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Murtasim had helped meerab in whatever he could help and laid the food on table , murtasim khan doing household work is a treat to watch. The man who didn't get himself a glass of water is doing every work so his wife didn't over exaggrate herself , love made people do unexpected things and he is not an exception to be left behind.
As they devour their food, meerab didn't help but look at the man now with soft expression as notices his face which lose its charm of the soft murtasim which she knew the pale skin with the black circles under his eyes the eyes which used to twinkle when he sees her in mischief is now just emotionless , her heart pained to see him like this the frowning lines on his forehead made her wonder if anyone had notices that he is taking care of him or not is haya who openly claimed to loved him to know his every detail dearly didn't notice his state and took care of him as her thoughts came in her mind she gets bitter and her mood turned sour but gulping the soup back she sees now he had already finished his lunch and is seeking towards kitchen to put down his dishes. She holds his hands and made him back to sit
" let it be , main baad main kar lungi ..." she said softly not wanting to do more work she is enough capable to handle her house chores he is as a guest in her house she should not forget
" chup chap baitho, main yahan baithke tumhe kaam karte dekhne ke liye nhi hoon , jab London main tha apna kaam manage karta tha ...dawai lo aur jaake aaram karo main kar lunga ye sab..." she could not help but wonder that is he only caring about his babies that's why he don't want her do any work or he cares about her first option seems more prominent to her as she knew if he had care for her enough then he would have definitely stayed with her that night but when only the needs are there how can he stay she thoughts dryly in her mind as she didnt utter any word but didn't listen to him also as she also stood up with her plate
Murtasim many times felt the anger flowing in his veins and have to control it for some specific reasons but this time he if feelings as if he should break his head somewhere as she his wife always provoked him to that line where he felt himself in the line of fire and wants to devour her furiously and passionately, that's what he is feeling now to lock up her in his arms and put her on bed and didn't let her leave till they are ready to move out of this house but when she had listened him he control his anger taking deep breathes he calmly said
" meerab go and rest, main ye sab isliye nhi kar raha hoon ki tum maa banne wali hoo, as a patient too you need rest you know you had just gets discharge today morning aaram ki jarrorat hai apne liye nhi in dono ka sochke aaram kar loo main kar lunga ..." He folded his hands on his chest and said it while eyeing her bump to let her know what he wants to say she sighed she really needs rest it's just she is too stubborn to let him know and let him do the work but she cannot ignore her children health like this she loved them , nodding her head she moved towards the room while he goes in the kitchen to wash the dishes as after he done his work he moved to the room and sees her sleeping on her side of bed and seeing her angelic face he sighed smilingly she is too stubborn but turned into a child in this period, he moved to her side and sits beside her as he gazed to her bump he couldn't help but caress it slowly to form a relation with his babies aww how good it sounds to his ears that the mini copy of him and his meerab will be there in some months with them not one two he chuckled as he caress her face. Her glowing face still do wonders on his body her innocent gaze and he will trade the world for her this is the power she holds on him.
Removing his jacket he puts it on the stool and sees outside the window to let fresh cold air touch his face features , things are so changed two days before he is mad enough to kill someone if he will not find his wife and now just the peace at his heart and the happiness rushing through his veins to welcome his children in the world. As he listen the pages moving voice he turned back and sees calender moving due to the air closing the window back he moved towards it, but frowned on seeing the crossed dates then he stares back at meerab whose blanket is off from body covering her properly he dropped a kiss on her cheek as he moved again to the calender and check the previous month if same things happened , but couldn't help and gets amused as the dates are exact 2 months and exact one week his mind rushed and he puts a hand on his mouth 15 October the date when she knew about this and the till yesterday the date is cut , he couldn't help but feel emotional she is too attached with their babies that she is counting each date to passed on to take her babies in her hands she loved them, his heart feels warm she loved their signs of love which are in form of their babies which she is nourishing right now. Is some more pure is there other than it.
His chains of thoughts break as he listened he listen her soft voice from behind
" what are you doing , " her voice with sleepiness as she sees with her groggy eyes as she is trying to sit.
" kuch nhi .., how are you feeling now .." He said while moving towards her as he advance her a water of glass
" better.." a short reply and she closed her eyes back as she rests her head with support of headrest.
