Yoongi's POV

Dear my Beautiful Daffodil...

I'm sorry I kept you waiting love, you probably were so bored and think that I didn't come but I did, and I was so fucking disappointed when I arrived. I never thought you would be so...so desperate for dicks.

But why?

Why did you let him have you? You said you love me Jimin ah or do you change your mind now?

This shitty feeling...betrayal my love and that's exactly what I feel when I see you taking a stranger so well.

Why can't you just wait? Wait for me a little longer?

I hate you my daffodil.
But at the same time.
I still...

"Love you." Yoongi bitterly finishes but as hard as he tries bringing up the silver engraved pen to finally completed another love letter, his hand wouldn't let him.

It refuses to write for Park Jimin.

After many failed attempts, Yoongi angrily gave up and throw the pen to helplessly slam against the door while feeling himself growing mad at how hard it was just to write this letter when usually, the in-love senior would know exactly what to do.

"Get it together Min Yoongi." The black-haired male scolded himself as he feels very irritated right now but he couldn't help it, Yoongi could not help feeling his hope of loving Jimin the way he wanted crumpling down every time he remembers the dead teacher's words.

'Don't you want me?' 'I really want you sir.' Those phrases are not from his Jiminie...Yoongi knows! He thinks he knows but he couldn't stop it from corrupting his weakening believes.

"What if that fucker didn't lie? What if Jimin really wanted it like how it looked like?" Yoongi's thought spoke itself and without even knowing, his eyes were the quickest to water up at his own words that were written so beautifully inside the unfinished love letter.

"Why can't you wait a little longer for me Jimin ah?" The senior drunkenly murmured after dozen of hiccups that he also failed to acknowledge but apart from that, Yoongi slowly brought his knee up along with his planted feet to sit on the chair and be his guest so that he could tightly hug them and hide his crying face away from the world.

"Did you even love me? O-or are you still playing this stupid game?" Yoongi whimpered as soft cries broke free but then gets trapped inside a bedroom as no doors or windows were opened...or was it just because of how empty and void-like the room was referring to its owner?

"Games...the games you are playing on me Park...please fucking stop i-it." Yoongi grumbles in a voice laced with gentleness and endless pleads but it somehow managed to turn into something more than a single beg.

"Because I-I'm sick of it!" Another ear-blasting scream.

"I h-hate you...I fucking hate you Jimin ah!" The crying male yelped in between his bleeding sobs. The event from Friday haunting his hazy mind forever as it repeats itself and repeats...

Jimin doesn't love me...if he did then he would have waited.

*Monday*

Another day. It was just another same day where a killer goes to school and sneaks one more of his nerdy love letter inside a popular freshman's locker.

Just another day where he would get to see Jimin reading his sickly sweet words with that silly smile on his face. It was just another day...yet why does this one seem different?

Oh right! Yoongi's patch of Daffodils has been all picked from their roots and sent to the younger's doorstep so there was none left for today which made him feels nothing but stress at the lack of care.

Now, what would Jimin think of him after not seeing a stem of blue ribboned flower laying on his doorstep to hopefully brighten up his morning? Nothing...he would feel nothing.

"Because he doesn't love me...if he did, he would have waited." Yoongi harshly mumbled underneath his breath as he walked past Jimin's house despite feeling empty-handed as he continues his adventurous journey to school from dawn.

Once the black-haired senior finally arrived in front of the latter's locker, he felt his little heart beating faster like the usual as a smile that never fails to appear at this proud moment blooms on his face.

With excitement, Yoongi unzipped his school bag and fumblingly searched for the white envelope he had taken days to finish the goods inside before sealing it with wet kisses being the final touch.

"Found ya." Yoongi exclaimed with a small thankful grin as he finally gets ahold of the white clean envelope that is currently sliding into Jimin's personal space but when the paper was halfway in, Yoongi dramatically stops and retreated his action.

"Fuck! What am I doing?" The senior gasps in surprise before aggressively shoving the letter back to where it belongs; inside his backpack that is full of school's resources and one sharpened blade.

After the abrupt change of mind that has proven the fact that this isn't just another day where Yoongi dumbly writes his heart down on a single piece of paper, the glassed student sped off to his class and lies his head down on the wooden desk just like how he normally does when Jimin had not yet stepped a foot into this shitty school.

I mean...there was no point in those cliché letters anymore so...

Why bother trying when that person clearly does not love you?

*At Lunch*

"Guys, I got a boyfriend!"

Heads turning like working bots, eyes widening like tarsiers, jaws dropping so effortlessly to the canteen's floor and gasps mixing with dreadful chokes filling up the thick air all because of their little baby deer.

"Pardon?" Namjoon's voice sounded harder than brick and there was no doubt that his protective side was showing over his only dongsaeng.

"What a great joke my lil bean! You really learnt so much from papa!" J-hope exclaimed and burst into high pitched laughter while pulling the perplexed Jungkook into a loose headlock.

But it was not that soon until the freshman breaks free and started shaking his head from left to right with a familiar pout displaying on his pink jutted lips.

"I'm not joking hyung~ I do have a real boyfriend! Not anime ones." Jungkook whined cutely as he stares at his hyungs with eyes that say 'please believe me'.

After a couple of registering seconds, the orange-haired male was as usual, holding tight onto his heart whilst his bottom lip was bitten out of pure excitement.

From Jungkook's right side, he could see his tall hyung gazing with a strict looking pair of eyes that peered down at him with so much tension in them as his posture was uncomfortably stiff.

Lastly, there was a spree killer who is munching happily on his BLT sandwich in the lonely corner of their table and at this point, Jungkook doesn't even know if his unbothered looking hyung knew the tea or not.

