suffer she don't want it

" pagal ho, beti baap pe bojh hoti hai jo bhi tha uss din kya itna bada tha ki apne baba ke pas bhi nhi aayi ..." her eyes turned watery she forgive them with her heart no she could not live with more hatred now her heart give up and her heart won their love for her won and she apologized
" I am sorry ...I am sorry baba aapki meerab ki wajah se aapko bohot aziyat hui sorry ..."

" nhi meri baachi abb tum aagyi ho sab sahi ho gaya hai.." her mama said and they hugged each other

Her father smiled now as they seated on the sofa and her mama ordered saima baji to make her every favorite dish as their daughter had returned
" haha aaj to beti aagyi hai , itne din se mujhe to vo soup pila pilake Mar rakha tha ..." and laughed

While murtasim cleared his throat

" chachi meerab ke liye Thora healthy hi rakhiyega sab .., she cannot take oily right now for some days .." He stated  softly
Her father turned tensed " kya Hua meerab ko , sab khairiyat murtasim meri baachi Kaha tha , kaha thi meerab tum..aise chodkar kyu chali gyi thi sab ..kya Hua tha batao mujhe bhabhi begum ne kuch kaha tha tumse ..."

Murtasim had to intervene between them as she see lower eyes not able to answer the questions and they both don't anyone to involve in their personal matter that night is their personal matter they don't want to keep it in public and neither they had explanation even after thousand of questions murtasim in these months didn't answer to their any question

" vo theek hai chacha sahab , khushkhabri deni hai apne Nawasa ya nawasi ki tayari kijiye..." His joyous voice made leaves her parents shocked but as soon as he uttered her mama gushed over her asking for her health and his baba congratulate her, in all this the question is long forgotten and they both sighed

"Allah tum dono ko humesha khush rakhe ..aur tumhare baache ko salamat rakhe ..."  as her mama did her sadqa and kissed her hairs meerab smiled receiving the affection while they sent their gratitude to God
" ameen .." they muttered

" baacho ko kahe chahe .., do do nanhe mehman  aane wale hai .." the happiness got double and meerab had spent her noon with her family happily as her father is happy with her arrival and his grandchildren arrival had made him so happy that the aged he turned into days gets undo by her arrival only

" chacha sahab, abhi meerab se aap kissi tarah ka koi sawal naa kare doctor ne usse kissi bhi stress se door rehne ko kaha hai , main aapko waqt aane pe sab bata dunga abhi uska sehatmand nhi jaroori hai ..." murtasim said as they both seated in the lawn while sipping their tea and waqas nods his head understanding the situation while her mother gushed over her inside and made her eat with her own hands like she used to do with her in childhood and meerab enjoy the way they pampered from yesterday she had been receiving this treatment from murtasim and now her parents these days are really precious to her memory if she had to die now she can die peacefully she thought as she caress her bump.

While murtasim had informed him about their arrival to haveli , though waqas is reluctant but as he understand his condition also he agrees as he promised him to bring his daughter back again soon to meet them.

They started their journey for Hyderabad while meerab sleeps in the car tired and he wrapped his protective around her waist to let her breathe in his crook of neck as she puts her hands on his chest while sleeping he had also closed his eyes feeling peace and contentment within the moment and they led to a small nap till they reached to haveli to let new drama unfolds.

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