The evening is taking place as murtasim gets call he told her to sit as he goes outside to attend it, as he is attending he listen some knocks on the gate , frowning who will be there as he wondered may be bakhtu had came to inform him something he sighed as meerab who had come outside goes to open the gate he gets amused seeing some small children closer to 7 to 8 years age have came with their bags and gets themselves sit on the mat around the small table , he arched his eyebrow to meerab to asking who are they as she comes to him
" ye baache hai mujhse tuition padhne aate hai , aur isse pehle tum ye kaho mujhe rest karna chahiye i am feeling good now don't make me feel I am sick., mujhe acha lagta hai inke saath tumhe bhi office ke kaam i listen you saamne Rashid bhai ke wifi ka password mere pass aur Kah network nhi aayenge yahi baithke mera bhi dhyaan rakh sakte ho .., pls ispe behas nhi chahiye ..." she stated softly as he sighed she seems happy when they came he had not seen this able from yesterday from the time he came he should let her do and it's a good choice as he can sit here and take a look on her so nodding his head he brings his laptop outside and sits on the wodden chair a little far away from them.
As he gets busy in replying some mails and sighing seeing his p.a. messaging his schedule of upcoming days he needs to clear it up he needs to reschedule all the work as he don't trust anyone other than himself for her he knew only he can handle her this beauty will be only handled by his man he chuckled but as he hears some laughter sound he sees how she is sitting stretched legs on table and a pile of papers on her lap while she ruffles a small boy Hair as he solved something he expected, he puts his laptop aside as he gazed her intensely she always looked like an angle according to him from the time he came to know what love actually feels he knows the name his meerab only she made him feel those emotions which he never felt in his life but now as he sees her with children he wondered how good mother she will be the way her eyes twinkle as she sees the laughter of the tiny tots he laughed silently she is actually a child herself who only became mature when someone pisses her off otherwise made her stand in bunch of these musketeers and tell who is more small they or her but if she will listen his thoughts he sure he will not live second moments for comparing her with those he shook his head as he didn't know the time lapse and their time gets over and they are ready to go back to their homes. She had gone inside to made some tea he stood up as he sees how one small girl probably age of 5 and a boy of age 7 years are fighting with each other he could not help but kneel down on there level as he took hold of the little girl in his hold
" kyu lad rahe hai aap log , ..." He asked softly as he sees how her eyes are turned watery as he softly wipes her tears
" bhaiyu ne meri pencil le li , aur abb de bhi nhi rahe ..., main baaji se kahungi unhe daante ..." she said poutingly
" hmm..baaji mujhe kabhi nhi dantengi, mai unka favorite student hoon aayi badi shikayat lagane wali ." The boy said while folding his hands on his chest as he puffed his mouth
He could not help but sees himself and Maryam fighting in small age like this and their khala scolding them both and then they will reconcile with each other.
" He puts the girl on ground and took both of them in his arms
" aapko Pata hai aapki baazi ko bilkul pasand nhi ki koi galat kare kissike saath , vo phir gussa ho jaati hai unse aap chahte hai aapki baaji gussa hoo.." He asked softly to the boy who is ready to cry on thinking that his dearest teacher will be angry on hjm and shook his head
" to aap abhi usko uski pencil wapas do aur sorry , baache bhai behan ko rulate nhi hai balki unko sabse jyaada pyaar karte hai.." the boy seems to understand as he returns his sister pencil to her and the girl squealed in happiness , murtasim laughed as the small girl kissed his cheek and the children runs to their house
The scene is witnessed by meerab who came outside to ask whether he like to have tea or not but her eyes turned watery as she imagined the little girl and boy their children and him with them , he will be a great father she whispered in her heart as he sees how soft he is with children when he can loved someone else children so dearly then what will he do when he will hold his children in his hands , she could not help but only felt guilty to not inform his about their children arrival he too have right to know about his children maybe God had still by her side as he didn't let herin this guilt of not able to inform him about his babies and send him to meet her, maybe for not themselves but she will live with him whole life it means for her betterment of children maybe she can live a loveless life where her husband will compromise with her for his children he loved them enough to let his love haya go.
" you will be a great father murtasim..." she whispered softly as he turned shocked
" Maine dekha tumhare maan main sawal tha un dono ko dekhkar ki tum humare baacho ke liye ache baba ban paoge ya nhi., you will be a great father murtasim don't question yourself again ..." she stated softly as she pats his arm where he could not help wonder when they can see what they feel from each other's eyes so why they stand here in their relationship his irony is so worst that the woman he loved know him so well and wants good for him carry his children with love but does show him that she didn't care for him , but he smiled as he sees how softly she stares at him.
" tum achi maa banogi meerab, maine dekha tum kaise un baacho ke saath, humare baacho ko bohot achi maa milegi.." He smiled softly as he gazed her
" I know., " she replied smilingly and he gets amused
" pata hai itni sure kyu hoon , kyunki har din in dono ko apne andar mehsoos karke vo mehsoos Hota hai jo aajtak kissike liye nhi hoon , main ajtak kissi ke liye nhi badli murtasim mere baba jinhe main itna pyaar karti thi shayad unke liye bhi nhi...par inke liye Maine khudko badal kyunki mujhe inke liye apna best version chahiye.." she whispered emotionally as she caress her bump and he didn't help but loved this woman a lot more when he sees how selflessly she loved her children.