"Who is this mankind Jungkook?" As expected, Namjoon was first to ask with a cold tone and detective eyes that dutifully charged at the only doe eyes freshman.

"Okay but you have to believe me hyung! Now scooch closer, others might get jealous." Jungkook warned with excitement as he signalled all of the listening hyungs to do as he ordered and to his surprise, the black-haired senior actually shuffled nearer to hear his good news too.

"Ooh~ he must be so cute otherwise why would our bunny becomes so protective?" Hoseok teases as he childishly makes finger hearts with his thumb and index before pretending to fire them off like a cupid at the freshman who smiled widely in return.

"He is." The brunette confirmed with a bunny grin. "And his name is Kim Taehyung."

Frozen like the ice outside of the University's canteen, Yoongi and Namjoon became one as they are nonetheless taken aback by the shocking boyfriend reveal.

"You're dating Jiminie's best friend?" Yoongi scowled a little with jealousy lacing in his every tone. Yes, he still loves the latter just like how he brings himself to write those easy three words down in the letter that was never sent and opened in the end.

"So this 'others might get jealous' is actually Yoongi Boongi?" J-hope disgustingly snorted before wheezing hard at his best friend's pissed face that looked like literal piss.

"Hyung~ please don't get mad, I promise that I will get you with Jimin hyung as soon as possible." Jungkook cutely pleaded with shimmering orbs that have anything but empty promises.

"I'm not mad kid. The one you should be worried about right now is this clumsy fella." Yoongi shrugged as if he was doing before nodding his head leisurely towards the tallest friend in their little friendship group who was huffing and puffing from time to time.

"Namjoon hyung?" Jungkook gently frowned.

"Holy cow! Ignore him fetus. The earth tree is probably just jealous because you got a boyfriend first. Anyways! That's not important, what is is that you will tell me every juicy detail of it." Hoseok bounces up in his seat as his eyes managed to glimmer even brighter at the freshman who once again became enthusiastic and is ready to spill another tea.

"Okay, so it went like..."

Jungkook's POV

*Flashback*

Like the usual, I tried to adjust all the piling art books to their correct places with my free pinkie as I didn't want to ruin any of the paintings I have secured in my left hand.

After a few seconds, the brunette pulled his tongue out of concentration and when he finally gets it right, the freshman let out a sound of satisfaction before sprinting off to class with both of his hands occupied.

Once Jungkook arrived at the art room, he noticed that the door was luckily opened so carefully, he walked in and places the books down first on the nearest desk before noticing how he was the only student there or so the boy with Bunny teeth thought...

"Hi!"

Jungkook immediately jumped from being started as the paintings in his left-right rushed to fall out of his grip and makes a horrible slam on the oak wooden floor.

"Oh no~" The brunette wailed as he quickly drops his knees to the floor and began collecting his artworks while ignoring the other person's appearance since all of his focus was directed at how the colours were badly smudged together.

"Oh my Gucci! I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to destroy your drawings." The person says in a hurry as he bowed apologetically with a worried smile.

That voice. Instantly, Jungkook shot his head up faster than lightning as his doe deer-like eyes became wider and wider at each second of this beautiful human standing right in front of him.

"I-It's okay." Jungkook stammered and he almost instantly hates himself for stuttering but the past is unchangeable so to make up for his poor first appearance, the freshman broadens his shoulders like how Yoongi always does and puts aside his shyness in order to look a little manly to begin with.

"It's nothing anyways." Clearing his throat, Jungkook nonchalantly shrugged the paintings to the desk beside him before turning to look at drop-dead gorgeous living human in front.

"Ah really? Your artworks looked so alive compared to mine- oh! Silly me, my name is Kim Taehyung if you haven't already know." The golden brown-haired male beamed in his affable nature along with his infamous box smile which makes the younger forgets his too cool for school act and miserably blushed down his timid soul.

"M-my name i-"

"You're Jungkook right? The arty hearty kid! We are in the same class between." Taehyung added furthermore and he petted Jungkook's chin while smiling brightly as if rehearsed.

Staying in silent and keeping his mouth closed, all the latter could do was think of how Kim Taehyung knows him. His crush knows that he exists! And what makes this dream becomes even more realistic is the feeling of his chin burning up by the beauty's slightest touch.

Jungkook was sure that he wouldn't live any longer if he caught another glimpse of that cute boxy smile so without a choice, he demanded his head to lay low and bitted his bottom lips out of pure shyness.

Not knowing what to do with his accelerating heart anymore. Fuck the manly act. Jungkook thinks he is going insane like how Yoongi described the feeling of loving Park Jimin the other night.

"He's easier than I thought, Jimin is right this time." Taehyung thought before stopping the fake smiling act and tries rubbing away the feeling of the kid's soft chin that lingers at the tip of his fingers with his deluxe Gucci pants.

"W-why are you talking to me? No one does..." Jungkook muttered as he bravely averted his pupils up and stare questionably into the blonde's emotionless eyes and his smiles that almost immediately appears.

"I like you Jungkook ah." Taehyung simply says and pretended to lift his large hands to cover his face that acted out perfectly in every way and form all thanks to his Drama classes.

"You wha-what?" The brunette's heart skipped a beat of life as his eyes widen in shockness. He couldn't believe what he heard and this moment just seemed too good to be true.

"I love you bunny." Taehyung giggled aloud as he easily brings himself to poke the student's cute nose which as expectedly made a familiar bunny smile appears on the freshman's young features.

"I l-love you too."

"I know." Taehyung thinks to himself and smiled sadly before his eyes once again focused on the pricey rings and shimmering bracelets that twinkles underneath the boy's shadow.

"You are perfect for me."

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Author's notes :

Sad Yoonmin + Sad Taekook = TT

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