It was Christmas Eve and to be honest, I just wasn't feeling it this year. There was just something about it. I was currently shopping with Kitty and we'd shopped to get drinks. "Y/n, can you hear me?" Kitty asked me as we sat down with our coffees.

"I'm here and listening." I said to her with a smile, she looked at me with her head to the side. Since Minho went back I was kind of sad. You go from seeing someone everyday to only seeing them through a screen. I wasn't equipped for that.

"No, your not but that's okay. I know what your going through. I was the same when I was with Dae but you two are completely different. Your so in love it makes me sick, your even wearing his clothes." She said to me, she wasn't lying I was. I had his hoodie and his jacket that he gave me when we were in detention that one day. His scent was wearing off of it.

"Hey, I can't help it. Besides I miss Q and Yeojin as well. Do you know how hard it is to contact a girl who keeps going on hikes." I said to her, it was true. I didn't even know she liked the outdoors but she keeps going on hikes all the times. Head in the clouds. Literally as well.

"I know you do, but how do you think I am. I won't be seeing them again. Or Yuri." She said and I looked at her, she never got to tell Yuri how she was truly feeling.

"I can't imagine how big of a secret that must be. Especially since she's got Juliana back." I said to her and she took my hand. I knew that she was probably heartbroken over this. It would be like the Dae situation all over again.

"Well, maybe it's a good thing that I won't see her again. It would probably get complicated." She said and I looked at her. Nothing would be more complicated than last semester. That was when everything was wrong and right at the same time. In a complicated way.

"Maybe but you'll also have this playing on your mind and it won't help. Besides nothing will be more complicated than last semester. From living in a guys dorm and then all the Dae stuff. This is nothing compared to that." I said to her and she nodded at me like she was reliving everything. I'd been checking on that doll website that my hair was being sold on, turns out my hair was worth a lot of money. These creeps were going crazy over it.

"Especially that other roommate of mine." She said before shuddering, I was glad we didn't stay in them long.

"They were hell and if I had to stay another night in that room. Who knew what my hair would be looking like and if I even had any." I said to her and she looked at, room wise we both definitely had the worst ones.

"I'll never forget Minho doing that and then trying to get us to stay at a hotel." She said and I looked at him, he'd revealed the true reason to me.

"I know why that was. He wanted to put distance between me him. He was thinking if I was away, he wouldn't have those feelings he had from me. But it didn't work as you can tell." I said to her while gesturing to the clothes I was wearing.

"Then why did he want me to be away?" She asked me and I though that would be a little but clear.

"Because he didn't like you that much. That's why he didn't want you there." I said to her with a smile and the two of us stood up.

"That makes sense." She said to me and it truly did. Minho was, well Minho. There was no true way to describe him. Depending on how he was towards you would determine how he felt for you. Which was good seeming as he got on well with everyone apart from my brothers. But they were a tough crowd to be in with. They didn't really like any guys that I'd ever talked.

"Yeah, but he's Minho so don't take it too harshly." I said to her and when I got home I saw a text from Minho.

*1 new text from My Only Love 💕*

Did your present arrive that I sent you?

It did, Umma told me this morning. Did mine arrive I sent?

It has, I nearly opened it but I've resisted the temptation

I'm glad that you did, otherwise I would've flown all the way to LA to hit you a little

I wish you would fly over here, hugging a pillow isn't enough

Yeah my big bear isn't much of a hugger. But hopefully not much longer.

I'm sure that time will drag just for us as well, but I know that we're just one state away.

I know, but one state feels like a million miles. Minnie's coming so I'm now homework help. I love you 💕

If the homework help needs help, just call me, I love you too

That was it. Minnie was running over and I had no idea what was in stall. "Unnie, I can't do fractions." She said to me as soon as I walked in. It was Christmas Eve, and she was doing this. I couldn't even believe it.

"I'm the wrong person to ask for that. I can hot cocoa though." I said to her as I walked towards the kitchen and she looked at me. Before shaking her head.

"I'll take that. Does Minho know how to do them?" She asked me as she sat down at the counter and I started with the cocoa.

"Do you want to call him and see?" I asked her and she instantly lit up on her and started nodding. I got my phone and started to video call him before giving Minnie my phone.

"Oh, hello Minnie. Is everything okay?" He asked her and I could tell that he had a smile on his face. He had a soft spot for her.

"No, I can't do my homework and Unnie doesn't know what she's doing." She said to him while looking at me as I was making her drink.

"Hey, I didn't say I couldn't. I just said that I had no idea what I was doing." I said to them and I heard Minho laughing and her hot cocoa was done. I then sat next to her and we propped the phone up.

"I see your wearing my clothes, I like them better on you. Oversized is definitely your look. Especially when it's my clothes. But Minnie what's your homework?" He asked her and I smiled at him.

"It's fractions." She said to him and I saw him flick his eyes over to me.

"They're too complicated and besides, now that you've said that. Your not going your hoodie or jacket back." I said to him and he let out a laugh and looked at me.

"I can live with that." He said to me and we started doing her homework together. The rest of the day went by too quickly and soon it would be Christmas Day. Everyone opened their presents but there was only one for me that truly mattered.

"Y/n, here is your big parcel from that guy." Hyuk said and I nudged him making him laugh and when I opened up there was various. Wrapped things in here. I took one of them. And opened it. I smiled, it was the cologne he uses. 'Just in case the scent has gone, use this and I'll be with you'. It said on a note and I smiled at it. I then took the next one when I opened it I saw buckwheat hand cream, the same one he uses. 'Hopefully this'll prevent you from using mine when we're back together again, although your use mine anyways.' The note read on it and I smiled.

"Someone is incredibly happy." Umma said as she saw the smile on my face. I then took the last one, once opened it revealed a book. As I looked through it was pictures of the two of us together and there were a few blank pages. 'Our time together so far, hopefully we continue to add to it'. As I looked through I saw that a lot of the pictures of us were taken by Q. Clearly he knew about this thing the whole time.

"He got me things that were special to us, of course I'm happy." I said with a smile I then pulled my phone out to message him.

You got me everything I could ever wish for, thank you. I love you so much 💕

I knew that you'd love them, hopefully not as much as me. Also you got me everything I could ever ask for. I love you so much more, and thank you baby 💕

And that was it. Christmas with the Hwang's in a different way then usual. The difference being having a guy that sends you gifts from his heart that he knows that you'll love. Rather than just guessing and that is what makes them the most special ones.