They both wants their best version for their children though they both had their own flows and some major issue in their relationship but they cannot forget the fact there are two small lives are ready to enter their world and they have to best for them.
" chai pee lete hai , piyoge chai.." He nods his head and sits outside as he took hold of her report and send that to the doctor to gets ready for the appointment as soon as they land in Hyderabad the first work is to take his wife for a proper Checkup and clear all his doubts, opening some articles regarding pregnancy he is reading while she puts his cup in front of him. They sit in silence which sipping their tea but suddenly the power gets cut off due to the sudden rain which includes some The storm was so severe that it appeared as if snowballs were falling down from the sky on the house roof. Meerab sighed and goes to bring the candles but as she tries to stand up he hold her hand tightly and made her sit again in darkness
" ruko baitho, agr kahi lag gyi to ..main light on karta hoon., candles hai ..." He said while flashing his mobile light
" Haan vo pass wali left side ki drawer main hai , baarish tez hai cut off Hua hai ..." He nods and bring the candles with matchsticks from there lighting in the stand which was put on the table he kneels down on his knees in front of her and brings her closer to the light as he lits a lamp too for themselves to keep them warm as he puts the cushion behind her back with the support of wall he goes to bring the warm blanket from inside so she doesn't feel cold wrapping themselves in it he pulled her in his arms softly and rubbed her hand and meerab could only gaze at his face in shock as he do everything for her she felt her melting at his care as she sees how angelic he looks even in the dim light of lamp and some candles.
" Yahan aisa hi hota hai kya aksar , tumhe to andhere se Kitna dar lagta hai .." He could not help but remembers when he had prank on her after their marriage how she hugged him in fear and he felt peace gathering her in his arms
" kabhi kabhi ho jata hai, aur ab nhi lagta kyunki ye hote haina mere sath, I calm myself down for them ..." she said softly as she caress her bump and he leaned her back on his shoulder though she denies it but her body needs this as she shivered slightly, not good for babies and she leaned
The night downs and rainfall down after sometimes and he asked her to lay on bed and brings some bread and jam from kitchen as she didnt want to eat anything though he urged but she didn't even want to put water so urging her to eat is mad deal to fight and he didnt feel to eat . As he lights some candle he had changed into warm jacket and much more comfortable for night. As he knew she will be uncomfortable with him so he offered to sit on the chair In room as she sleeps on bed
" aaram se jao murtasim bed pe , it's enough for both of us ..hum dono so sakte hai .." she said softly without saying anything and the darkness in the room helped her to hide her emotions but murtasim feels immense peace in his heart as if she trusts him again with her to lay down on same bed he knew they have crossed that limit before but still hedidnt want her to feel uncomfortable but as she herself offer this he lay down on bed beside her facing her back but he sighed with this atleast she is near to him and his eyes can find peace with that only. His eyes dropped and the night turned more dense but after some hours he listens the soft sound of jiggling of her anklets shifting and he dabbed his hand on the bed to feel her but feeling the empty suddenly he jolted up from his sleep and scanned the room but as soon as he sees her near window sitting on the small place there he sighed and goes to her
" meerab kya Hua, yahan kyun baithi ho..." He said while covering her shawl on her body properly as he feels her body agitated a bit
" sorry Maine tumhe disturb kar diya , par baarish ki aawaz ki wajah se neend nhi lag paa rahi thi aur .." she softly said
" aur..." He asked her gently as he tries to close the window but she stops him
" rehne do ..I don't feel good murtasim , thori bechani ho rahi hai bas ..I will okay .." she whispered as she wants to sleep but still her she cannot and the cold air is helping a little though she knew she is a little sensitive towards it and her red nose is a proof of it
" what happen, dawai to Maine khud di thi kahi dard ho rahi hai kuch problem hai main abhi doctor ko call karta hon tumhe mujhe jagana chahiye tha na .." He blabbered while taking hold of his phone and she sighed and holds his hands
" pls massage my head , main theek ho jaungi.." she softly asked though she hated it to ask him but her body demand it and she wants to sleep now, his eyes softened and he nods his head but feels pain in his chest as how uncertainly she asked about this which she has to order and he will be at her service, his fingers moving in her scalp as she lays her head back on his chest she softly sighed andher shoulder drop its stiffness and she didn't knew when she slept due to this . As he listen her breathing he smiled she had slept
He had carried her in his arms and laid her down properly covering her small frame and drops a kiss on her bump as he palms it
" let your mama sleep , unko pareshan naa kare aap dono .." He said softly as he caress her hairs and laid down beside her and wait again to let sleep engulf him as he gaze her face.
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