«3rd person's POV»

Shutting the door of the room silently, Todoroki sighed while sliding down against it. He put his hands on his face, covering his eyes and exhaling a big shaky sigh from his mouth. A tear escaped from his already wet left eye. His clothes ripped from here and there causing him having to sneak into the dormitory building.

His phone, for the hundredth time that day, vibrated. He didn't have the strength to just pull it out of his pocket and unlock it. Yet he did. Curiosity got the best of him.

A smile automatically creeped on his face as he eyed the fifty four text messages from Bakugo, a few from Yaomomo and lots of missed calls from both of them. He also saw a few missed calls from the hospital who he instantly assumed was his mom. He was tired as hell, but he still read all the texts from his beloved lover and managed to type a quick short reply of "I'm okay." Before locking his phone and just collapsing on the floor. Though did passing out on the floor really matter when compared to how he was treated just a few minutes ago in his dad's office?

"How can you be so cruel, sperm donor."

He muttered before losing his conscious fully. Yeah, he wasn't even interesting in calling that man a father after seeing his true self once again.

That morning after sharing welfares with Yaoyorozu, he had received a call from endeavor. He first had ignored it since he hadnt been in mood to hold his shit, but when the phone rang for the second time, he had to pickup knowing the circumstances.

Though he only had heard instant yelling and screaming from the other side of the phone. And it wasn't one if those tantrums his dad used to throw every now and then, but it was a person who was cruelly too annoyed and angry right then. A cold shiver had went down his spine hearing the screams he had stopped hearing a few years ago.

"I raised you to be my successor, to surpass all might, and what did you do? What!? Hold hands with guys around the streets? Playing around like my prestige doesn't mean anything to you?" His father had yelled. "All these years of hard training I have you, all of those, only for you to come out as gay!?"

He had cut the phone right then, having enough. Though he had knew it hadn't solved his problems. And he had to visit the hell mansion he had left, promising to never return again. For once again, he had been sunk into his dad's shadows for stepping one foot out of it.

He did visit his father. And as he had expected, it was like hellflame burning every inch of his being. And he had thought he was fire proof?

After a long lecture from his father, he had uttered out with pride that he was dating the blond boy, not 'messing around.' And that he expected Endeavor to cooperate with his likings. Which apparently poured more oxygen in the already burning bundle of flames.

"You cannot be gay. It can't be your decision."

"Being gay isn't my decision, father. It's just who I am. no matter how much you want to change it, you really can't see the sun rising in the west."

And that was it, those few last words before his traumatizing past had returned, leaving bruises and cut marks all over him. He had endured it all, at least he had tried to. Until Endeavor had hit him with one of his hottest flames and he had whinpered in pain, tears which were kept inside his eyes with so much effort had come out with no warnings. That moment, Todoroki knew what his dear life flashing in front his eyes meant.

His vission had blurred, his mind had went completely blank and all he could see was pitch darkness. No hope, no sign of that horrid torture stopping, no nothing. He tried to remember all the sweet times he had enjoyed in his life. Like, the Times he had spent with Bakugo, or his mom. His sister, brother.

Just when he had thought his skin would rip off from his body, the torture stopped. He felt his body being pushed outside of the room and all the employees staring at his massacre state.

"I give you one week to think this over. Think about your life, future and break whatever relation there is with that damned blond kid. I will conctact you after a week Shoto, do remember the consequences of every action and decision you take. Now, leave." Endeavor had said with such casual voice. Yeah, like he just hadn't beat the life out of his own damn son.

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"Three days, three fucking days." Were Bakugo's first words at the cafeteria that morning. It had been exactly three days since his lover had cut all connections with anyone.

That evening when he received the short text message from Todoroki, he knew something was wrong. To just prove him right, the dual male happened to not contact anyone at all. And it was killing the blond from the inside.

The first day he had been screaming and yelling his name on top of his lungs while almost breaking his form door before the teachers and a few brave students stopped him. To them, it only seemed like he was drop dead angry. But no, he wasn't angry. he was scared, afraid and frustrated as fuck.

"Calm down, Katsuki. Maybe he just needs some space." Yaomomo encountered him, messaging his shoulders.

In this time span, he had accepted the fact that he had started to take a liking in Yaoyorozu. She was comforting and calm, collective and also very bold personalized. And the most important thing to Bakugo, loyal. Before even knowing it they were good friends and somehow Yaoyorozu could read the blond's mind pretty easily. Though the only thing that kind of bothered him was the fact that he was a bit shorter than her.

"I can't stay calm, please fucking understand Momo! My boyfriend locked himself up and god knows what he's doing inside that Damn room! How can I stay fucking calm when he could be hurting himself right now?" He continued, tears forming in his eyes. "Why is he ignoring me? Momo, what if I'm the reason he's avoiding everyone?"

"Don't talk nonsense, you are the best thing that has ever happened in his life."

"But he got called at endeavor's that day right? What if that son of a bitch did something to him? Blackmail him?" His tears came out, knuckles white. "I'm the reason he's doing this. I never to good to people, I only bring bad luck. Even to the people I love with all my heart-"

"Katsuki stop it! You don't bring bad luck. Shut up."

People had gathered around the table they were sitting, shocked to see the person they had thought had no emotion but anger, breaking down in front of them. Once again they saw him cry. And everyone from dekusquad instantly felt guilt brush over them.

"Everyone, stop gathering around this table. please, go on with your days. thank you." The green haired male raised his hands and shun everyone away. While the blond's blood just boiled more seeing him.

"Why helping now, huh nerd? Didn't think about circumstances when you told the media about our business?" Bakugo snapped. And Yaoyorozu couldn't help but nod.

