As we went downstairs we heard the others shouting and laughing. They were trying to decide which movie we should watch and agreed to watch a love drama. So everyone settled on two movies: Pride and prejudice and Titanic. 
Ough I hate Titanic, that movie is so overrated.

Everyone voted for their favorite movie except for me and it was a tie.
"I guess I'm the tie breaker eh? Hmm okay, I want to watchhhh..." Everybody played invisible drumroll, "...Pride and prejudice!" Again there was shouting and laughing.
"Not fair." - Jin shrugs.
"Yaaaay I love Keira Knightly, lets sit down and everyone SHUT UP and enjoy this masterpiece!" Clara was so hyped to lay on the sofa next to Joonie. As we all sat down I found myself between Yoongi and Taehyung. Well isn't this convenient. 

In the middle of the movie we heard Jin snoring so Hoseok sent him to his room. As the movie was coming to an end my eyes began watering.
Mr. Darcy finally admitted his love: "You have bewitched me, body and soul, and I love, love, love you" and they kissed and I guess lived happily ever after.
"Are you okay?" Yoongi looked at me.
"Yeah, just got a little emotional here. I mean they are from different backgrounds, he is rich, she is not and they are together, they are so cute..." I started crying.
"Okay you little wimp calm down, group hug everyoneeee" said Tae. They squeezed the life out of me.

It was 3am and we were all tipsy so Clara decided for the both of us that we will spend the night in Bangtan house. It was a long day and night and I didn't bring any other clothes to change. I swear I will kill her when we get ho...
As if he read my mind Yoongi said: "I will give you something to sleep in, come with me."
Taehyung and Hoseok were already in their rooms. Clara said: "Sorry Yoongi can I steal her for a sec, ok thanks, bye." and she was already dragging me to the kitchen.
"You know where my room is" he winked at me and went upstairs.
"Listen, I am going to sleep in Namjoon's room..."
"But Clara..."
"Nothing is going to happen you silly girl, I just want to spoon and cuddle okay???"
She deserves to feel love and happiness "Okay. Be smart or I swear I will..."
"Silly baby, thank you, thank you so much" she kissed both my cheeks and ran upstairs.
Alright.

Yoongi already laid shorts and t-shirt for me on his bed. He was leaning on the wall "You can go change in the bathroom and you c-an, umm, sleep here!? - it was more of a question than a statement "I mean we can put pillows between us or..."
I interrupted  "I will change now, don't peek you creep". He smiled.

These clothes are so comfortable and smell so nice. Okay just wash your face Valerie and sleep, you look like a ghost. Note to myself (again): don't drink so much!

As I got out he was still standing and I swear I could see a question mark above his head. He was still waiting for my answer. Tipsy Yoongi is the fluffiest, cutest, sexiest, babiest (it's not a word, okay I know) baby of all the babies.

I took a deep breath: "Can you give me a blanket please? I will sleep in the living room."
"Why!???" he sat down pouting.
"If I had a boyfriend I wouldn't want him to sleep with some other girl, would I?" I approached him and kissed his chubby cheek. He grabbed my waist and pulled me down but we both fell on the floor and started laughing.
"What were you trying to do?" I was already trying to get up.
"Ah gajima (means don't go), I just wanted to kiss you back" He is such a bad liar.
He kissed my forehead and gave me a blanket "Are you sure you will sleep on the sofa?"
"That sofa is 10 times more comfortable than my own bed, don't worry! Good night Yoongi!"
He lets out a small sigh "Good night Val, sleep tight!"
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Yoongi's pov

Ouuuuhhh I feel so lonelyyyy. Why did she have to leave me here alone? I would never touch her. Unless she wanted me to. Why is her presence so confusing? She is so beautiful, she has such an unique face, like part asian, part arab, part latino... I must say good night to Yuna. FML
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Sunday morning

"What are you doing? You are insane, you belong in the asylum!"
"Don't come any closer or I will jump" my mother said to dad, her one leg already out the window.
"Mm-amaa? Mama please no, mama we will be better. It's not worth it" A 13 year old me was crying so hard. My younger brother held my hand and sobbed.
"He is making me crazy, do you know what he did this time? Do you? Again, again lies, lies, I can't take this any more. I hear the voices  in my head again. They say it will never be better with him, I only have one way out"
"Mama please, look at me, look at your son, mama you can't leave us"

I woke up screaming. Where am I? Again this dream about my past? I need a glass of water.
I was leaning on the kitchen isle, glass in my hand, looking at the floor.
"Earth to Valerie", I must have zoned out. "Do you hear me?" - Taehyung was waving in front of my face. I snapped out of it and hugged him immediately  "I just had a nightmare, I am sorry I woke you up."
"You are shivering, here wrap yourself in this blanket... Do you, umm.. want to talk about it?" he looked really concerned. I haven't seen this side of him yet. 
I shocked myself - "Yes, please."
 I usually don't open up to anyone, anywhere, anytime.

He made me hot cocoa and I started talking about my personal life:
Overprotective mother and unbothered father that never cared about his family. They were always fighting and throwing stuff around. She often wanted to commit suicide... I was bullied in middle and high school for being a short nerd with glasses and braces. I never had many friends. I was a late bloomer. I was flat until I was about 17 years old. Boys never liked me before and after I got prettier they only wanted one thing. No one ever bothered to just talk to me, to hear me out, to be kind to me, to get to know me.

Taehyung listened with his mouth half open. He was shook by my life story.
I was working part-time jobs since I was 16 just to have my own money and not be a burden to anyone. I felt like I was never good enough. They didn't approve me coming to Korea, they made fun of me...

The whole time I was talking I didn't look at him, I looked at my cup of cocoa.

When I finished he got the cup out of my hand, put it on the table and gave me a hug. A really warm and long hug. 

"I am so sorry. I am so so sorry." he whispered not letting go.
"It's okay, I'm fine now. Thank you so much."
We didn't move for a minute. When we finally separated he kissed my forehead and I laid in his lap. He played with my hair and finally I felt safe.
"Taehyung, can you promise me something?"
"Yah"
"Don't tell anyone about this... and don't look at me in a different way. I hate pity."
"Deal!"

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Taehyung's pov

This poor poor girl. I won't joke with her any more, I will protect her, she will never be sad again. I swear!

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Yoongi's pov

Did someone scream? It sounds like it came from downstairs... Wait? Valerie is downstairs! What happened to her? I ran as fast as I could. I heard two voices. What is going on? Taehyung beat me to it... Why is she crying? I stood there for a few minutes, just watching at them talk. They are hugging. Great!

Guys I am sorry for bringing such a dark theme into the story. I hope you like the book overall and bare with me, there are going to be some interesting developments soon. I purple you... aaandd keep fighting!!! 

xo