"Listen, Kacchan-"

"What is there to listen?! You ruined two lives, Deku. Two fucking lives." He screamed.

"Kacchan calm down. You should know I had no hand in this. They didn't tell me before spreading this. And I clearly opposed this decision when they told me." Midoriya said, his voice surprisingly bold for some reason. leaving Bakugo in shock.

"Katsuki." Yaomomo nodded at Bakugo. "It is true, brighter Midoriya nor I had any idea about this. If we did know, we would have stopped this. Some of the dekusquad were forced to to this. Froppy felt extremely bad after realising it can end Shoto's happiness."

By then, bakugos eyes were red, matching the color of his pupils. He didn't know what to. Feel, anger sadness or anxiety.

He had no idea how Todoroki was. He didn't know what his lover was eating. He had no way to talk to him and he was unable to sleep for not being able to hear his soothing voice. It was all messed up, both if their lives were messed up. Everyday he had been spending an hour or two in front of Todoroki's door, talking nonsense and hoping to get just any sort of reply. But all he did hear Were either silence or some sniffeling sounds from the other side. Yaoyorozu was helping him to not just throw himself off a cliff. But he knew for sure that if this situation went on for a week or so, he would totally go maniac bonkers mode and nobody could stop him.

Why was his lover torturing him like this? Was he mad at him? Was he taking some sort of unknown revenge?

Wasn't there just any way for him to open that Damn door?

"Momo.." his eyes widened. "There are spare keys to each dorms right?"

"Yes, there are. They stay with the homeroom teacher for times of an emergency and-" Yaoyorozu suddenly stopped, her eyes narrowing and eyeing the blond. "What are you thinking?"

Bakugo stood up from his chair, wiping off the tears or sweats or whatever they were from his face. "I'm going to Aizawa."

"Katsuki! Would that 've the right thing to do?"

Bakugo paused for a bit before answering.

"There is no right and wrong when it comes to love."

And with that, he blasted through the hallways.

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Throwing off his shirt, Todoroki started opening the bandages slowly. It stung, but the pain of his heart was even greater for him to feel anything.

It had been three days since he cut off any connection with anyone. He thought he needed time and space from the outside cruel world, but the truth was he was just hiding from it. Like a coward, he was running away from reality. He was running away from his miserably fucked up life instead of solving the problems.

And no matter how much he wanted to forget everything and just be like a numb rock, the images of a certain blond kept flashing in front of his eyes. He hated the fact that the blond had to sit on the floor in front of his doorway to only conserse with him, and he didn't even utter one sound. More like he couldn't. He feared that if he had spoken, his lover would instantly recognise the sadness in his voice and be desparate to meet him. And the last thing he would want to do was to drag the person he loved in his massacre life.

The dual male was just about to put on ointment on the big cut he had when the door made a click sound. And then, surprising the hell out of his being, it flung open.

... «A/N: name these three dots uwu»

Revealing a heavily panting blond Pomeranian alike guy.

Todoroki just froze in his spot, the ointment dropping from his hand and jaw on ground, eyes doubling. He didn't remember opening the door in these three days, then how?

"Shoto.." Bakugo said between his pants, slowly taking a few steps towards the dual male. "Y-you.."

The one thing he low-key expected had come true. Todoroki, in fact, had very bad bruises all over his chest and stomach and who knew maybe back too. Even though those bruises were very ugily decorated, it still didn't hide the fact that Todoroki had really well toned abs and body muscles.

Bakugo gulped, was his a good time to check his boyfriend out?

Checking him out or not, the blond kept staring at the dual male with widened eyes. His eyes started to water, it felt like he saw his true love after eternity. And he couldn't control himself anymore, he needed Todoroki right then.

"Katsuki... Katsuki I- mmmfhhh" without a warning, Todoroki felt his lips being smashed by Bakugo's own ones. He was left in shock for a few seconds, processing in his mind how he missed the blond's touch so much. It wasn't long until he started to kiss him back, closing his eyes shut.

Bakugo held the taller closer to him, like he would disappear if he lets go. While the other male had his hands on the blond's shoulders, yarning for more. Unlike the other kisses they shares, this was a sloppy one. Mostly due to none of them being prepared for this. But sloppy or not, it was clearly filled with love.

They both gasped for air at one point, just staring at each other in the eyes and panting heavily. And they leant in again. Their minds only filled with thoughts of themselves in their current situation as their heart beat dangerously faster than any normal human being.

The only difference was, this time Todoroki asked for the permission of entering the other's mouth. Which the blond obviously have. Their tongues danced together for domination as Bakugo pushed Todoroki lightly on the bed. By the time they were out of air and had to stop kissing, Bakugo was on top of a half seated Todoroki. A bridge of saliva connecting their mouths as they continued panting heavily.

"Why.... Why did you lock.... Lock yourself up again?" The shorter male whispered in between pants.

"Katsuki...." The dualmale also whispered, caressing Bakugo's face. He missed seeing it. "I'm sorry..." He breathed out.

Bakugo shifted to lay beside Todoroki. His hands around the dual male as he pulled him closer to his own chest. He missed his lover's cologne, the strawberry smell from his hair, his mesmerizing heterochromatic eyes and the big dual colored eyelashes, also his lips, everything. He just missed everything about the boy in his embrace right then.

The taller also wrapped his hands around Bakugo for comfort. Anything but sadness was flowing through him right then. He had many problems, but it all had vanished.

He breathed in the nitroglycerin like sweet scent from his love's chest. And he could feel it again.

That unrealistic emotion called happiness.

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Hey, Ya girl is back with another chapter uwu.

My head is hurting Oof.

Anyways, thanks for the idea EnoracesBabyGirl 💖

And thanks to anyone reading this. It means a lot💗